
Ammar apologized and explained his case. Gana remained silent and did not answer anything Ammar said.
The woman was still shocked. Still needs time. The reality that suddenly appeared, and finally revealed because it was already a Suratan Allah, making him still not receive.
Just know as an orphan. Not having relatives. All he knew was that Ammar was all he had in this world, before his heart was born. And now, his world is spinning. He just found out, there are parents who are complete and still alive, and many brothers. Ammar really lied to him.
Ammar reasoned to protect them both. Lies are still lies. The man tricked him. Hiding it intentionally. Of course Gana's feelings are not like they used to be when she has not lost her memory. Gana who is now will not be as understanding as Gana who used to be. And Ammar was sad about it.
Yesterday he did not want Gana who was once again present. He did not want the troubled memory to appear again. But now, Ammar seemed to pray, that Gana would return with the memories of the past. To accept it with chest.
Several times Ammar approached, Gana would avoid him. Just look at him reluctantly. Touching just doesn't want. He left Ammar to be treated by Mama Alika without any interference from him. Gana is already mingling with Mama and Papa. Gana can only accept the embrace and embrace of her parents who continue to give thanks. And he is also happy, although his heart is still mixed not because. There is joy, sadness and also annoyance.
"Did you want a bribe?" Gana still silently stared at the lunch menu that Mama-in-law prepared at the table to welcome the arrival of her children, daughter-in-law, grandchildren and besi.
Right now there are only two of them at the dinner table. The others gathered in the living room. Want to play with Aurora and Aidan while waiting for Five G to go home from school.
Gana sighed heavily with an annoyed face.
"No!" his attack when Ammar wanted to put a spoon filled with rice into his mouth.
Ammar said he put the spoon back in the dish.
"Are you still angry?" ask Ammar gently. He already knew Gana must still be sulking.
Gana looked and then screeched. "According to Brother? Does Adek have to laugh? Haha-hiy? Roll on the floor, huh?"
Ammar nodded in agreement. Trying as hard as he could to accept his wife's wish as he could. "How else to do, Dek? This brother has no reason." seeing Ammar weld, made Gana's heart rustle.
"Said Brother, Brother will return me to the family. But this morning? Why would my brother lie? Only Rora did you bring! Brother wants to hide me how much longer? Until my parents are gone? So is this your reason to always refuse if I invite you to Jakarta? AYE RIGHT?" gana Sentak. He leaned his body weakly on the back of the chair with his arms crossed. Irritatedly staring at the paintings with pictures of fruits on the walls of the dining room.
DEG.
The pain of his soul. At the jolt with Gana's speech that is all right, it still hurts. "For God's sake. That's not what you mean, Dek." Ammar tilted his sitting position, wanting to look at his wife more clearly. But Gana kept staring in the other direction, he did not want to meet with Ammar. Many times her chin wanted to be grabbed, Gana continued to turn her face away. "Don't touch!" skink.
"The gate is wrong, Dek. You have lied a lot to me. Brother just wasn't ready to be honest--"
Gana who was lusting in emotion, slurped back.
"What a selfish thing! Brother only thinks about the feelings of Brother, Brother's family, Mama and Papa Abang only!
While me? Are you thinking about my family too? Letting my Mom and Dad drown in his guess that his son is dead?
Then, what will you do? What would you explain to me if I hadn't met Mama and Papa like now? If their amit-amit, they are called first by the Almighty.
I'm sure you'll be quiet! I'll bury that honesty, like the last three years. You can fool and deceive me who doesn't remember at all!"
Gana's tears swarming in the pelupuk. Tight chest. "One miscarriage, twice giving birth without parental assistance! Do you understand how I feel?
Every night I pray to God. So that my parents who I consider to be calm in nature there, in order to get forgiveness. But they're alive, Bang! STILL ALIVE!" jolt Gana with a high tone. Ammar's shoulder was raised, because he was shocked. During her marriage, Gana was never like this to her. It was as if Gana's former nature had returned.
"How much you do! Even Brother can communicate with Mama secretly, WHILE I??"
Now, the clear water finally fell down from the corner of his eye. Gana lowered her head, holding back the sobs that made her chest shake. He wanted to scream, to let go of his annoyance. But it's impossible to do here.
He snapped at his chest a little. Hurry up to stop the beating. He's blocking Gana's wrist.
"I'm sorry, Brother." Gana brushed off the hand of Ammar who was still holding his hand. The man spoke in a very clear tone.
