
Shock. That's what Ammar feels. The happiness that he had been waiting for for so long had finally arrived. Can only hold, save and spend time thinking about loved ones in a dozen years, without any response back.
And when his hope is completely lost to have, then in that moment he was stunned happy because he could penetrate the wall of the frozen heart of Ganaya. The woman wants him to marry.
Eleven years, living in rejection all the time. How the pain in his heart, when he could only see the affection of Gana with his ex-girlfriend on social media some time ago.
Ammar always keeps photos of Gana in various activities that he took from the days of humans using Blakcberry to switch to Android.
The ruthless mafia is also human. It has heart and feeling. Although his humanity is half gone, but his love for Gana is eternal. It still continues.
It looks Ammar is lying weakly in the vortex of the bed, in a room that is not too wide there in his office. Thanks to Bima and Denis who came on time to get Ammar's body in this room.
Ganaya, in the fog, panics with the unconscious Ammar. But after struggling, by applying eucalyptus oil around the nostrils and around the temples. The man finally realized.
Ammar still looked at Ganaya with a smile and the glasses in his already well-studded eyeballs. He held the woman's hand tightly. Ganaya stroked the grasp of their hands with a warm look.
"You are the light that makes the hallway of my life, from dark to light."
"Being able to make my ever-gray cloud blue."
"Being able to make my ever-empty heart become steadfast."
"Thank you, Gana, for being my wife."
It was heartfelt and sincere to hear. A spate of poetic words somehow steal where, making Gana back full. He nodded, then bowed to keep his tears from coming out.
"Teach me to love you, Ammar." replied Gana with trembling lips. It seems like the woman often listens to the song-Adrian Martadinata-My fingers.
Ah, why does it hurt so much? Life was cruel to him! Can he love? Even during these eleven years, he never gave any gap at all to Ammar.
His love for Adri is still great. But really, who will be her husband and will live with him is only, Maldava Ammar. And Gana begins to understand the fate line of her life.
The woman cried, taking off their hands to cupped her face. It looks like his shoulder is shaking really hard. Crying sobbing.
What the hell is this? What drama is the Universe giving her?
Ammar rose from his camp. Then pulled the frail body to get into his chest. Met with his beating heart.
"You no longer need to bother looking for a soul mate here and there. From you still in Aunt Difa's stomach, your soul mate is .. yes, I."
Ganaya is crying. Her crying was so loud. Until Bima and Denis are outside the door, panic dings.
"Bos died?"
"But you're tight, Denia!" Bima is holding Denis' head.
Ammar stroked Gana's back in an up and down motion, occasionally kissing Gana's very fragrant whirlpool of hair. "My future wife .." she said happily.
Her smile is so bright. It felt like he wanted to fly a pair of doves into the air, to enjoy his happiness now.
So good, 'was the Universe to him? A sinful servant, and for many years had not laid hands on him.
"Teach me, Ammar."
Ammar nodded. "Your wounds will dry up as our household travels, I will drive you crazy about me."
"If I can't love you yet, how?"
"If you don't love me yet, it's okay, Gana. The important thing is that you stay faithful to this marriage."
Ganaya nodded in tears. Very sincere man, until he wants to squeeze the nose of Gana who is very difficult to remove his snot. Ammar helped him, so that Gana's breathing would not falter.
"Ahh Ammar, that's so slovenly!" Ganaya rubbed Ammar's hand with the tip of her dress. Just now he wanted to hug the man, but Ammar had already done the unexpected.
"I don't want my future wife to die, just because the snot scroll won't come out." Ammar chuckles.
Ganaya poked her lips.
"Thank you, Ammar. You are so pure to me."
Ganaya looked down again. He nodded heavily as he endured the shame. He used to refuse outright. Now, he also licked his vomit. Adri and Gemma's problems, really make his world upside down.
"What do you want from me as a dowry?" Ammar twisted the end of Ganaya's hair. And sniffing the aroma, so fragrant until both eyes closed.
Ganaya. "Anything, I accept."
"But ... can't we get married fast?" Ganaya is back.
Ammar opened his lightning eyes. "You now? I'm ready!" replied Ammar steady.
"Apply me tomorrow, Ammar. Bring your parents to come home."
"No tomorrow, tonight I will go to your house .. I will send Mua and Hair Stylist to support you at home." replied the Mafia.
The heart of Ganaya returns to the great hunt. With a long sigh, he nodded without refutation. He knew the Artanegara family and Hadnan would be in an uproar soon as a meteor fell in the open field.
"Yes, Ammar. I'll wait for you at home tonight."
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"Ganaya?" exclaim Mama Alika.
He stared at the globular eyes of his son who was still struggling to ask for blessing. Mama Alika turned her head, looking at her husband who was also dumbfounded. Maura who was also playing there, just silently looked at her sister on the single sofa. Maura had thought this would happen.
"Yes, Mah. Om Galih's son."
"His sister, Gifa, isn't she?" Papa Bilmar.
Ammar nodded back. The two half-century-old couple were stunned when suddenly, seeing their son come home quickly from the office and immediately asked for the blessing to get married.
Not a matter of marrying her, but with the woman who will be betrothed to Ammar. Although they knew, Ganaya canceled marriage with details of clear reasons.
Ammar, who was half crouching between Mama and her Papa, continued to hold his parents' hands. "Restui Adek and Gana, Mah, Pah."
"Maybe, you do love him. But, her?" ask Mama.
Ammar. His eyes were glowing as if dim. As the woman who gave birth to Ammar, she knew very well what her son was feeling. Mama Alika and Papa Bilmar are very impressed, because all this time Ammar harbored a love of eleven years.
"Love needs sacrifice, Mah. Adek loved her very much. Waiting is no problem, than not having any at all." replied Ammar. Then cupped his head on the lap of the mother.
Mama Alika stroked gently from her hair to Ammar's back. Papa Bilmar looked at Maura. And the big brother gave no expression. Of course they know living with people who don't love us, it's very difficult to be happy.
"Are you steady, son? This fast? Guiding that wife, it's hard enough. Moreover, if the wife can not love her husband." said Papa.
Ammar looked up and looked at his father. "Adek will learn to guide, Gana. Huh."
Ammar's determination is already great. He kept going through the wall of doubt his parents gave him. "Grandpa will be happy, if he lives with a partner he loves."
Maura could only massage her temples that felt dizzy. What reason should she give to her husband after this.
"When would you propose? Let Mama prepare her preparations first."
"Later tonight, Mah."
"Huh?" Mama, Papa and the Brother were screaming hysterically. Their hearts are back on the runway. Really, Ammar. Can make both parents hang at once.
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