I'm the Wasted One
96 Is in the mind

Today Zahra and Eza are in one of Bramantio's subscriptions.

Zahra is trying on a dress to wear tomorrow at Bramantio's wedding.

For tomorrow is the wedding day of Bramantio and also Sinta, after 1 week of preparation.

"big brother's handsome? "

ask Eza while trying on a batik patterned shirt that has white with a blue combination.

"ga, it's normal !"

sahut Zahra flat

"you if you don't want to never want to praise"

sahut Eza

"Sister kepedean terribly"

Zahra had just released a dress that had a matching color with Eza's shirt dress, which was white blue.

"we must have high self-confidence"

Sahut Eza

"well but not the height is also times kak. entar fall so kayak has no shame"

Zahra let out a laugh, Eza just glanced horror at her.

"eh brother? "

ask Zahra

"what the fuck? "

Eza looked at the lazy Zahra

"it's normal to see it"

"Zahra wants to tell sister"

Eza also approached Zahra who was now sitting on the sofa.

While Bramantio and Sinta are buying something that according to their narration for tomorrow's event.

"what story? "

Eza scrunched his forehead

"do you remember her brother Zahra? "

ask Zahra

"Ehmm the Zah..Zahara isn't it? "

"Is Zahira brother"

zahra Protest

"it was Zahira"

"dad, remember, why? "

ask Eza enthusiastically, it seems Eza is a typical guy who is exciting if invited together.

"Bantuin Zahra find him yuk sis"

bring Zahra

"want to find where Zahra is, he just fled abroad.the problem is which country he visited "

Zahra was silent to Eza's words

Eza's right no one even knows where Zahira went.

"why are you looking for him?"

asked Eza while looking closely at Zahra's face

"Ehmm no sis. ga why-why "

"yuk, keburu papah is coming"

Zahra got up from her seat, reluctant to tell her more about what she was thinking.

Eza just silently looked at Zahra, he felt that Zahra was thinking about something.

…

now Zahra is already in a building that Bramantio leases for tomorrow's event.

according to Bramantio, this event is a simple event, but according to Zahra it is very luxurious.

it is only natural that simple things for Bramantio include luxury for someone like Zahra.

Bramantio was looking at Zahra who was sitting alone in the corner of the building.

her daughter has been daydreaming ever since. Zahra who was used to always being excited now turned quiet.

even he was reluctant to blend in with Eza and Rianda.

zahra's feelings now felt bland, I don't know what made him like this.

the atmosphere in this building still feels quiet even though there are many present.

"whatever's the reason here, hmm"

Bramantio sat beside Zahra

"fuck. Zahra just sat down for a reward"

Zahra smiled as if forced

"are you sick? "

Bramantio put the back of his hand on Zahra's forehead

"no reward, Zahra's just a little tired"

"are you happy papa is getting married? "

bramantio's question made Zahra immediately turn his head

"not pah, why do you think so? "

"the reason is papah clay since from butiq to the building you are more silent and dreamy"

"papa feels you're unhappy"

bramantio's face turned mellow

"fuck, Zahra is so happy. "

"Zahra's just a little tired of pah"

zahra assured Bramantio

"what are you thinking? "

ask Bramantio

"Zahra doesn't think of any reward."

"already if there is a problem you tell papah well, papah stay first because there are still many who have to take care of it"

Bramantio stroked Zahra's hair mane.

"yes" pah"

……………

A very bright morning atmosphere with the accompaniment of bird chirping.

sunlight that warms the entire earth and is greeted by leaves because of the wind.

Zahra stood by the window of her room facing directly east.

his eyes were a little sleepy because last night it was difficult to bring sleep. Besides he was not used to his new room he also thought of the existence of Zahira.

since last night Zahra stayed at Bramantio's house. at Bramantio's house there are also special rooms for Zahra.

but Zahra had never occupied it even last night he entered this room. room with shades of pink that contained a large doll decoration in the corner adds a cheerful impression in this room.

Zahra never knew the board was preparing this room for her.