"False thing, Deck--"
Not finished saying his words. Gana chose to rise from her seat. He left Ammar alone at the dinner table.
"Grandfather!" exclaim Ammar. He followed the steps of his wife who was walking towards his room in this house.
"Deck ..." Ammar tried to block his arm. And again Ammar's hand on the tepis. Gana passed through the living room, making all eyes look at these two couples with a strange look.
"Mama!"
"Ma ... Ma!"
Even the exclamation from Rora and Aidan, not Gana gubris. The pregnant woman continued to pass and Ammar desperately chased her all the way up to the steps to ascend to the second floor.
The Mama and Papa, as well as Gifa and Maura could only be silent fixated on seeing those who resembled their older children.
"Your son is sulking, Mah." - Papa Galih to his wife.
"Leave it. Gana deserves to be angry, Mas. Maybe this is what Ammar has to pay for." as Mama Alika.
He did not defend Ammar in this matter. He knew his son was wrong. She knows how it feels to be lied to by her husband. Even for reasons that make sense. Lies are still lies, if not prevented and ended from now on, will certainly create lies for the sake of other lies.
"Grandfather!" Ammar held back when the door leaf wanted to be forcefully closed by Gana.
"Don't be forced, you'll be pushed and fall!"
Of course Ammar's strength is stronger than his. Finally Gana released her thrust, she stepped towards the bed. And Ammar rushed inside, constantly trying to get closer.
Gana crawled up to the bed. Lying on his side, looking back at Ammar. Ammar crawled up and hugged him from behind.
"Deliver!"
"No."
"Deliver!" Gana distanced the hand of Ammar who is now rubbing the baby is still in the stomach.
"Don't be angry, Deck. Brother had to be like this. Because love is with you. If not in love, not in love. Why do you want to live hard there? Do you want all this for you?
If you have not forgotten your memory. You're not gonna get mad like this, Dek. You know very well Brother. Even the old you always asked us to go far. Start life from the beginning. It's just you and me. Dedek ... Uh, your dear brother." It's almost Ammar's lips sprained.
Gana who had been snorting since was upset. Now start to calm down for a moment. She began to digest her husband's words.
"Times, Bang?" ask Gana plain. Behind the high tingling, of course innocence is still obvious. "Why did you become a criminal? You know, it's a sin, Bang! You can go to hell."
Ammar nodded. "But Brother has repented, Dek. Living our winding lives, isn't it enough? Brother can be like this. Because of trauma in the past."
Ammar began to tell the beginning of why he could enter the valley of blasphemy. Gana started listening and filtering it.
"Yes dear. It used to be Adek who fought to bring Abang out of various crimes that you made.
Adek's against Farhan and Farina. Adek also defended his brother in front of Mama and Papa. Adek cry-nangis rich snot boy when we were forced to divorce." again washed away by the story, suddenly her husband who gesrek back ambyar. Gana looked back a little and grabbed her husband's ear.
"Have a son of a snot boy! Brother kali the piggyback! Euh!!" gana Decak. The jewels he placed in Ammar's ears grew stronger. "Rasain, it hurts, right?" Gana keeps fretting.
"It's nothing jewer. Bite can also, if such as breaking up. My brother will not be angry. What matters is that Adek is happy. At most Adek who will cry, because if the night is no more twisting."
Gana tilted the corners of her lips and finally pulled her hand again from Ammar's ear.
"Duh Mother's bloated." she licked slowly.
"What was that?"
"My Papa's belly is distended." in the living room. Papa rushes to the bathroom to defecate, because his stomach is starting to feel bad. He was slandering his own son. Haha.
"Huh?"
CUPS.
Ammar kissed Gana's nose.
"Flame upil, Deck."
"No, start!!" Gana is back.
Ammar smiled, locking the fat body.
"Abang ..." sighed Gana spoiled but upset. He cremated Ammar's shirt at the waist.
"Yes dear." The hug got stronger, where Gana came back crying.
"Cock crying again?"
Her name is also pregnant. It's melow. This third pregnancy did make Ammar rungsing. Gana's mood hasn't been fickle, and always wanted this and that.
"Adek is upset with Brother! Adek hate, disappointed .... Brother's a liar! A fraud! Why not tell the real story? If you've been rich all this time. Much money. Kan Adek can buy more expensive sarongs. Not cheap like at home, do not need to be patched."
"Huh?" ammar's mouth is gaping. He lowered his eyes to look at his wife. And Gana's still crying. "Kan Adek who wants to buy discount gloves. Buy two free ones that sell them."
