Gannaya, My Adore
Advice From A Husband.

The time has shown at 21:00 pm, with eyes that are heavy, want to be closed and repeatedly yawned, Ammar faithfully still sat with a book spread on his lap.

Occasionally his eyes moved from the book sheet to the tightly closed door, not far from his current position.

He wished his wife would get out of the room. It had been three days since the commotion at the restaurant and the meeting between Gana and Adri had taken place. Starting that night, Gana decides to sleep in a different room.

I don't know what he's feeling right now. At first he had released Adri to Pearl sincerely. But when he saw Adri re-assembled with Pearls, why there was a feeling of pain that was so burning. Gana keeps comparing herself to Adri and Mutiara.

Where the man can still be happy with his family. But her? He must accept as much as possible the destiny of living with a man he cannot love. The more he wants to learn to love Ammar, his love for Adri does not want to be extinct, even stronger.

Plus the guilt to Ammar, because he felt he had become a failed wife. I could not love and serve him physically. Not to mention the Goddess Fortuna always whispered, if she had spread a lot of sin because it had neglected Ammar. But he can what? His heart was still frozen.

With shock. All day long she just cried and cried. Himself tortured. Until I wanted to end my life. Adri really has made Gana's life destroyed, suffered and scattered helpless.

Prangs.

Again there was a sound of broken stuff from inside the room. I don't know what Gana broke inside. Ammar got up from the chair and approached. There was also a Yuni who wanted to approach.

"I did" said Ammar. Yuni nodded and retreated.

"Darling .." Ammar gently called his wife's name.

Tapping on the door many times until the back of his hand flushed red. I really want that door broken. But Ammar was afraid that Gana would grow increasingly upset, because the woman said. Just want to be alone, and calm the mind.

"Eat yuk, I'm a bribe." Ammar. "You'll be sick." she continued.

Silent. There is nothing from inside. There was only a slow sobbing mixed with the wind in the air.

Ammar sighed with a gentle swipe at the chest. Never in his life, seeing both his parents ever fuss like this. Fight until separate rooms.

Never imagined in his life, could marry with a household path like this. He also wants to be noticed with the tenderness of a wife's affection like any other husband.

But how else? He came back to the word love as the strength to accept all this suffering.

Gana asks Ammar to pray for her, but the man does not. How can God stir a wife's heart, if the husband is not willing to help in his prayer.

Ammar misses Gana. Three days of not sleeping next to the woman made it difficult for her to close her eyes.

"Yun ..." cried Ammar.

Yuni nodded and approached. "Yes, sir."

"You set up Mom's dinner on the tray, then bring her here. You knock on the door, if it's open, I'll come in." Ammar whispers.

Yuni nodded. "Good, Sir. Yuni prepare first." Yuni hurried off to the dining table, obeying all her employer's requests. Throughout the day, Gana would eat the food that Yuni brought. Only Yuni was allowed to enter the room, it was not too long.

Ammar no longer speaks in front of the door, he wants Gana to know. If he had left.

Yuni came back with a tray in her hand. "Mommy's dinner, it's ready, sir" Yuni said.

"I knocked, you said yes."

Yuni nodded.

Tok to tok.

"Mom, dinner first. This is Yuni brought."

"I'm not hungry." Gana's voice sounded heavy. Making Ammar's heart rustle strongly, he longs to hear the voice of Gana who has been silent for three days.

"Forced on." whispered Ammar to Yuni.

"Mubazir, Mum. It's been turned over Yuni fetchin. The rice chair will cry."

Silent for a moment, it seemed that the one occupying the room was thinking. Gana was hungry, but her sadness was greater. He abandoned his intention to eat.

Want to just silence Yuni and pull the blanket, again her stomach rang. Of course the heart and seed are betrayed.

"What are you cooking, Yun?" ask Gana.

"Ik-"

"Burning duck." slam Ammar. Yuni grinned her forehead, she stared at the food she was carrying. "But Yuni brought him grilled fish, sir."

"God! .... Follow what I say!"

"Mother will be angrier, sir."

"Yes!" Ammar.

Yuni grimaced as she bit her lower lip. "Fire, Mom." cried Yuni.

Before long, Ammar smiled because he felt footsteps approaching the door and turned the key. He knew once, finding this woman's heart with his favorite food.

And he hates why such an idea just came up tonight. Siall, really. Haha.

Ammar let Yuni take a step back, for Ammar would push the door, and rush in.

And.

"Abs!!" Gana shouted, as Ammar entered his room. Ammar locked the body of Gana who was stroking the chest because of shock.

