I'm the Wasted One

I'm the Wasted One
115.This sick


Day after day Zahra passed without any news from Bagas. There had been no news from the man for a week.


But he always sent messages and always tried to contact him, even though there was no answer from Bagas.


Just like yesterday, this morning Zahra was also typing a message for Bagas.


Only 'Good Morning' was sent by Zahra. Of hundreds of messages but not a single reply from Bagas.


Zahra just sighed, enough with that he expressed his tiredness because his eyes were unable to cry.


Zahra got out of her bed, she went to the bathroom.


Today is Eza's wedding day, of course Zahra is also busy taking care of catering.


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About 20 minutes Zahra had just come out of the room, she was wearing regular clothes.


"loh Ra, why don't you wear a kebaya? "


adam asked when Zahra was about to leave.


"well, at the resto"


"oh iyah, later papa who will invite father Zahira here"


Said Zahra while confirming zip his jacket


"Dad, last night I told Mr. Bram"


"you ain't breakfast first? "


"well, Zahra wants to go straight to the resto .Zahra had breakfast there"


"after all, the time is not hunted well, because today Zahra restaurant must fill catering orders in two places at once "


Zahra approached Adam and reached out to greet his father


"you're careful, you have to have breakfast first. "


"Dad dad"


Zahra was running a little, she was afraid of being late.


He drives his motorcycle faster so that it is not late and can help his employees.


Zahra is more comfortable using a motorbike because it feels faster.


When he arrived at the restaurant, it was seen that his employees were busy preparing menus and other necessary things.


Zahra also helped, he checked the menu with his dessert.


After completion, they split the employees into 3 teams.


The first team stayed at the restaurant and made a menu for today.The second team was sent to the Graha Buana hotel for the reception.


And a third team is sent to Eza's reception.


"before we go, we should pray first"


zahra's instructions to his employees


"Fadil please lead the prayer"


"well mbak"


Said Zahra's employee.


When they are finished, everyone leaves. Zahra had to eat breakfast and change clothes first.


He was wearing a kebaya uniform with his family. Zahra also did not know that the mama had bought him a kebaya.


Because in Zahra's mind only take care of the resto and also Bagas.He did not participate in choosing kebaya and so on.


Even last night he did not come to his papa's house, he chose at the restaurant to prepare some material needs to be processed this morning.


Zahra's only hope for today, she hopes Bagas will return and be present at Eza's wedding.


He never got tired of checking his phone.


Hope there is one reply message from Bagas. Though in fact nil.


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Zahra also mingled with her family, the procession of the agreement was over and running smoothly.


Zahra who is usually cheerful and impressed excited now choose more silence.


He always circulated his gaze hoping that there would be Bagas among the guests present.


Zahra's eyes rounded when he saw the two old men Bagas, rushing he approached the two.


"Sir, buk"


greet Zahra, she greets both


"eh Zahra, "


"so pretty"


praise Hera while cipika cipiki with Zahra


"well, mom can do it, "


Zahra commented on the friendly smile


"new mom arrived? "


"Dad was waiting for his papa Bagas from the office, so he did not watch the process of Eza deh"


Hera flicked her lips while glancing at Wijaya


"Kiran can't come because he has to go to school"


Wijaya Kimpal


"Ehmm so yeah"


"oh iyah ma'am, sister Eza where is it because Zahra phone never lifted Zahra to the office but no? "


"Bagas again out of town, only we don't know where the hell is"


"because he's overseeing some projects "


wijaya was a little careful


"Ehmm so well sir, thank you sir "


"oh iyah, Pak Wijaya same mother has been waiting for papah there"


" please sir ma'am"


Zahra invited the two, he did not continue his question because he felt bad..


He chose to join his employees and was busy checking out the menu.


Sinta who was sitting next to Eza and Rianda also noticed Zahra.


He saw his daughter was more silent and busy with her employees.


"Your place is too much"


Sinta nudged Eza's arm


"why mother? "


The surprised Eza immediately asked


"your father, it should be on your happy day don't charge your sister again "


"look Zahra was busy, she should have been sitting sweetly with us here. "


"sorry mom"


eza said, he also felt guilty should not burden Zahra.


But he had already ordered catering at the Zahra restaurant, he also did not know if today Zahra restaurant is filling catering at two receptions at once.


He also noticed Zahra who was more silent and moody.


"Sir, Vina contacted me earlier. She said they were short of members because Mbak Gracia ordered Ika to go to the Graha hotel."


Nisa's saying to Zahra


"why did Ika go there?.didn't we already split three teams"


Zahra was astonished to hear the words of her employees


"gracia's mom said they were overwhelmed and needed 1 more member, so now at the resto only Vina and Wahyu left"


"well then, let me just go to Resto, and you please handle here well. I trust you "


Zahra.


"well mbak"


said Nisa


While Zahra heads to the toilet to change clothes, she prefers to help her employees at the restaurant.


After all, here is not too busy and can still be handled by three employees.


Zahra hurriedly stepped up, she stuffed her danger into the backpack.


"Zahra where are you going? "


Bramantio asked when he met his daughter, he was surprised when Zahra was wearing a restorant shirt.


"Zahra has to go to Resto pah, because at the restaurant there is a shortage of members soon lunch hour"


replied Zahra while looking at her watch


"why don't you close Ra's restaurant on your sister's wedding day? "


"Ga can reward this workday, Zahra is afraid the customers are disappointed.after all just open on the first floor reward. "


"but son, you'll be gone...."


not yet finished Bramantio talking Zahra already kissed his cheek.


"already well pah Zahra can not long "


"Dahh papah"


Zahra left Bramantio, still shaking at her daughter's behavior.


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The clock has shown at 2pm, Zahra has just taken a break.


He chose to sit on the balcony upstairs. His eyes stared at the corn plantation that was behind his restaurant.


The blazing weather that blinded the eyes but did not discourage Zahra to circulate his gaze.


Today the second floor is not open for restaurants, only the first floor because there are only 3 employees who are here.


This made Zahra more free to rest.


He looked back at his phone screen, he always wished there was a Bagas message there but until this second there was no message from him.


His eyes began to glaze over, there was a sense of tightness and pain but he could not express.


Not only was his body tired but his heart and mind were more tired.


"Yeah"


"why does it feel so sick"


Zahra muttered her tears melted down her cheeks.


he bit his lower lip withstanding the pain in his heart.


"Zahra's? "


Someone's voice rippled Zahra's daydream.


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