I'm the Wasted One
25 harsh realities

Venti was sitting limp on the edge of the bed, his condition was still weak and had not fully recovered making his body feel weak, with tears still flowing.

"mother"

Zahra approached her mother and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"mom please explain to Zahra what did you mean by mom? "

Venti is getting sobbing

"mom, what secrets do you and I really hide from Zahra.What do you mean? "

"answered Zahra ma'am"

Zahra rained down questions to her mother she was very curious about what was happening.

Slowly Venti returned Zahra's hand and raised his gaze to look at Zahra.

"mother will tell you son, as long as you promise not to hate mother"

his voice felt heavy saying it and the look in his eyes weakened when he looked at Zahra.

"Zahra promised Zahra she wouldn't hate her mother.How could Zahra hate a man who risked his life for Zahra to be born into this world"

Zahra's hand was not broken

"what your father said is true Ra you're not his biological son"

Venti was back down

"duaaaaaaaaarrrrrrr"

Like in a lightning strike in broad daylight, Zahra really did not expect this bitter reality he found.all the reasons and treatment of his father was answered already with the sentence spoken by his mother just now.

Zahra's feelings are shattered knowing this truth said people better feel pain because of honesty.

Even Zahra's grandmother never told her such a big secret.

"Lantas Zahra, whose son is Mom? "

venti recounts everything that happened to Zahra without anyone missing.

although he was afraid that Zahra would hate him and refuse to see him again, he had to tell the truth.

sooner or later Zahra also has to figure out who her biological father is.

And sure enough Zahra's tears could not be contained to hear all the explanations of his mother.

"forgive me, son, I've been forced to do that for years, because I promised her I wouldn't love you more than Zahira"

Venti tried to tell Zahra the truth.

"mom's afraid that if she takes you to an orphanage, I don't want to part with you, I want you to love me"

"Mom"

"Zahra is not angry with Zahra's mother nor has she ever hated her mother.Zahra apologized to her because Zahra already thought that she did not love Zahra.

Zahra's hand was getting stronger to convince her mother not to feel guilty.

"mom now Zahra is an adult, Zahra should also know who Zahra's father really is"

"how did mom tell you Ra?"

Venti paused for a moment to remember something.it seemed like he was still holding something related to Bram.

Venti tried to get up from his seat and stepped towards the large enough wooden cabinet located in the corner of his room.

he opened a black bag under a pile of clothes, venti picked up a small book with a leather cover.

the book looked worn out due to age, he also picked up a bracelet with a black strap and a BV in the middle.

"what is mom? "

Zahra walked up to her mother

"it's mom's diary, I think I'm keeping something here"

his hand flipped the old book sheet.once the movement of his hand stopped looking at one of the book sheets there is a photo attached with his biodata.

he placed a ribbon on the book sheet with the photo and closed the book again.

"you can use this book as a guide to find the whereabouts of your father, in this book there is a picture of him even complete with his bio"

Zahra took the book

"and here's her bracelet, I'm sure she still remembers this bracelet"

the bracelet is a Bram gift to Venti they have the same bracelet with the initials of the first letter of their name, BV

"to know her mother married and moved to town B "

Zahra was surprised that the city her mother called was the city where Zahra now lives and works but she did not tell her mother about it.

most likely it could be a clue for him.

"mom still keeps all this? "

"whatever happens in the mother's life, even the person who is part of the mother's life all the mothers put in the book and the bracelet the mother never threw it away"

Venti stepped towards the small cupboard beside his bed.

he took the scissors in the closet drawer, slowly he untied his hair and cut the ends of his hair quite a lot.

"what did you do?"

Zahra was amazed at why her mother cut her hair

"please save this mother's haircut, son"

"make what mom? "

"this can be used for DNA tests, if one day you find someone whose characteristics and data are the same as those in the mother's book"

Venti handed Zahra his haircut

"Zahra's sure you can meet the guy"

" try my son hoping you can meet him"

Venti really hopes Zahra can find Bram even though it is like looking for a needle in the hay.

"mom, can Zahra ask you something? "

"yes Ra"

Venti again sat on the edge of the bed and tied his hair, which Zahra followed.

"do you still love that man? "

zahra asked curiously because Venti still kept something related to the man.

"the mother was very fond of him also loved him even our relationship was established for quite a long time until finally the mother's parents had a debt to the parents of Zahira's father. that's what makes the mother in a match with Adam and since the presence of Zahira the mother does not love him anymore. mother focus on Adam and Zahira mas"

Zahra just nodded not asking anymore

"bu Zahra can not linger here Zahra is afraid that mother will be angry father"

Zahra undoes his intention to stay here he is afraid that his mother will also be the target of his father's anger, given the condition of his mother who has not fully recovered.

"well, take care of yourself, well, I love you so much"

Venti hugged Zahra and kissed the head of the girl.

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