I WISH THERE WAS HAPPINESS
CHAPTRE 15

The hanging speech was still no follow-up, even though I was ready to listen. But, did not expect Joseph's jacket would be warm like this when occupied, the big XL-sized jacket was comfortably held in the grass.

I looked at him, intending to rest my head on his sturdy shoulder, but there was doubt I felt. After all, she's been missing for a week, so many questions in my mind.

“This dong, the same cave deck, you really want to go far in the cave, what is it? Tega bener lu,” he said, while looking at me with a clear look.

“Oath to God, you really mode, don't need a lot of drama deh,” I said, annoyed, but I also can't refuse, I shifted my body to be closer to him.

“Rin ..” he said, he will finally continue again, I can't wait to hear what he wants to tell me.

“Apaan?” I asked, straightforward, afraid he would hang up his words again.

“Kalo in mathematics section statistics, tuh mode values that often appear, during the cave life, you happen to often appear wherever the cave is, Li. Lu who often appears at the head of the cave and you are also never lost from the heart of the cave, so actually the acting mode is you, not the cave. And until now and so on will always you mode in cave life,” explained Joseph, expressing his heart indirectly.

“Oh, that is, okay, okay, can be dreadful as well you, use all the statistics for dreadlocks, tired deh,” teasekku.

Joseph's words did sound ludicrous, but somehow it was also what attracted me to bravely lean on him. I slowly rested my head on her shoulder, I was no longer awkward, I even more close my body to her, until her signature perfume smelled and I was comfortable with her presence.

“Gua is not dreadful, it's a reality that sometimes you never realize, even though the cave is already handsome gini, you actually-ener dah. But, no problem, as long as you are the same cave, you will be the purpose of cave prayers,” he said.

“Had, still, you actually learned the dreadlocks from where the hell, horrified?” ledek.

Joseph chuckled, grabbed me with his arms and I grabbed him, I couldn't resist. Joseph disappeared, and now I can finally enjoy all the attention Joseph has brought back. Want as hard as I dodge, in fact I do miss the figure of Joseph, miss, I miss, I finally dare to admit it.

Joseph pulled my chin so that my face would face him, so that our faces would face each other. I was still in his arms, he looked at me with a gentle and sincere smile, I returned his gaze with a thundering heartbeat.

He hugged me more, gradually raising his face with my face, I smiled. He brought his face closer to mine, then he touched my nose with his nose, rubbed it gently, until our breath greeted each other.

We chuckled, laughing at our ridiculous behavior. He treated me like a precious jewel, Joseph always put my comfort first. That's what ultimately makes me feel lost when there's no one around me.

Joseph did not let go of his embrace, making my heart overgrown with flowers that miraculously bloomed, there was a distinct euphoria when Joseph treated me that way.

“Lu realize no, we always hug in this park?” ask Joseph. We circulated the gaze to the vast expanse of grass in front of us.

“Aware of the cave, at that time, the cave again lost control, again crazy, you also found the cave here, but at that time how can you know the cave is here?” my answer.

I remember the most chaotic moment of my life, when Joseph found me in this garden, crying and screaming. Joseph came to provide the same comfort as today.

“What the cave does not know about you, wherever you go, you will always be on the cave radar,” he said.

I looked into his eyes, not believing his words. “Today really sweet you?” I honestly wasn't ready for an answer that was out of my control, nor was I ready to accept the thrill caused by every one of her magical answers.

“Kangen cave,” flow.

I smiled, never expecting Joseph to express all his feelings. He held my hand again, his hand always felt comfortable when we were linked together like this.

“So we're better?” ask Joseph.

“Heem,” answer.

I cannot express my feelings directly like Joseph, there are mountains of selfishness that I cannot climb. For the time being let me know Joseph's feelings, I need not share this thumping feeling that is rumbling in the chest.

“Lu want to not, our relationship is taken even further?” ask Joseph.

“How far?” my many.

“As far as the cave can go,” he replied.

“Nggak ah, the cave still enjoys the relationship now, kayak gini relationship, the relationship that has not been too attached,” I replied, while playing her fingers.

“But if the cave wishes more, can not?” ask again.

I still rested my head on her shoulder, the longer it became more comfortable. But to tie up a relationship, maybe as long as I'm not sure which of his best decisions I would prefer our friendship. I will keep my feelings until one day I am ready to accept my feelings and the feelings of another human being in my life.

“Kalo would like to see a good story of friendship that many people know, there is Prince William and Kate Middleton. They were also originally because of one school, continued our kayak tenan, continued dah tuh, they became a couple who lived in the palace. If we see from the story, the cave here there are you, you also cement the cave from when the day too. Could be times yes, we continue,” he said, hoping.

“Your parable is good, but the cave can't be Kate Middleton,” I reply.

“Gua also can not kayak Prince William, continue to take you to the palace. But, the cave is always able to take you to the future of the cave, so that the cave can be with you continue,” he replied.

“Yes enjoy being rich now,” I said.

“But, Eli. Sahabatan person, where does anyone get a kiss?” he said, reminding me of the incident that happened in bianglala, when we went to the night market together the other day.

“There, we. But sorry, it's not a kiss yes, you just nempelin your lips the same lips cave, nothing more,” my rebuttal.

“Oh yes, we are different yes. But it's a kiss, a kiss too, besides you don't refuse too,” reply.

“We are we, anyways just kiss doang, ‘kan?” I said.

“I-iya anyway, why do you expect more?” joseph asked ignorant, but I was a little surprised to hear his question.

“Ng ... not so also ...,” whine.

“Uhuk ..., uhuk ...” Joseph coughed, he looked tired, but from then on he was fine.

I patted his back. “Kok you cough? The feeling from just now bae-bae aja, why suddenly can cough sampe kayak gini? Well, where there is no more drinking,” I said, panicking.

“Sick cave,” she said,

“Hah?! What pain? Why not know the cave? Well, worse you,” I said, surprised, and increasingly panicked.

“Sick cave pas udah nganterin you home that time, cave ‘kan go home after the rain. Why not ngabarin you? Yes, you think, the head of the cave is dizzy, see the HP of the cave can not, crazy, difficult it becomes. Boro-boro inget ngasih tau lu,” explained.

“Nyebelin you! Kirain your cave where? Suddenly said mysteriously abis fighting. But not severe ‘kan pain?” my protest. Now that I know the truth, I know the reason why he hasn't heard in a week.

“Ngak just the same common fever cough colds, that's it. The cave does not say without reason, you think the cave can live without you,” chirpednya.

“Ya ..!” my screams can't stand Joseph's pranks that haven't stopped since.

“Heh, why yell? If anyone is horrified, the cave will be thought to kill you,” he said.

“Stop can?” tanyaku.

“What stops?” god, he looks to stumble at a smile, satisfied to tease me.

“Ih, don't like it, stop being ridiculous,” I said.

“Basic lu,” said. “Udah very late, go home yuk, danger if kemaleman here,” invite him.

“Emang why is it so easy still here?” my question, wonder.

“Ngak papa, afraid I ngereog aja, keep shouting aing maung ..” chandelier.

I laugh. “Ngapain scared, live cave bales aja, aing teu sieun ...,” reply.

I looked into Joseph's eyes, then we laughed, and threw dry grass around us.

“Udah, already, danger, disperse, disperse,” he said, as he moved from his seat, not forgetting to help me stand up.

Today it is as if all fret has been destroyed, hearing such an evocative word, in which we throw each other in the mountains adorned with such a beautiful and magnificent view. This kind of atmosphere may be a beautiful beginning in the story of my life and Joseph, may all that I muster be treated with abundant happiness.