Now Zahra is ready for today's event, she is wearing the dress she took from the butiq yesterday with Eza.

because today is the wedding reception day of Bramantio and Sinta.

she was very graceful to wear the dress, a long blue white dress, so that the end of her dress could sweep the floor even Zahra had to lift the end of the dress if she wanted to walk.

the Z initialed necklace ornament that Bagas gave him was perfectly circular on the neck of his white tie. as well as the hairstyle that is rolled but leaves a few strands in front of it that are combined with a soft make up decoration makes itself look elegant.

Zahra walked out of her room, seen in the family room already many papah brothers who were present.

of course, all the Bramantio family already know who Zahra is, but Zahra himself has not been too sorry with his papa family.

"O Zahra, you are beautiful "

Praise aunt Mike wife of Om Yuda his younger brother papah

"thank you aunt"

Zahra smiled

"aunty when is coming? "

Zahra approached her tanti and embraced her.Yesterday this tantenya has not been d isini.

"at 4am this morning "

"you're still sleeping so you don't know"

said Mike

"Ahahaha Iyah aunty Zahra until you know that aunty is coming"

Zahra shakes a horse

"huh, that's nothing "

"who are you looking for?"

ask Mike

"look for aunt papah. papah where is yah?"

"would you still be in the room "

Mike smiled, he felt happy to have a nephew seramah Zahra not like Vera used to be arrogant .

"Oh. Zahra wants to see Papah first yah aunty"

Zahra was about to meet Bramantio.

he climbed the stairs to Bramantio's room, carefully Zahra climbed one by one stairs.he was afraid that the dress he was wearing would be stepped on and could make him fall.

"tock..tok".tok"

"fuck"

call Zahra

"come in, baby"

bramantio's voice sounded

"is the ship ready? "

Zahra stepped in, looking Bramantio already wearing a white dress.

"honey it"

"that papah boy is so beautiful"

praise Bramantio

"well, papa can do it"

Zahra blushed in shame at the papah's praise.

"your father is as beautiful as your mother"

bramantio looked at Zahra

"father papah even called mother, Zahra would be kangen"

Zahra pinched her lips, now she was sitting on the sofa right next to Bramantio.

"sorry papah, your mother looks so much like you"

Bramantio smiled

"iyadeh pah"

Zahra stared fixedly at Bramantio's face, many say Zahra's face is very similar to Bramantio's face.

"wouldn't you be happy, right? "

ask Zahra suddenly

"daddy is very happy baby. are you happy papah will get married? "

Bramantio reversed Zahra's question.

"Zahra is happy, very happy"

"Zahra hope papah is always happy forever and hopefully mamah Sinta can be a source of papah spirit"

"moment? "

bramantio

"iyah pah, from now on Sinta ma'amahnya Zahra "

Bramantio who heard that did not stop smiling.

"the Father also wishes you could be happy son, "

"father also hopes you are always open to the same problem you face "

Bramantio deliberately said that because he knew Zahra was thinking about something.

because since yesterday he looks pensive not even cheerful. Zahra is more alone.

"Emmm. Aaa Zahra will open for reward"

Zahra was a little nervous as Bramantio looked at her.

"don't lie baby, papah know you're having problems.You can tell papah"

"but reward, it's time we went to the building"

Zahra tried to divert the conversation

"the father won't leave until you tell him what you're thinking"

"father can not pass the happy day papah while papah's favorite child is always contemplating "

Zahra raised her gaze she looked at the manic eye of the man she loved.

"Zahra's just kangen mom"

zahra lirih

"are you sure that's all? "

ask Bramantio

"Ehmmm Zahra also wants to find brother pah, brother Zahira. pity father he is missing brother"

zahra's face looks sad.he tells what stuck in his heart without anything being missed and covered.

Bramantio listened to every complaint of Zahra.

"why don't you ask Papah for help? "

ask Bramantio

"Zahra just wants to try his own reward, without bothering papah again"

"initially Zahra had wanted to ask for help to papah but Zahra also knew papah was busy taking care of papah marriage so Zahra chose silence"

Zahra bowed

"this papah your parents Ra if you have a problem you can tell papah . papah will help you to find Zahira"

Bramantio held Zahra's hand

"thank you pah"

Zahra smiled

"so soon Papah will take care of it"

"now we're out yuk, the others are waiting "

bring Bramantio

"ayo pah"

Zahra held Bramantio's hand. Now his heart was a little soft when the burden of his mind had been poured out and told his papa.