Gannaya, My Adore
Early Struggle.

Because only prayer can soften a hard heart like a coral in the ocean.

For the first time in six years, Ammar prostrated himself on the prayer mat. Perform a prayer movement that is not forgotten at all.

And, for the first time after three months of marriage. Ammar invited Ganaya to pray together. At first he was hesitant and afraid that the prayer reading was wrong and missed.

But his intentions are round. He wants Gana to stay in his life. So when Gana wants to be his makmum, Ammar must still invite him to pray together.

God exists ... Allah will help him, the inner Ammar cried out.

Gana and Ammar are in their main room. Gana stood behind Ammar and followed Ammar's movements and readings. Deep in the corner of Gana's heart, she was delighted. Being able to pray together with your husband is his goal if you are married. Although Ammar did not occupy the space in his heart.

The man chanted the surah with a sweet voice. Gana was amazed, he was not even concerned when undergoing prayer, did not know that Ammar was good at teaching.

The Bilmar Artanegara family is very good at teaching. Mama Alika, Papa Bilmar and Maura. Ammar was the same, he also followed in the footsteps of his family. It's just that he himself was misguided. During these six years, Ammar managed to tarnish the name of his parents who have been titled Hajj and Hajj.

Ammar's body trembled as he stood reciting Surah Al-Fatihah. Until the two of them slightly grinned in the prayer movement, because it immediately rained with thunder clashing against each other in the middle of the dark clouds.

Drr.

Lightning blaring. The courtyard of the house was swept away by heavy rain.

Drr.

The lightning roared back and was accompanied by lightning. Ammar and Gana continued to pray Isha.

Ammar's heart pounded unruffled. Why is the mood tonight suddenly like this? With great will and determination. And finally Ammar was able to complete the congregational prayer with his beloved wife, without any mistakes at all.

"Accommualaikum ... " Ammar.

Gana followed. "Account ..."

Ammar turned to look with white cocoa clothes, skullcap and sarong that wrestled his body.

Behind the mukena given as a surrender by Ammar, Gana looked at her husband with a different image. Again he was amazed.

"Where was the old Ammar?" It's like looking at a newborn baby. Ammar returned holy in his repentance.

"Darling ..."

Gana shook her head faintly as the husband called out to her. Ammar thrust out the hand that had been hanging in the air, and Gana hurriedly grabbed and kissed him. When sniffing the fragrance from the back of Ammar's hand, a gentle swab on Gana's head as well as a warm kiss was simply present.

Gana pecking in the bow. His heart was back in the thunders. Her finely bent feathers felt standing up. It seems Ammar wanted to pull his hand that is still kissed Gana. Gana looked up, the two of them back together. Ammar smiled and then turned around, the man looked back at the qibla, recited his thoughts and prayed.

Allahumma Inni As Aluka, Bi Habibati Adhamatika, Wabi Sathwati Jalaaika An Taj'ala Mahabbatkk Fii Qalbi Putri Ganaya Hadnan Binti Galih Hadnan. Wa Antuqil Mahabbata Wal Mawad Data Fii Qalbihi Wa Aththifhu, Allaya Bi Fadhliha Yaa Kariim.

O Allah, I ask Thee, the blessings of Thy Majesty and the wrath of Thy glory. That you may make love in the heart of my wife, Princess Ganaya Hadnan Binti Galih Hadnan. Take love and affection for me in your heart. And show me, it is with Your Grace. O Dzat His Majesty.

Ammar prayed with tears in his heart.

And the one prayed for. Just looking behind Ammar. Gana creeping the mucena cloth that closes on the chest. His chest is like pounding. Heart's tickling. Both of his eyes blinked a few times.

"I'm why, anyway?" Gana sighed her breathing that was starting to get heavy and chaotic. The Ammar Prayer is at work. The husband's sincere prayers to his widhoi wife will be directly in Aamiin' right by the Angels. Especially when it rains, a very good time to be happy.

Drr.

Lightning and thunder come back together. The rain is getting heavier. Like the middle of mengaminkan prayer of a man who was sitting cross-legged on a prayer mat, with his eyes closed that could not be separated to say the prayer repeatedly in his mind. He kept mentioning his wife's name in prayer.

"Give my wife's heart only for me, O God."

Drr.

DEG.

Gana's heart immediately plong, the remaining levels of love that yesterday are still embedded a little for Adri as if immediately extinct and gone now.

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Isya's prayers are over. The two of them stood up. Ammar turned to Gana who was taking off the cloth on his body.

"Sleep with me, yes, here." ask Ammar. The man's voice was so delicate and Ammar's gaze was deeply comforting. Gana returned to daydreaming with a chest rhythm that had not stopped shaking.

Gana shakes. Ammar just smiled. He knows, this is just the first step. Maybe his prayers were at work, Ammar kept thinking positively.

"I slept first." said Gana without waiting for an answer from her husband.

"Yes dear ..." Ammar answered to take Gana away.

Gana kept breezing her way out of the room to return to the guest room.

Ammar massaged the base of his nose that felt dizzy. He crawled onto the mattress after removing the clothes koko, sarong and skullcap that he had put back in place.

The man rested his body on the back of the bed. Looking at the corner of the room. Swiping my chest slowly and smiling.

"Why does it feel so soothing?" muttered.

Engrossed in a happy euphoria, Ammar turned to the door. He smiled happily when Gana came back while carrying his favorite bolster. Yellow small roll with Spongesbobs.

Gana stepped with her face down, as if she was ashamed to lick her own saliva. There had not been five minutes of refusing to sleep together, now that his legs had betrayed his lips.

"I sleep here" said Gana softly. He crawled up to the bed.

"Let's love here ..." Ammar patted the blank next to him. Set up a pillow layout for Gana.

Gana lay down but turned her back on Ammar. He's still embarrassed. "The lights don't forget to turn off."

Ammar nodded with a puddle of water that again clustered in his eye pelupuk.

"This is a small answer from You, O God? So fast had it worked." Gana's change made Ammar more confident in his prayer.

He increasingly wants to repent. The lightning in Ammar's face continued to shine, especially if he knew, his wife's heart was pounding now, and Adri's shadow had disappeared. Ammar will surely be more grateful.

Keep stepping to tread the steep, sharp and winding road in order to penetrate your wife's heart. Always hold God in your struggle. Be excited, this is the beginning for you, Ammar.

Ammar nodded in spirit, as whispers out of nowhere continued to strengthen his heart and mind.

"Tomorrow I'll see Farhan."

Hopefully, the meeting with Farhan, will not make him and Gana splash in a prolonged catastrophe.

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