Gannaya, My Adore
Three Months Wedding.

Ammar repeatedly cursed him. He felt that he failed to be a standby husband for Gana who was in need of his existence at the time. That should be a reason to draw sympathy and the heart of his wife. Apparently, Ammar missed the opportunity.

The night after the incident between Ammar and Ashifa. Made a long conversation between Gana and Ammar until the morning.

Many times Ammar explained to Gana. Although Gana forgives, but Ammar knows in the corner of Gana's eyes stored a sense of disappointment.

"I'm sorry, Gana ..."

"I'm sorry."

"I ..."

"Marry Asyifa, I'm fine Ammar. Asyifa is a good woman who can make you a real husband. Not like me. I can't love you yet."

Gana has repeatedly forgiven and said that she is okay. Helping Asyifa in a precarious way, is a human side. He even allowed Ammar to marry Asyifa.

"I can't marry her."

"I'm only the third person among you. Your engagement is off because of me. I took you from him. I'm the one who nearly killed herself."

After that speech came out of Gana's mouth. Ammar and Gana's relationship changed. Not as warm as in the beginning of marriage. Even Ammar could still smell Gana with his hot ice. But now? Never mind kissing, face to face, Gana always avoids.

Ammar always wanted to grab his hair if he remembered the incident with Asyifa at that time. At that time, Ashifa was in a slump because of being left married by Ammar. The woman was angry and frustrated.

The housekeeper at his apartment called Ammar, telling him that his employer was carrying a knife standing on the balcony wanting to plunge down.

Hearing that, made Ammar panic and shock. He came out of the meeting room, even Bima and Denis were not allowed to come. Ammar immediately shot towards the Asyifa Apartment.

He did hate Ashifa for conspiring with Adri to lie to Gana. Asyifa was a good woman, she accompanied Ammar for four months, giving herself love, tenderness and attention to distract her mind from Gana, even though Ammar never loved her. Moreover, Asyifa he left raw from the engagement, which eventually embarrassed the two families.

A riot breaks out in the Apartment, Asyifa pleads for Ammar to marry her. But Ammar still refused and said he preferred his wife, although Gana could not give his heart. And it was at that moment that Asyifa directly scratched the tip of the knife in her veins.

Three months passed after the incident. Gana is more closed to Ammar. The woman rarely laughed, rarely spoke but still answered if Ammar asked. Ammar allowed Gana to sleep in whichever room she liked. Sometimes Gana chooses to sleep with him in the same bed, sometimes she chooses to sleep in another room.

Ammar tolerates it, he knows himself wrong. Wrong in his unintentionality.

Ammar bought him an oxygen cylinder, an asthma inhaler, and some medicines that Gana needed if his wife's asthma recurred. He felt sorry, not there when Gana needed it.

"Mom's home, Yun?" ask Ammar whose footsteps just arrived home.

"Already, Sir. Again in the room, it's like taking a shower."

"Which room? Our room?" ask Ammar enthusiastically. Ammar's eyes show a sense of longing for three months.

"Parent room, sir."

Ammar took a breath, nodding his head while releasing his tie hook. He walked to the room to clean himself up.

How do you make peace with Gana? Attracting his attention, makes Gana love him. If the woman continues to avoid, consider living in a house with a foreign man.

Even since these three months, Gana forced hard to bring his own car, Ammar can only obey like a chick that lives away by its mother in a warm haystack. Again his regret for ignoring Gana, became the biggest mastermind point.

Gana to cancel the intention of those who had wanted to hold the reception, informing her husband's legitimate identity to the public.

Gana deliberately did this, he just wanted Ammar to divorce him. Gana was frustrated, because for three months, he could not love Ammar, Goddess Fortuna in him said forever Ammar only he considered as a sister, will not be more than that.

And what about Adri? Gana had already begun to learn to forget the man, and her love rate was only twenty percent.

***

"Bu .. The dinner is ready." Yuni knocked on Gana's room door. Gana who was lying on the bed was on video call with Dava immediately turned to the door.

"Yes, thank you, Yun."

Gana is not moving. He still has a loyal video call with Dava and Mulan. They did not meet again after the meeting at the hospital. They always communicate via WhatsApp. Gana likes to comment on the status of WhatsApp Mulan.

He is happy if the woman likes to update the foro-photo of Dava while playing. Although far away, but Gana and Mulan feel the relationship between them is very close. Until Mulan and Gana forget to tell their husbands if they have new friends.

"Aren't you going to play at home? Nih, Dava's kangen." Mulan repeatedly offers to play at her house. But Gana always said, I'll try. Because that woman is busy.

