I WISH THERE WAS HAPPINESS
CHAPTRE 10

I was already standing in front of the archive storage room, a shadow of soaring dust haunting me. I inserted the key, before opening the door I inhaled a few breaths, closing my eyes.

Once again convince myself that there will be nothing that will make me scream in there. Besides dust, I also do not like the spider web that usually formed freely in between the room, besides that I was also never ordinary in a narrow and dark room.

I always avoid such places, I never even turn off the lights in my room. I held the doorknob, then opened it I circulated my vision to all corners of the room, unlike what I imagined it to be the archive room was not that bad.

I went inside, there I was presented with high iron shelves, filled with thousands of large document maps with various information on the front, fortunately this room is equipped with lights that illuminate every corner of this room.

All neatly arranged, adjusted to the time the projects took place. This company has long been established, the stored data is certainly a lot, I could have looked for it through the data that has been loaded on the computer, but unfortunately the data is not complete.

After a long time around the iron shelves, I found a ladder, there is also a table that makes it very easy for me to write.

I started looking for the data I needed, from the general start to the specific information of every data I needed, all the information was nothing I missed. I try to find even small details.

My eyes were dry, it seemed like I had been searching for data for too long. Countless more how many sheets of paper I have read and how many maps of documents I have brought, because the pile I have researched and read looks very high.

I even missed my break, remembering not having eaten, I sat on the floor, lowered my head and closed my eyes to find my concentration again. After a while like that I continued.

I was tired, my vision was blurred, plus I was hungry because I did not have time to rest. I saw the clock on the wall of the archive storage room, it had been too long since I was in this room.

While compiling the data onto the iron shelf, I accidentally dropped the document map, messed it all up, I dropped myself on the floor. “Gosh ...,” mumbled.

Complete already today, it felt like crying, screaming at the universe that can not cooperate with me, at a time like this it is natural that I ask for mercy on the universe.

I saw a cell phone, lots of incoming messages from Dita and Joseph. The messages came without me caring before, even the voice of the notification I did not hear.

Dita: Nda, where are you? Have you eaten yet?

Dita: The cave was to your room,

Dita: but there was only the attached grandmother who was odd with Rangga.

Dita: Where are you? It's going home.

Dita: Cave, don't find you anywhere.

Taken: Sorry, cave home first yes.

Dita: If you're still in the office, you can go home.

Dita's messages, I accidentally ignored, I no longer have energy, I'm really tired. Dita already knew about my quarrel with Dara, she also already knew I called it by the name of “grandmother lampir”, and she also followed me by calling her with the same name. I did not reply to Joseph's message, he must have been downstairs, waiting for me.

Joseph: Lu is still in the office, ‘ right?

Joseph: How come you're not out yet? The others came down.

Joseph: Where are you?

Joseph: Rinda, go home!

Joseph: You're not papa, are you?

Father: Rin.

Joseph: If you don't go out, the cave comes in.

Joseph: Bodo very, cave in, Rin.

Joseph: Lu dong bales.

Joseph: Cave worried, tired.

I didn't rush to reply to those messages, because I had to secure this room first. As a result of my carelessness, I had to clean up this room twice, I started to tidy up the mess I had made.

My sweat is pouring, because I'm not comfortable in such a messy room. I started having trouble breathing, my hands were unceasingly shaking, my chest was pounding violently, it seemed that I was weak with this, also because I had not had time to eat anything yet.

***

The familiar voice of the man in my ear made me turn to him, I was sure that my appearance was a mess. How else, I also do not like to be like this, all I do is to fulfill orders that I cannot refuse.

“Yes God, Rin. Lu shoots really, have you eaten yet you?” asked Rangga, seeing me concerned.

I shook my head, didn't have time to answer, I couldn't say anything, I was too tired.

“Udah tomorrow again, Rin. Now go home, Rin. Gua thought you had come home from earlier, but the cave clay bag you are still in the chair, the cave was to the office bentar, it turns out that you are still here,” he said.

“But this is not finished, there are still many,” I said softly.

“Who will be able to find this one day, Rinda. This data is a lot, already tomorrow again,” he said again.

“Tomorrow holiday,” I said.

“Jeez, your wayward, it's already later. Now go home, keep eating, spit, Rin!” emphatically.

Because of Rangga's compulsion, I keep the data back that I will examine next, Rangga helps me clean up the remaining data scattered, he was anxious because he saw I was still carefully cleaning the data one by one.

I tidied up the things I had brought from my room, the data I had researched was neatly arranged in my agenda book. I went out with Rangga and locked back the door of the archive storage room. I went back to my room after a long day of living, put my agenda book and my phone in my bag, then got out.

I went down to the lobby using the elevator because if I forced down through the emergency stairs I could not, it turned out that the situation outside was quiet. Rangga accompanied me in the elevator, he also came down to go home.

I was silent, Rangga also did not invite me to talk, it seems like he also understood, I was exhausted and hungry. I grabbed my phone, remembered Dita's message I haven't had time to reply, then replied to her.

The elevator had reached the lobby, we both went out together to go home, outside the lobby Joseph was waiting for me, today Joseph's schedule picked me up. He brought my favorite drink, and some chocolate snacks in his hand.

Looks like he stopped by the supermarket first when I didn't come out. I approached Joseph, he must have been waiting for me for a long time.

“Rin, cave first yes,” part Rangga.

“Iya, thanks yes,” reply.

I waved at Rangga, who was already walking to the office parking lot down there. I turned my attention to Joseph.

“We find a seat first, lu puket,” invite Joseph, but his tone sounds different.

I followed. “Lu has been a long time, waiting for the cave? Sorry yes?” my regrets.

Joseph looked at me. “Iya, long,” reply. Joseph's face looked grim, made the atmosphere more gripping, my heart more slashed to see him silent, was he angry?

We arrived at the seat that was in front of the supermarket, I sat in one of his chairs, immediately I slumped my head onto the table. I heard Joseph also sitting in a chair, putting his luggage on the table.

“Lu from earlier saw HP no, anyway? Called no-answer, where did you go from earlier?” tanyakanya.

“Nggak sepet hold HP cave,” lirihku.

“Because of being with him,” he said, ketus.

“Hah?!” I was immediately aghast, looking into his eyes, disbelieving Joseph's question.

“Whose was it?” ask her again, don't bother me at all.

“Hah, who is which?” my question, don't understand.

“That came down earlier,” answered.

“Oh, Rangga.” Answer's short.

“He is ready you?” she asked, cynical, I looked back into her eyes.

“Who, Rangga? He's got a cave division, but he's got a lot of work on the field. Today there was a meeting, so he came from the morning,”.

“Oh,” answer. He gave me the drink he opened. “Don't be too tight with him,” he said again. “He's a guy,” he added. “Don't deket the same other guys, besides the cave,” he continued. “Denger, no!” Voice's up.

Oh my God, what is this ordeal? What happened to Joseph's attitude? Why can't anyone understand my situation? Why isn't he quiet? Especially this? I'm really tired. How do I react to it? Today was really exhausting.