I'm the Wasted One
95 Diaries

"Kring....kring"

the sound of the alarm coming from Zahra's wekker clock has sounded.

indicating it was 5 am. Zahra's eyes were still clenched but his hands fumbled on the nightstand next to his bed, to turn off the alarm.

"Hoaammmm"

Zahra squirmed and she gathered all her consciousness.

when his eyes opened perfectly, he looked for his cell phone.

His fingers were dancing on his phone screen, he was looking for someone's name on his phone.

"Hello"

said Zahra in a soft tone

"yes, hello. What's wrong? "

Sahut Gracia aka his new employee.

"Grac may ask for help well you handle all parts of the kitchen this morning, maybe mbak will be a little late "

zahra

"well mbak, "

sahut Gracia. Gracia is one of Tataboga's Vocational graduates.he is the best graduate in the city's top vocational school.

Bramantio has noticed both of his skills and character, therefore he is not carelessly looking for special employees for his daughter's restaurant .

"well, thank you Gracia"

Zahra ended her phone call and she immediately went to the bathroom, just to wash her face.

After that as usual he will prepare provisions for Adam.

.......

The clock shows at 7 am, Zahra just finished bathing. now he is getting ready to go to the restaurant.

this morning he deliberately came a little late he also wanted to see how Gracia works as he handled all the work without her.

Zahra was done, and now she was out of the room for breakfast.

but he did not see the father, even the provisions he prepared were not on the table.

"bik, aunt"

call Zahra

"yes, what's wrong? "

bi Darmi came with a frying pan in his hand.

"dad where bi? "

Zahra looked for Adam's whereabouts, when he saw that Adam's breakfast plate was still filled with rice that had not been reduced at all.

"father has gone, father was in a hurry after getting a call"

bi Darmi

"so dad hasn't had breakfast yet? "

"not yet neng, the breakfast has not been eaten at all"

bi Darmi pointed at the plate on the table whose contents were still intact.

"Hmm dad if you're not waiting for breakfast, it's not going to be breakfast"

Zahra muttered annoyedly.

"he's bi, thank you"

"auntie has breakfast? "

tannya

"already neng, neng Zahra breakfast gih lunch"

bi Darmi

"good bi thanks "

Zahra sat down and watched his breakfast as he spread his gaze he saw a green map on the bench next to him.

"it looks like it's a father's"

he looked at the map.

Zahra immediately took his cell phone and called Adam.

"hello daddy"

"is father's file left behind? "

"dad Zahra found it on the table bench "

"Oh so, well yeah"

Zahra cut off her phone.

he immediately moved from his seat to put the map containing the file into the father's room.

of course at Adam's behest, because he forgot to bring it and was lucky the file wasn't in need today.

Zahra stepped inside Adam's room, slowly opening the small closet next to his bed.

Zahra put the map in a pile of books.

the movement of his hand stopped immediately when he saw a book that he thought was unique, and he had never seen it.

a small book with a blue cover, even on the front of the book there is a small magnet to open it.

he also grabbed the book because he was curious about what the contents of the book were.

Zahra was shocked when she saw the contents in the first part of the book.

there is a picture of his family, and of course there is him. in the photo looks Zahra is still small most likely 3 years old.

"is this dad's diary? "

muttered

his hand continued to read the writing on each sheet of the book.

Zahra seemed to be able to flashback the mass of his family just by reading Adam's writing.

Even Zahra only knew that Adam always kissed his forehead when Zahra was asleep, of course, without anyone's knowledge.

Zahra knew Adam had never hated him for his vengeance on his father, which made him behave this way.

Zahra continued to read the contents of the book until the taste of the sheet containing the outpouring of Adam's heart was left two more sheets.

His finger stopped to open the sheet that he thought stole his attention the most.

an outpouring of his heart that had just been written by Adam yesterday is seen from the date and day that is in the corner of the page of this book.

"Venti how are you? I miss you. I'm still loyal to you I hope you're happy there.

you don't have to worry that I'm here with your son Zahra, now she's a good and successful girl .

However, there are things that make my heart ache. Until now I have not been able to find our son Zahira. after all he's still my son and your son I can't possibly calm down while I don't know his whereabouts and circumstances.

I promised to find him and bring him home. "

Zahra closed the book and put it back in the closet.

he sat down, all this time he thought Adam was happy.

Adam was still sad and often thought of Zahira.

"Zahra's gonna find my sister"

he murmured, even though he knew from the beginning Zahira did not like it but he would still look for it. After all Zahira was his brother even one womb with him.

His heart still hurts when he remembers Zahira but he tries to shake off his selfishness for the sake of Adam the father.

..............

The night was very cold, Zahra was ready to be picked up by Bagas.

tonight Bagas will take her to a party, which Bagas says is a party held by his co-workers.

at first Zahra did not want to come, but Bagas said he would invite other women instead if Zahra did not come.

that made Zahra inevitably have to follow him than his lover went with another woman.

although Zahra knew Bagas would not do that.

About 15 minutes passed finally Bagas came. Tonight Bagas wore a formal suit while Zahra gracefully wore a dress in matching colors with Bagas suit.

of course they made a pact about clothes.

"got futile"

said Bagas

"what is not in vain? "

Zahra scrunched her forehead

"there's no point in being sister's boyfriend. so beautiful"

Bagas had a funny expression

"indeed if not be a sister's boyfriend will be in vain? "

ask Zahra

"yeah, her beauty is useless without a sister"

said Bagas raise his eyebrows

"what the hell isn't clear"

"dah yuk ah, night rush"

Zahra stepped in first to leave Bagas.

"Hey we haven't permission to father"

ask Bagas

"dad hasn't come home yet, Zahra called me earlier"

sahut Zahra continued to step without looking at Bagas

"how is your door? "

Bagas looks confused

"there's a Darmi brother"

"come on "

whinek Zahra was upset

"you're PMS yeah? "

tanya Bagas who has now walked beside Zahra

"Is sister asking constantly"

Zahra was upset for some reason or maybe her mind was thinking about Zahira.

or think about college exams or it could be because of thinking about resto.

zahra doesn't want to talk much.

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