I'm the Wasted One
36 honest

lunch hour has arrived, as usual Cleanning service dining in the office kitchen on a slimehan.

But Zahra chose to go to the kitchen balcony he had no appetite at all.

he daydreamed looking at tall buildings, his mind returned unsettled after seeing the data of Mr. Bramantio.

although not necessarily the data is true but his heart says that Mr. Bramantio is his father.

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Bagas is back to work today.

Bagas wanted to meet Zahra because he did not see Zahra today. Bagas knew that at this hour the service Cleanning was taking a break and having lunch in the office kitchen.

"Zahra Andriani"

Call Bagas in front of the kitchen door in which there are many service Cleanning is eating.

this office kitchen is quite spacious so that the Cleanning service even security guards often eat together in this kitchen, in addition to the spacious office kitchen is also cool.

several large glass windows surround this room.if you look out the window looks the atmosphere of the city and the view of skyscrapers.

because of the call from Bagas, all the service Cleanning was surprised by the presence of his boss here.

"Sorry sir, Zahra's not here she's on the kitchen balcony"

The barrel pointed the doorway to the balcony

Bagas also went to step towards the kitchen balcony and passed the Cleanning service.

"tumben tuh director main to the kitchen"

The Whisper of Erma on the Barrel.

Baras only nudged Erma's arm. worried if her boss heard a remark from Erma's mouth that there was no brake.

While Zahra is still faithfully standing on the balcony even though the weather this afternoon is quite hot.

"ahem"

Bagas cleared his throat, making Zahra turn towards him.

"uh Mr. Bagas"

Zahra was a little surprised to see the existence of Bagas

"it turns out here your hiding place"

Zahra just smiled faintly.

Bagas approached Zahra

"why aren't you having lunch? "

"i'm not hungry yet sir"

zahra's stomach is actually hungry, only he has no appetite at all

"you will have a stomachache in the afternoon"

Bagas spoke with a bead of eyes staring at Zahra

"dad sir I'll eat"

"hmm what do you need here? "

it was strange to see Bagas in the kitchen of the office, because he was never here.

"i need to be the same as you "

"same me sir? "

Zahra pointed to herself

"well, same to you"

"later in the hours of returning home from work, you to my room there are important things that I will say"

there was sadness in Bagas' heart when he had to speak this formally with Zahra. he felt distant from this girl.no call from Zahra's lips for her, they were not as familiar as before.

"well, sir, I'll go to my father's room"

"then excuse me and you'll have a quick meal it's noon, soon the break is over"

Zahra simply replied with a nod of her head.

while Bagas left, leaving Zahra who was still standing.

"if the differences between us hadn't gone so far, brother, perhaps Zahra wouldn't have taken the trouble to shake this feeling"

"Zahra just doesn't want to add to the problem and make Zahra's heart worse"

Zahra muttered her eyes, her heart can't lie she likes Bagas.

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the clock was showing at 5 pm, Zahra took her backpack and rushed home she walked a little run towards the door approaching Laras who had been waiting for her.

"ayo Ra"

both step out

zahra's steps stopped

Zahra patted her eel.

"Aduuuhhh I forgot"

"forget what Ra? "

Laras frowned seeing his friend was patting a lick.

"that's Ras, I was asked by Mr. Bagas to meet him after work"

"Ohh. Yaudah to me"

"ehm do not try Ras I can be alone how you first die"

Zahra did not feel good if Laras waited longer for him.Alaras was waiting for Zahra who was cleaning work equipment.

"Jaudah Ra if I go back first, you'll be careful"

Laras left while waving his hand towards Zahra.

Zahra immediately ran back to the Bagas room on the top floor.

Zahra's breath was slightly panted as it ran.

arriving in front of the room Bagas Zahra knocked on the door of the room, he did not want to return careless, entering without knocking on the door.

"tock..tok".tok"

Zahra occasionally regulated her breath that felt tight.

"please come in"

from inside came the voice of Bagas.

Zahra slowly walked into Bagas' room.

apparently there was no one inside besides Bagas.

Zahra closed the door again.

"sorry sir what is it? "

Zahra stood in front of Bagas' desk.

"we talked inside"

Bagas closed his laptop and rose from his seat to his private room followed by Zahra.

Bagas invited Zahra to sit down

"sorry sir, what do you need to call me here? "

"we're not in Ra's working hours, you can call him sister"

Bagas was very unhappy if outside working hours Zahra called him father.

"sorry brother"

Zahra was a little down

"i can ask you something? "

Bagas moved to sit next to Zahra.

Zahra just nodded in response.

"why are you avoiding Ra? "

"Zahra doesn't shy away"

Zahra raised her originally bowed gaze.

