I'm the Wasted One
104.Small attention can change the heart feeling
The clock shows at 6 pm, actually the event has been completed since 2 hours ago but many guests are
not yet home, just to talk and relax.
Zahra chose to go home she was worried about Zahira being at home alone while bi Darmi since this morning she excused herself to come home early because she also had family affairs.
“Yeah, Zahra wants to go home. Dad ga home”
Ask Adam who is still relaxing with Wijaya and Bramantio
“you go home first, let your father papah inter”
“you go home the same Bagas right?”
Ask Bramantio
“iyah pa”
“you're careful yah”
“dad soon also go home”
Adam said,
About 20 minutes Zahra had arrived in front of his house, Bagas chose to go straight home without stopping to Zahra's house. Maybe Bagas is also exhausted and wants to rest immediately.
Slowly Zahra entered the house, looking quiet even though the light was turned on to illuminate
the whole house.
“Assalamualaikum”
Said Zahra but there was no speech, slowly his ears caught the sound of water rustling sink faucet from the kitchen direction, making Zahra step foot into the kitchen.
Seen Zahira was cutting onions, he was wearing a long negligee and hair in the original tie, it is clear his stomach is getting bigger. Zahira did not realize that Zahra was looking at her.
“what are you doing?”
As Zahra approached Zahira, Zahra never called Zahira again. Although it sounds disrespectful, it is more comfortable for Zahra.
Zahira was slightly bewildered in surprise at Zahra's sudden presence
“i'm hungry, no food whatsoever in closet”
Said Zahira while looking at her glance and continued her work
Zahra was feeling pity, he could not bear to encourage Zahira to do that with hunger, especially his stomach was getting more and more
engorged. Since this afternoon he may not have eaten, because bi Darmi only made breakfast before he came home.
“Sit on the dinner table, let me make food for you”
“already, I can do it myself”
Reject Zahira
“you're pregnant , I don't want you bleeding anymore”
Zahra put on a fierce face, made Zahira obey and stepped towards the dining table that was near
kitchens.
Zahra began cooking without removing makeup and opened her danger, her hands deftly washing
chicken and frying it. Zahra made a butter fried chicken menu with sausage stir-fry. Fortunately, Zahra always stocked kitchen materials so there is no need to buy to the supermarket.
Zahira only noticed Zahra cooking. His heart trembled, Zahra had always given up
with him even Zahra went away from that house because of it. And now even though Zahira has done evil, Zahra still cares about it.
Zahira is aware of the nature of Zahra as ketus as it is today, but Zahra's affection is still felt
from the little attention he gave.
Even yesterday when Zahira fell asleep on the couch she realized that Zahra was the one who gave her the blanket.
Zahira's eyes still continue to stare at Zahra without switching.The little girl who used to relent often now grows into an independent and kind girl
It didn't take long for Zahra's menu to be finished. He brought the menu to the dining table where Zahira sat.not to forget he also brought rice and dishes.
Zahra again stepped into the kitchen to make Zahira did not dare to eat first even though her stomach was very hungry.
“why just look, don't you like the menu”
Zahra asked with water and a glass of milk
“i wait for you, I want to eat with you”
Zahira said softly but still can be degar oeh Zahra
“well, let's eat.Pity my niece is already hungry”
“this I made milk for you , don't forget to drink”
Zahra put a glass of milk near Zahira's plate, even he took rice and side dishes for Zahira even though his lips still faithfully blabbed.
“just calm that warm milk do not spill again if you do not want to mop the floor”
Zahira just silently watched Zahra. Although Zahra was angry as if she hated him but she still loved Zahira looks from the way he treated Zahira.
“nih, eat a lot so you don't limp”
Zahra offered a plate containing rice and side dishes, after which she also took rice for him
“why don't you call me if you haven't eaten, I can get my employees to drop off rice
here”
Zahira had not touched her nasi he was still looking at Zahra who kept nagging
Zahra who realized if he noticed stopped the movement of his hand that was about to take fried chicken.
“ada what?”
“you don't like my cooking?”
“do I need to order food for you?”
Zahra asked, but Zahira shook her head
“what are you sick?”
Ask again
Zahira still shook his head, visible from the matanta pelup clear liquid piled up as if about to fall
trickles
“aku sorry”
Zahira lirih
“for what?”
“I don't feel bothered just cooking simple menu”
“not that”
“last?”
Zahra looked at Zahira's astonishment until her forehead wrinkled
“ all this time I was mean to you, even since childhood you always gave up when I was your brother. Not infrequently you are also always angry with father if we fight when I am wrong. And until now I've been making you hard and angry, maybe you hate me. In addition I became a pest in this house”
Zahira had been open-minded since this afternoon he was contemplating about himself in the house .in addition he found the family album located in his father's room, he so longed warmly a family.
“I have also caused mother to leave and now I am back incising the wound in the heart of father above
pregnancyku”
His shoulder shook with tears
“I don't think you bother me no matter how much you are my sister, we were born from the same womb even from a different father”
Zahra stroked Zahira's hand
“what has happened to that mother is already destiny”
“but I still feel guilty Ra”
“nasi is already a porridge”
Slowly he lifted his gaze to look at Zahra's face
“heard Zahira, don't you regret everything , and it won't come back as you were when”
“I only ask you to change, throw away your selfish spoiled nature. Even you yourself have felt the consequences of your selfish nature is it?”
“if the rice has become porridge instead of porridge it can be processed back and can be useful. Rise up if lament alone it will not be useful, time continues to run”
“but what about my content Ra?”
“what if I give birth to a baby without a father figure?”
“do I have to abort it?”
Zahira was confused, he bit his lip underneath there was a feeling of fear in his mind.
“are you crazy?”
“why don't you kill yourself”
Zahra said annoyed
“that boy is innocent Zahira, think clearly don't be stubborn. If you kill your fetus it won't solve the problem”
“too shallow your mind”
“then I have to how to Ra?”
“I will help you to find Alex, as I can “
“good care my nephew don't hurt him”
“we will not let you face this problem alone”
Zahra tightened her hand, trying to strengthen Zahira. He was afraid that Zahira was depressed.
“thank you Ra, I promise to change .”
“thank you for loving me sincerely”
Zahira's tears spilled down her smooth cheeks
“keep your promise to change and I will keep my promise to look for Alex”
Zahira nodded
“already crying, come on eat I don't want my niece to be sad”
Zahra tried to comfort Zahira. Slowly Zahira wiped the matanta water with the back of her hand .
And began to put rice in his mouth.
Throughout their meal, the two chatted a lot. Zahra also digs up information about Alex from Zahira in detail.
Zahira occasionally commented on the friendly smile for some reason her heart warmed.
Finish eating Zahira takes care of the dining table while Zahra does the dishes.
“i help yah?”
Barat Zahira while carrying a dirty plate in his hand
“doesn't need me to be alone. You rest it's not a good night sleep too late”
“don't forget the milk and vitamins in drink”
Oceh Zahra while rubbing dirty dishes with a sponge.
“ahh good lah”
“now you're fiercer than me”
Zahira leaves Zahra still washing dishes. Zahra smiled at Zahira's words