I'm the Wasted One
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With gontai Zahra steps walking down the streets, the once scorching weather is now turning cloudy as if understanding the current state of Zahra.

Clear thread of tears Zahra dripped on his cheeks, as strong and brave as Zahra's attitude he was still an ordinary human who would feel tired and fragile if constantly in trouble.

Zahra chose to stop at the city park he sat on a park bench overlooking a small lake.

the wind blew dropping de daunan and gently hit Zahra's cheeks.it looks like it will rain.

"If only grandma was here with Zahra"

During his life only his grandmother was the back of his life but now he has to live everything on his own.

Zahra's shoulders shook with her cries. Behind Zahra's cheerful and humorous nature, it turns out that she harbors deep wounds.

"Who is Zahra's destiny is always set aside, wasted and not even considered to exist"

without Zahra noticing behind her was someone listening to her and seeing her crying.

"Zahra misses grandma, Zahra wants to feel in love again grandma"

Along with the cry of the raindrops came down, but Zahra did not move from his seat until the rain was heavy and wet Zahra's body.

A moment later his body no longer felt any raindrops. Zahra opened her eyes and raised her gaze, it turned out that Eza was standing next to her.

Eza protects Zahra's body from raindrops using his jacket.

"Ra why are you here, it's raining you'll get sick"

Eza spoke with a slight shout as the sound of extremely heavy rain overcame his voice.

Eza was willing to rain in order to cover Zahra's body.

Zahra was silent.

Eza pulled Zahra's hand to take her to shelter in a stall on the edge of the park, the stall was closed.

Zahra just followed Eza.

"Ra, what are you doing raining? "

ask Eza

Eza's clothes were already soaking wet from the rain.

Zahra was silent her reckless eyes stared at Eza's bead eyes.

a moment later Zahra hugged Eza and cried.

"My shirt is wet again"

Zahra did not care that she tightened her arms, causing Eza to let Zahra shed her tears.

It is only natural that Zahra is absorbed and looking for a backrest, even now Zahra seems to live alone.

Eza bravely raised his hand and returned Zahra's embrace.

hearing Zahra cry sobbing made Eza's heart throb pain.

Eza became reminded of the figure of his sister who had left him for good.

The age of Eza's sister at that time was exactly the same as Zahra even Zahra had similarities with his sister.

starting from his hair, posture, nose and eyes exactly the same as his sister.

that's why Eza tries to get close to Zahra is nothing but just to treat her longing for her sister.

When Eza first saw Zahra he could not believe he could see his sister back, but Eza realized it was Zahra not his sister.

Eza's sister died at the age of Zahra now. His sister died in an accident with her father.

Eza closed his eyes when he returned Zahra's embrace, he missed the brother's embrace.

Zahra let go of his embrace and looked back at Eza's face.

Eza then removed the tear from Zahra's cheek.

"don't be sad anymore"

What Eza knows is that Zahra is currently hit because of problems in the office, Eza did not see the incident because he was not in the office but was delivering files.

But his friends told Eza everything about what he did to Bagas.

Eza was worried that Zahra was afraid that something might happen, which is why he took the initiative to catch up with Zahra.

Eza gently stroked Zahra's head, which Eza always did to his sister.

"You're ugly when you cry"

"sushy"

Eza tried to comfort Zahra, Zahra just smashed her lips.

"sister"

call Zahra lirih

"yes"

"is Zahra that bad? "

Zahra's eyes sparkled he held back his tears from falling.

"Sstttt"

"don't mention it, you're not like they say you're Eza's best brother"

Eza broke Zahra's hair, making Zahra feel a little pushy.

....................

already a week more the incident has passed, now Zahra chooses to rise and organize his feelings.

Zahra is back on the move and working.

now he works in one of the Caffe which is located not too far from the boarding place.

although the salary he got as a waiters in caffe is not as big as when he worked as Cleanning service.

But Zahra still chose the job, for Zahra as long as it was halal and enough to eat and pay the boarding money, it was more than enough.

Zahra did not want to drag on in grief. Zahra is aware that life continues if she is still in the grief of who will fulfill her needs.

"There's a customer"

Rendra Zahra's new friend breaks her daydream.

"huh yes Ren"

"dream, old aar loh"

ledek Rendra's

"nonsense kaleeee"

Zahra passed away to go to the customer.

…………

Zahra was cleaning the table, in the lyrics of the watch in her hand showing at 3 pm.

suddenly Zahra's phone rang.

an anonymous number is attached to the phone screen.

"Hello"

greet Zahra when she picks up the phone call

"Hello, Good Afternoon"

"this is with Zahra Andriani? "

"my own father"

Zahra was amazed and wondered who was calling her

"I from Bumi Lestari Hospital mbak, informed that the DNA test has come out and can be taken this afternoon "

it was from the hospital.

making Zahra sigh a little because finally the test results have come out.

"Oh yeah, I'll be there soon"

"Thank you mbak".

