I WISH THERE WAS HAPPINESS
THE CHAPTER 20

“Pelan-pelan aja, no one will *nyomot* your chicken,”, said Joseph when he saw me eat in a hurry.

We were at the restaurant, Joseph hurriedly brought me here, just after my stomach had sounded.

“Whispering!” myrag.

“Why? Are you still ashamed of that? But, the cave will also be embarrassed *sih*, if kayak is like that, even though the cave has already shadowed the most romantic scene, eh..,” he said, laughing.

“Can diem, can't you? Eat a meal, do not swipe up the past,” my grumbling, nothing, I am embarrassed half to die if I remember that.

“Duh god, the past, he said. Your game, like I've never been married to aja's child,” he said.

“Udah!” myrag.

“Ya already cave *mah*, do not need *salting* so dong, red *tuh* cheek, ‘kan kemes, curiosity has increased five thousand percent,” he said.

“Rese, lu! Eat, no need to eat cave,” my protest.

“Ngak ah, it's a pity diemin beautiful girl again eat,” he replied.

“Uhuk ... uhuk ...” I patted my own chest, it hurt so much.

“*Tuh*, *tuh*, have been said slowly, sprains, ‘kan. Rasain!” said it.

I who was in front of him directly threw a straw towards his body, I did not accept with that excessive laughter. I put on an annoyed face, but neither did he stop his behavior, I was annoyed and hurriedly held a glass filled with drinks.

“Hey, hold! Don't flush the cave, geez!” he covered his head with both hands.

“Nut, if the cave says diem, yes diem! Don't even become,” my nagging.

“OK, this is diem,” said.

“Do not laugh again, *mingke*!” myrag.

“Masa *mingkem*, anyway,” protest.

“Whispering!” my spray.

Finally he was silent, and just looking at me, I understand he was just trying to calm me from the tension in the plane earlier, but if constantly teased like this, I also feel cocky.

I am very grateful for his presence, so that I can go home with my state of heart that has improved, and is ready to do activities as usual again.

“Lu not off tomorrow?” tanyakanya.

“No, the cave was told to enter, and immediately charged with cooperation of the cave boss, hate the cave,” I replied, suddenly annoyed with the message I received earlier from Miss Labil.

“The name is also work in the hands of people, Rin, patience, if not strong, just wave your hands and the cave is ready for your marriage,” he said.

“Apaan, much very, lu *ngebet* very keen cave nikain *tuh*, why *sih*?” my many.

“Yes no why, than each other, dear, mending the same cave, which is already very clear this in plain sight, and again, again, the affection of the cave to you can make one country,” he said, ridiculous.

“Tau didn't you? You're like it keeps on, it doesn't seem like it, Jo,” I said.

“Wet, the cave is not not sellable, the cave does not accept new people, the heart of the cave is full of you, if you do not believe, you just*nih* cave chest,” he said, puffing his chest.

I immediately saw the table, my eyes caught a knife, and I took it with me. “Sini, Jo, deketan, let the cave easy to split, the cave needs proof of the problem,” I said, bring the body closer to Joseph.

“Rin, that's dangerous, down, Rin, you don't have to prove it until you get it, swear down, really, really,” he said, while pushing the chair he was sitting in, away from my reach.

“Lain time, if you say *tuh* try to think first, do not just make a sound,” my nagging, then save the knife I just pointed at Joseph.

Joseph stroked his chest. “Serful place, you in Surabaya found what *dah*?” tanyakanya.

“Ampun,” he said, putting his hands together. “But, the cave wants to be serious first,” he continued.

“What else do you want, the cave needs to grab a saw not *nih*?” I said, making him frown.

“Jeez, really bar-bar, ah really this is serious first, dengerin first try. Lu, there is a long holiday not these decks?” tanyakanya.

“Emang what's wrong?” I asked back.

“You took a vacation,” he replied, smiling happily.

“*Weekend* it's ‘kan long holiday, Monday national holiday,” I said.

“Oh, bener.” His eyes were round and round. “Oke, holiday yuk, you are ready, need a new energy charge,” invite.

“Hhm ... See only *dah*,” replied me.

“Must want, gua maksa,” said, memelas.

“Cause first,” reply.

“But, really Rin, the cave wants a vacation with you, it has been a long time not our vacation,” he said.

“Gosh, the cave can not promise, the cave is afraid suddenly there is an impromptu event,” I replied.

“Yes, do not play with others, same cave, cave maksa *nih*,” he said again, a little whining.

“Ih, the cave of disgust,” I said. “Udah *deh*, cave home first,” added.

Joseph immediately moved from his seat. “Eh, you ate it already done?” he asked suddenly, then sat down.

“Udah, you do not see this live bone, your eyes can not see what?” my nag.

She laughs. “*Sorry*, you are more fun to look at than the chickens,” he replied.

“Bany talking, quarry ah, lu anterin cave no? If you don't want to, aja pesen taxi cave,” I said.

“Eh, no, this cave is ready, come,” take it, grab my hand and pull me, leave the chair, I am not ready to be surprised, to the point that I did not have time to clean the table.

Joseph did not let go of his grip, instead swinging our hands, like a child walking with his friends. After Joseph finished paying, we went out and left the restaurant.

Joseph took me near his car which he parked not far from the restaurant, I did not flinch, I was enjoying all sorts of affection that Joseph gave me. I do not deny, I need Joseph and all his sweet treatment, which sometimes irritates me also with his miraculous behavior.

“Please enter Princess, do not forget to wear her shoes, right foot first, look out *cop*,” he said, smiling ignorantly.

“Gua felt the angkot ride, thank you Mang,” reply me, make his face bend, pretend to be angry, but still painstakingly help me to pair *seat belt*.

“Times already this handsome, named the same Mamang angkot,” whine.

“Ngak pantes, I swear, cepetan *dah*, cave want to rest,” I said.

“Ready!” he shouted, directly running to the side of the steering door.

Joseph was by my side, ready to take me home, today it was mixed. But, eventually my tension was slowly replaced with the loving feeling that Joseph gave me.

Joseph's car was always warm and gave me peace of mind, until I slowly began to close my eyes. I've been tired of withholding every symptom on my body, for some time now, I've spent with fear of my own body's reaction.

Joseph did not make a sound, but his hand I could feel was gently stroking my hand. Justifying my head to get back in a comfortable position, I had not fallen asleep, until I could still feel it.

Hopefully I can still survive a little more, to be honest I am tired of my condition. But, I also can not do much, it's my own fault that can not create calm, hopefully tomorrow I can be better prepared and try to live more calmly again.