"Bring in the food, Yun."

"You want to do something!" exclaim Gana. "I want to eat you-eh!"

Not only was Gana stunned, but Yuni was the same. "I mean, I want you to eat, Gana." Ammar corrected his words.

Gana still wriggling to ask to be released. But Ammar kept twisting his body. Both breaths are combined.

Yuni placed a tray filled with food on the table, then took a quick step to leave the room, and tightly closed the door again.

"Please!" Gana's still struggling. But the power of his rots felt very weak. It has no power. Body's limp.

Ammar took Gana to sit on the lip of the bed. Hugging the woman, even though Gana still refuses to be hugged. However, Gana evaded, Ammar still could not fight.

"I am evil with you." - Gana. Now her hand, which she had been using to push Ammar's chest, turned round in her husband's belly. Gana was crying on the man's chest.

Ammar kept locking Gana's body with both arms.

"I know that. And I've forgiven you."

Gana's heart is getting twisted.

"For what the hell, shutting yourself up in the room, not eating, not bathing, just thinking about that bastard? While there, he was busy making out with his wife, or was playing with his two children. Then you? Letting yourself smell like this, not shower for days? And lucky you got me as your husband. Who wants to accept you even though it smells sour and wry like gini." Ammar laughs.

What's that seduction?

Gana stopped crying. Not sad and crying. He even laughed. Bite Ammar's arm until the man grimaces.

"Not eating for days, it turned into a cannibal. I want to eat human flesh." Ammar is back.

"Yes, if I stink. What are you hugging for? You kissed? You--"

Gana's voice stopped, as Ammar put his lips before Gana's. Just sticking without movement. Both of their eyes were still open, more precisely Gana who was jolted from being attacked suddenly.

Ammar took it off, and pulled his face.

"Belain think of people's husbands, until your mouth stinks, not a toothbrush. But still, I'm the only one who wants to kiss you."

Ammar pressed his lips again, and gripped a glance. "Eum .. his smell." - Ammar.

Gana pinched Ammar's arm. "Have a son! I smell it." The woman breathed into her palm and flicked into her nostrils.

Gana grimaces shame. "Yes, yeah. How stinky." he great-grandson. Then he smothered his mouth with both hands. "You there ah, I'm ashamed."

Ammar laughs.

"Did Adri ever see you like this? Smells, jigong smells, messy hair, just like crazy people."

With a sad face, Gana shook her head.

"The man must have always seen you beautiful, fragrant and clean, and not as I see it now.

Gana was silent, she stared at her chaotic reflection in Ammar's eyeballs. Like remembering something in the past.

"That's a hell of a waiter. I don't think he's using deodorant. Anyway you don't get smelly like him, I don't like."

Gana nodded. The memory of Adri's speech, makes it justify Ammar's speech.

"You are only sincere. And I'm stupid haven't been able to repay" said Gana with her head bowed. The woman came back and sobbed. "Sorry ..."

"May let him go. Take me into your heart. When are you gonna keep that medusa? He was cool again ngerem anget-anget kayak gini with his wife. While you? Cold-cooled with me? Is that fair, Gana?"

"And, Funny thing, I'm a husband again making his wife, let's move on from ex? Do you think I'm stupid or too good? Just try if another guy in my position right now, you must have been grabbed using a buckle, Gana."

Gana laughed with widened eyes. He shook his head as if he was showing his stupidity.

"I'm the fool Ammar, I'm the fool." Gana breathed her out many times. Rubbed his face in anger.

"I'll be fair with you" he said. Then hurried to unbutton his pajamas. Take off the pajamas and throw them on the floor.

Ammar's eyes widened, when he saw Gana's very white breast skin. On their first night of failure, Ammar could only smell the scent, knowing that his skin was smooth and free of prickly heat. But the color was only dim at that time.

Ammar pushed his salivary lamat. His mouth was slightly open, staring at the maroon-red lacy cloth covering the two snowflakes he had tasted before.

Although his chest rippled, and his skin bristled because it began to ignite the turmoil of desire that Gana deliberately played. Ammar can think rationally. He dodged Gana's hand while still trying to unlink the bra behind her back.

"Let go of her first sincerely, that your heart may be at ease. Then after that learn to love me. I want you to take off your crown when you are sincere and can already accept me ... I'll wait."

There were no words that Gana could say anymore to chimed in Ammar's words. Ganaya could only hug her husband.

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Although not taking a shower, still beautiful kok💛💛