Gana again pinched Ammar's stomach. The man pretended to complain.
"That's because Adek kasian with Brother. Not to be boro-boros. If something is expensive, why buy something cheap. Uh, wrong. Back!"
Ammar kissed Gana on the cheek.
"So you should say that what often appears on television is our family. Let me show off to the neighbors. The ganjen, who likes to tease Brother!"
"Make what?" Ammar raised his eyebrows.
"Yes, yeah, for whatever. The time they believed." sighed Gana softly. Showing off is not his nature.
Ammar shook his head faintly with laughter when he heard his wife's unthinkable tirits.
"Adek is not angry, is he with you?"
"Don't know, Bang. The one in here." Gana pointed at his chest. "Not knowing how. Between upset, disappointed and afraid to be one.
Rice is already porridge. My brother has gone through this lie to deceive me and my extended family. Only, which is more powerful now. Fear, Bang. Scared!"
"Fearful? Scared what, Deck?" ask Ammar to demand.
"If you're in jail, what? If Farina and Farhan knew you were alive, what would they do, Bang? I don't want to lose, Brother!"
Gana's crying again. He spilled his fear and sorrow on Ammar's chest. Ammar's heart is back. His chest moved up and down, as if he was adjusting the rhythm of his breath.
His nervousness again arises, why can he forget about the matter between himself and Farhan, Farina and Frady. But as his father-in-law advised. Ammar can't run. He has to take responsibility for what he has done.
With a great soul, he answered. "Abang will face them. My brother will not run away again. It's time for you and the kids to live freely with a sigh of relief without having to hide anymore."
"But, Bang---"
"You just calm down. They won't be that easy to imprison Brother!"
Hopefully, Ammar's words really happen. Although he had no evidence, to threaten the three of them not to investigate the murder plot that Ammar had committed to Farhan several years ago.
"Didn't have to think. Cassian's our son." Ammar rubbed Gana's stomach.
Gana did not answer. It was hard for him not to think. Although he was happy to meet his parents, still did not want if happiness was to be exchanged with Ammar who would enter the bui.
"Soak can't be a shadow, Bang. Brother will be arrested. In jail, cold, can't eat well. I can't joke around with Adek and the kids. If you're in jail. What is the fate of Adek, Bang? The kids must be sad to have Papa an inmate."
Gana sobbed again. His fear came back and burned. Hicks ... Hixes. The woman hiccups. Firmer.
"Silence, baby, calm down. Don't be afraid." forced Gana to stop crying.
"Not good, Deck. Our son is kasian. You don't want to, the same thing that happened to Rora's sister, happened again with the grandpa." Ammar rubbed Gana's stomach again. Trying to calm his stiffened wife. Gana's heart was pounding so deeply. Gana could only nod weakly with tears continuing to run down the river, though her heart and head movements were incompatible.
"Didn't get angry anymore, was it with my brother?" Ammar repeated his question. The man tried hard. Trying not to be sad. Though on his chest was frowning, holding back the anxiety.
What if Gana's words really happened? Can he separate from his wife and children?
Gana nodded. "Actually Adek is difficult to get angry with Brother. But in the heart it is still bad! Adek very dear to you about ..." Gana whining spoiled. She dipped her head in her husband's chest.
Ammar smiles. "What a big tau. Hence from Adek ngambek continue, mending doain Abang aja. Wife's prayers are effective."
"Come-yes, Bang." she replied wistfully.
They're hugging back. Then a moment of silence, back soaking in each other's minds. Ammar is glad that Gana, who now, can understand him like Gana.
Just raised Gana's chin to look up at her, wanting to put her lips together. At once Ammar turned his head in shock, where the door of his room was wide without a knock.
"Gmmmm ... Tanteeeeee!!" the Five G from the doorway. They ran to ambush Ammar and Gana who were still hugging on the bed.
"Om same aunt alive again huh?"
Hicks ... Hixes.
Geisha, Bhishma and Dipta who had just returned home from school in blue white uniforms cried as if hugging her first om. Spilling longing for the figure of this man who is still difficult to forget in their minds.
Ginka and Ghea in red white uniforms cried. Hugging his tantamount who was just gawking. I don't know these school kids.
"Who are these, Bang?" ask Gana plain.
Five G gawking in disbelief stared at Gana "TANTE!" shout them at the same time.
๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บconnects๐บ๐บ๐บ๐บ
Like and Comments guys.
Five G vs Two A.