Zahra hurried to finish her work and intended to go straight to the hospital.

After Zahra got permission from her boss to leave, she immediately ordered an online motorcycle taxi to get to the hospital faster.

Zahra could not wait to see the test results.

…

Zahra was discharged from the hospital holding an envelope containing the test results.

he did not dare to open it, his heart thumped.

"why am I so afraid to open it"

Zahra flipped the brown envelope back.

He chose to sit on a long bench located in the parking lot of the hospital.

zahra's hands trembled as she opened the envelope.

slowly he opened the paper.

immediately Zahra rounded her eyes when the caption on the paper said Bramantio was her biological father.

"Duaaaarrr! "

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight.

Repeatedly the paper was read by Zahra to ascertain the truth.

"my guess is right"

Zahra covered her mouth her tears spilled back.

his body instantly suffocated feeling boneless.

it turns out that this is God's plan to bring Zahra together with her real father.

"In.he ay.my father"

zahra's lips twitched.

the person he had hoped to be his father was indeed right.

The surprise of life came and went to Zahra, he did not expect as if he was dreaming.

It is difficult for Zahra to examine all the events that happened in her life.

………

Zahra chooses to go home to her boarding house she does not return to Caffe. Her feelings are raging again.

it turns out that Bram who was meant by the mother in the diary was Bramantio.

He cried when he looked at the photo in the diary.

"it turns out you were right my father.do you not realize you have a child. Even today you are spoiling others who are clearly not your flesh and blood"

"while I'm"

Zahra held onto her chest which was back in pain.

"i have to accept all the burdens of life for what you do"

Zahra sat on the floor with tears flooding her face.

"even you are now happy with the state of the jungle while I bear the cruel reality of life because of you"

Zahra forgets the term

"destiny"

that word is always remembered Zahra when he felt vengeful and angry for all the events that happened in his life.

instantly he did not remember the term fate.His heart really felt broken .

Zahra tired of crying she curled her body .

slowly my eyes were closed . Zahra sleeps.

…………

"Ka"

"tock..tok".tok"

"Sister Zahra"

I heard a voice calling out Zahra's name.

Zahra slowly opened her eyes, she woke up from her sleep .

"Sister Zahra"

the sound of someone constantly calling his name makes him wake up. In the lyrics the clock on the wall shows at 8 p.m.

he has been sleeping since this afternoon.

"let's a minute"

Zahra walked towards the door of her dorm room.

when he opened the door, Kiran was there

"Kira? "

Zahra was shocked when she saw Kiran crying.

"Sister Zahra"

Kiran hugged Zahra tightly and Kiran sobbed.

"Kiran what's up? "

"what happened"

Kiran let go of her embrace and looked at Zahra.

"help Kiran brother, "

the lips of this girl were shaking with tears

"Let's go in first"

Zahra invites Kiran to enter her room.

they sat on Zahra's bed.

"Kiran try to explain with big brother, why are you? "

Zahra flicked the hair of Kiran covering her face.

"Kiran's help for dating Bagas's matchmaking with Vera's brother "

kiran's tears are dripping

"It's just brother Zahra who has evidence to unravel Aunt Yura's plan"

"Kiran please brother, Kiran would not if Kak Bagas married Brother Vera. "

Kiran shook Zahra's arm as she continued to cry.

while Zahra was silent, she actually did not want to interfere with the matter anymore.

Zahra looked at Kiran, feeling sorry for Kiran who was worried about her brother.

"Sister Zahra, help Kiran brother"

kiran's eyes kept dripping with tears.This little girl was really worried about what she didn't want all this time.

"what should I help? "

Zahra frowned, she was confused by this situation.

"now the same mama papah also brother Bagas is at the house of brother Vera to direct the matchmaking sak. even they will accelerate the engagement of brother Bagas"

"Pak Bramantio threatened our family brother, he will blacklist papah companies, it means there will be many investors who withdraw their capital in papah companies "

Kiran this little girl already understood the problems that were happening in her family.

While Zahra was confused should he be happy about all this so that what Hera did to him was avenged without difficulty Zahra replied to him.

on the other hand he is also sad to see Kiran and Pak Wijaya. they are good people, especially Bagas.l, his life will certainly be depressed if you have to marry without love.

"Truly miss you Vera"

Zahra grumbled inwardly, convinced that everything Bramantio was doing must have been at the urging of his son and wife.

"Let's go to Vera's sister's house. Let's tell her the tape, brother"

Kiran continued to shake Zahra's arm.

"but Kiran? "

Zahra was too lazy to do that but he also wished to dismantle everything in front of the Bagas family, especially the Bagas mamanya.

He is also very angry with the behavior of Yura and Vera.

"Sister Pleasee please Kiran"

the girl continued to cry and pleaded with Zahra.

Zahra breathed a heavy sigh.

"Hmm okay"

"we're at Vera's"

Zahra also recalled her plan to dismantle everything.

even though Zahra's mentality is not fully ready.

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~EtyRamadhii