Gana smile. "Send your address yes, tomorrow I'll be home soon from the office."

"You staying over?" bargain Mulan.

Only Gana wanted to answer no, but Mulan had already spoken up again.

"My husband's been out of town for three days. If you stay overnight, we can talk until we're satisfied."

"Alright, I'll stay the night." Gana seems to need someone to confide in.

"But ask permission first with your husband" Mulan said.

Gana's smile that was originally widened, instantly dimmed. He remembered that he was no longer single. There was Ammar, as the husband he had to involve in his existence.

"Show ...?"

Gana blinked her eyes. The woman jumped from her daydream. "Well, I'll ask permission first."

***

Because two weeks ago, they were back noisily. More precisely Ammar who keeps forcing Gana to be warm as before. And again at the end of the commotion, Gana asked for a divorce to Ammar.

Of course Ammar's life would be ruined, if the woman left him. Ammar refused, the man was hysterical.

"But ask permission first with your husband."

Gana was shadowed by Mulan's words. It chews with a gegana mind. He was too proud to start a speech. He did not want his heart to fall, Gana still remained with his stance.

He wanted Ammar not to live with him, then divorced him. All this he did, so that Ammar could be happy with another woman who loved him.

Only the clanking of spoons and forks, as a accompaniment among them.

"Ammar .." call Gana softly, but her face is still bowed over the rice.

"Yes Gana."

Gana sighed, then closed both eyes. Feeling the tenderness and shade of her husband's voice. Very bad of him. Already indifferent, but Ammar remained friendly to him.

"I'll stay at my friend's house tomorrow. I hope you allow it." said Gana, still in his bow.

Ammar was silent for a moment. If their relationship is good. It was certain that the man would not allow it. But Ammar thought it would not hurt to say yes, the calculations made Gana so happy for him because it was allowed.

"I'll permit. Do I want to take you?"

Gana Reflexes. He thought he would not be allowed. Gana looked at Ammar who gave a warm smile to her. Gana's heart was sliced, why could he have been this hard on Ammar.

"Thank you ... And no need." short, solid and clear.

For some reason, looking into Ammar's eyes tonight makes Gana's heart pound. Ammar looks very different. "Your face is wet? Just had a shower tonight?"

Ammar was stunned when Gana noticed him.

"So, I just finished ablution want to pray Isha. But since I saw you wanted dinner, and all the food was served I chose to eat first."

DEG.

The organs in Gana's body seemed to suddenly semaput. During his marriage to Ammar, Gana never once saw Ammar pray or after ablution.

But at this time, Gana's eyes were moved to look at the prowess of Ammar behind his ablution water.

"Why are you so handsome tonight?"

After the divorce was said by Gana. At that time, Ammar thought hard. He remembered when Gana had asked to be prayed.

And this afternoon for the first time Ammar visited the EG mosque with Bima and Denis. His assistants were also scratching their heads in confusion. Are being asked what the President, after six years to replace his Papa in EG. The man finally came to the mosque and wanted to perform the prayer of Dzuhur worshipers.

Despite his fact this afternoon, Ammar was only pensive in the mosque. The man did not pray. He just kept silent. Sit down blindingly while looking down. His eyes closed, and sobbed the cries that began to appear. He was still ashamed to bow down. He is a man full of sins.

But Ammar recalled Gana's words on the night of their wedding.

"Have you ever heard the love story of the Prophet Joseph and Zulaikha?"

Ammar shakes his head in doubt. "Maybe I've heard, but I forgot." he said.

"When Zulaikha pursued the love of the Prophet Joseph. So the Prophet stayed away from him, but when Zulaikha pursued the love of God. Allah has brought the love of Joseph to Zulaikha . Therefore pray for me, Ammar."

"Pray me." Gana.

Ammar had decided to reach for his love of God, seizing the sympathetic God in his prayers. To give Gana to him.

He also intends to hijrah. Ammar wants to give up his illicit efforts. Although occasionally the demons that have long been plotting inside him. Always make it heavy in undergoing nasuha repentance.

And it looks like the Universe is giving an opportunity for Ammar's wish to be fulfilled.

"Show ...?" call Ammar.

"Eh, yes." Gana is back in the daydream.

"Do you want to pray with me?" bring Ammar. Ganaya gasped, with eyes that blinked a few times. He nodded with a flat look. His heart was in disbelief.

Gana is like a limp chicken that is taking medicine. Ammar smiled and resumed his dinner.

Gana's heart is beating. "I am why? How do I suddenly feel like this?" sigh Ganaya.

She was increasingly interested in looking at her husband, who had been trying to divorce her since yesterday.

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