"don't you lie Ra, is it because you have a relationship with Eza that you keep my distance? "

Zahra's eyes were round hearing Bagas' words, why this boss had come to such a conclusion too far.

"sister, Zahra has nothing to do with Eza's sister, Zahra's brother Eza is just a little more"

there was a sense of grandeur in Bagas' heart after knowing Zahra had nothing to do with Eza.

"continue if that's not the reason why now you're changing even keep my distance? "

"sorry brother, Zahra does not want to add to the problem if you continue to be close to your brother"

Zahra was back down

"problem? "

"what do you mean Ra ?what trouble? "

Zahra let out a slightly heavy sigh. Perhaps Zahra would rather come clean to Bagas so that Zahra's mind could be prevented.

Zahra raised her gaze and ventured to look at the brown netra belonging to Bagas.

" Zahra is just trying to keep his distance brother, Zahra does not want to arise gossip because of our closeness.our position is far away brother director and even heir to this company while Zahra is only Cleanning service. so we better keep our distance"

Zahra paused her speech and took a breath to continue.

"Zahra knew that his brother was in a match with his son, Mr. Bramantio. Zahra is afraid that if later our closeness sounds the same Vera, sister's match will be disrupted"

bagas's guess is right Zahra stayed away from Bagas because Zahra already knew he would be betrothed.

"Zahra listen to me"

" that match will never exist, I'm not in love with Vera"

Bagas held onto Zahra's shoulders giving understanding

"sister, the matter of like or dislike is the right and business of brother. Zahra just doesn't want to add to the problems in Zahra's life, if it's still close to brother"

"Ra just so you know, I love you Ra, I love you"

Words that had been difficult for Bagas to express now finally escaped from his mouth.

"what does brother mean? "

Zahra really did not understand Bagas' words.

"well, I love you, Zahra Andriani, I love you"

"i just want you, as long as you know that matchmaking I haven't agreed with Ra, I don't even love Vera at all"

Bagas held Zahra's hand.

Zahra saw honesty from the look in Bagas' eyes.

"that can't be brother"

Zahra, who had been happy to hear the sentence, tried to refuse and deny her feelings again.

"why can't Ra? "

"Zahra Cleanning serves my brother, while the director's brother is here. Even Zahra won't be able to compete with Vera"

Bagas was a little annoyed to hear Zahra humbling herself.

"Zahra I don't care about your status, I sincerely love you. I never had a problem with your status. From the beginning we met I already had a feeling of love Ra to you"

since the beginning Bagas has liked Zahra even his personality. Zahra's tough girl is different from most girls in general.

"stop brother"

Zahra got up from her seat.

"sister might be able to accept Zahra but sister's family how? "

"parents sister wants Vera who must be with her sister. parents will not accept if their child is with a Cleanning service "

Zahra's tears fell, her chest felt tight.

"sister himself knows even Zahra's parents are reluctant to nerima Zahra kak. Until now Zahra does not know who Zahra's father is. As long as Bagas knows this Zahra son har*m kak ga pantes for brother"

"Grepp"

Bagas got up and pulled Zahra into his arms.

while Zahra was crying so - so in the arms of Bagas shed all the burden of pain in his heart.

"Sssstt don't talk so Ra"

"As long as you know Ra, I don't care who you are, where you come from, how you live. All I know is that I really love you Ra, I love you Ra"

Bagas tightened his embrace

"Zahra ga pantes sis for sister"

Zahra who was still in Bagas' arms tried to speak on the sidelines of his stuffing.

"Zahra is afraid that Zahra is close to her brother just as Zahra is looking for problems with Vera. plus if the parents of the sister know someone close to the brother is a child who is not clear status"

"zahra's problem for finding Zahra's real father is not finished, brother, Zahra does not want to add more severe problems, Zahra tired brother"

Zahra was still in Bagas' arms, she felt comfortable in this man's embrace making him reveal everything.

"if Zahra could be honest, since Zahra used to like big brother, it's just that Zahra did not dare to respond to this feeling brother Zahra tepis far away this feeling, Zahra was afraid"

Zahra grew sobbing in the arms of Bagas. made Bagas heart feel sore to see Zahra slumped and had to bear the burden of this heavy mind.

actually Bagas already knows everything about the matter of Zahra who is not his father's biological son.

Zahira had explained everything, as Bagas chatted with him and searched for information about Zahra.

but Bagas seemed to hide it all, so that Zahra did not stay away because she felt ashamed, but in fact Zahra remained away from him.

Bagas did not expect behind the cheerful nature of Zahra he kept a heavy burden of life.even he had to meet the needs of his own life in the city of people.

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