I'm the Wasted One
113.I was wrong

Bagas slowly stepped away, he did not heed Zahra's call.

Not that he does not care about Zahra, tired it feels if the relationship without progress. Zahra thought too much about the lives of others to forget her way of life.

Bagas chose to avoid, so that Zahra could be sensitive to their relationship.

The relationship between Bagas and Zahra is very rare, most just a regular debate.

instead of Bagas wanting to bring about a quarrel between them, Bagas only wanted Zahra to prioritize this relationship.

Bagas tried to understand, but he was tired if every day Hera always asked when he and Zahra would get married.

The peak of patience Bagas arrived this morning Hera asked the same thing.

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This morning Bagas had just arrived home, his body felt very sore because of the length of the journey.

His footsteps entered the house owned by his parents.

"Assalamualaikum "

said Bagas

"Greetings hall "

a voice sounded from the dining room. Make sure your family has breakfast.

Bagas hastened his steps towards the dining room because his stomach was also hungry and not filled with rice.

"Yeee's sister's home"

Kiran's shrill voice filled the room.

It appears he was having breakfast maybe he will leave school soon because he is wearing school clothes.

"Wuihhh bring souvenirs"

Kiran glanced at the bagas backpack in the tenteng.

"not brought by Kiran"

Bagas approached Hera and Wijaya and then greeted both of them.

"Is brother far from abroad do not bring souvenirs, Kiran only if you go remember brother"

Kiran poked her lips

"Ah you, your brother came home safely already grateful.this is even busy souvenirs "

said Hera

"sorry, my brother hastily never had time"

Bagas stroked his sister's head

"yes, in sorry"

Kiran returned to feed her mouth fried rice.

"mamah take rice for you, surely report it? "

"by deh mah, Bagas is hungry again"

Bagas held his stomach

Bagas turned to the sink to wash his hands. And back to the dinner table for breakfast.

"mah Kiran has already, Kiran is leaving"

kiran said after sipping a glass of milk.

"you sulk well, when the new brother wants your breakfast to go"

Bagas watched Kiran

"not brother, today Kiran can task to load poetry in school mading, so must go in the morning"

said Kiran as she grabbed her backpack

"yas has Kiran gone, brother"

Kiran greeted both of her parents did not forget also her favorite brother.

Bagas continued his breakfast.

"how did the man meet? "

Search Wijaya

"it's good, only his parents asked for a DNA test to be clear. "

"origin papah knows that Alex is the son of Mr. Tristan papah's friend"

said Bagas as his hand stretched out to grab the fried chicken.

"time anyway? "

"he never knew he had a son "

"Alex settled in Italy running a culinary business and rarely to Indonesia "

Bagas again feed the fried rice

"It's clear that if the Tristan family asks for a DNA test, it can't be so arbitrary with their family"

wijaya said considering that the Tristan family is not from the ordinary.

"that's what you're afraid of"

sahut Hera

"why mah?"

Bagas turned his gaze to Hera

"Dad such an event"

"Dad Bagas papah is also worried,"

"did you not wish to marry Zahra? "

asked Wijaya while sipping his coffee.

"Haaa, Bagas wants the reward but Zahra is not ready"

"why not ready, he's finished college and what else? "

ask Hera

"iya at first Zahra asked Bagas to wait for him to finish college and now Zahra says the state of his family is still complicated mah"

bagas

"You as a man must be firm dong Bagas, do not obey. papah and mamah worry "

"you and Zahra have been together a lot even out of the country together.you normal men what if it happens like Zahira? "

ask Wijaya

Bagas was silent, what Wijaya said was true what if he could not control himself.

"do not be ashamed of the Bagas family, not only our family is smeared if this happens but the Bramantio family as well"

hera reminded his son

"your friends and papah do not pray bad things, we only give advice to you"

"but mah, not Bagas did not wish to marry Zahra. Zahra always refused mah"

Bagas sipped some drinking water in front of him.

"try to be more assertive, ask her nicely if the answer is still the same stay away for a while "

said Hera

"and if he's more busy with his world and doesn't look for you maybe he's not serious with you"

Hera said, not that he wanted to incite but this was for the good of Zahra and Bagas.

Their relationship has been a long time, then if until now there has been no progress for what is on defense.

Every relationship has a purpose, not just to joke.

"What if Zahra snags? "

Bagas frowned

"Hahaha you're too gentle even afraid he's lashing, try occasionally you're the one who's lashing"

Ledek Wijaya at once gave a suggestion

"Well the mah reward will Bagas koba”

“Bagas is also tired of having a relationship like this continue”

“but remember do not use emotions, keep your words”

Hera brandished the fork

“Daddy mah”

“later Bagas try”

Bagas devoured his fried rice, coincidentally this morning Hera cooked fried rice.

At Kiran's request of course, because Hera also did not know Bagas would be home this morning

“oh iyah you start the day after tomorrow there is a task for ngawasin housing projects”

Wijaya

“which housing is well pah? “

Bagas frowned

“housing near biscuit” factory

“loh instead of yesterday Eza who watches over the reward? “

Tanya Bagas was astonished

“loh you do not know, Eza has come home yesterday he will marry next week so can not watch until the day after”

Wijaya said making Bagas surprised

“marriage? “

“emang Eza ga story to you? “

Hera noticed the surprised expression of her son

“ga no mah, “

“so if Bagas supervise the project, Bagas can not attend the wedding of Eza dong pah”

Bagas protest

“yah how else, who else try to be trusted besides you and also Eza. “

“ga may be Bram sir right? “

Wijaya raised both eyebrows

“Daddy is also sih”

Say Bagas

As soon as he got a brilliant idea, maybe this was a chance for him to shy away from Zahra for a moment.

He also wants to see Zahra's reaction, whether Zahra will be worried or will just be busy alone with Eza's wedding without caring about Bagas

The flashback

Bagas left Zahra, he deliberately did not turn his head towards Zahra when Zahra called him.

Bagas headed to the parking lot to get his car.

While Zahra bit her lower lip there was pain in the recesses of her heart, it was not usually Bagas like this.

His tears dripped, he only realized that he had not cared about his relationship. 

Perhaps because there was rarely a fight between them made Zahra relax.

But he forgot that Bagas also humans have a limit of patience.

“hiks..... Hiksss”

“aku the wrong”

Zahra blames herself.

Zahra walked gontai towards the parking lot and decided to go home. Hopefully tonight Bagas will contact him and explain all the words he said earlier.

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Zahra put her motorcycle into the garage she walked in.  Zahira was sitting in the living room with Adam.

“kok just got home, from where? “

Adam asked Zahra

“iyah much work in yah” resto

Zahra replied as she passed with her face bent and did not even say hello to Zahira

“Zahra wait”

Calling Zahira makes him stop his steps

“ada what? “

Zahra asked lazily

“next week please well anterin me to the hospital to take his DNA test. All right, meet Alex”

Zahira's words upset Zahra

“didn't I help enough? “

“can you take care of your own business don't burden me anymore, I'm tired”

Zahra turned around and entered the room.

“Ra? “

Call Zahira when he realizes that Zahra looks different

“already, let your sister rest maybe she's exhausted and a lot of work at resto”

“let father alone will drive you”

Adam tried to give Zahira some understanding.

He was surprised to hear Zahra's words.  Unlike usual, Zahra if asked for help never refused especially with a slightly taut tone.

Adam felt that Zahra was not okay.

“ well well, if that Zahira wants to go to the room first pity the baby”

Zahira rose up leaving Adam still thinking about Zahra.

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