I WISH THERE WAS HAPPINESS
CHAPTRE 2

A short message came from someone who I thought had no life, because his daily life was only spent with my possession. I was actually caught off guard with him, but how else, the person I know is just him.

Crown Prince: Woy, read it?

SonCrown: Heh, you think the cave message is a digital newspaper, bales woy!

Nih, people are not very impatient, I swear, dah, I grumbled in my heart.

In the middle of my thumb typing a reply message for her, she called me, impatient because she did not get a reply. Although I was caught off guard, but I couldn't ignore it, with a heavy heart I received a phone call from him.

I accepted. “For so long you, where are you?” ask her across there, I quietly did not answer.

“Don't pretend snobs don't beat you, cepetan say where are you now?” his insistence.

“Taxi, no patience very, anyway, wonder!” answer, furious.

“Taxi?!” The guy over there, accidentally yelling, made me keep the phone out of my ear.

He can never be sweet, just once. Yes, he's a man named Joseph Salim, he's been with me from a long time. He's a nosy, cheerful guy, and sometimes a little crazy. He was about 178 cm tall, his nose was like a slide on the playground, he said he was handsome, but not to me.

We were one Junior High School and High School, when we went to college we chose a different university, but we were still very familiar. He always called me first, we never broke up, always told each other.

“Yes! why are you yelling, huh?” reprimand me, annoyed, until the driver in front of me glanced through the windshield.

“Ngapain in taxi, bye? Where are you going? Tumbenan is still morning out of the house, where are you going?” lick Joseph.

“Lu can not nanya one-on-one, buset dah, it's mouth has already defeated the mothers of batagor nawar complex,” I said, did not answer the question.

“Yeuh, even nagging, where are you going? From earlier the question of the cave is called doang,” he said, I can hear him breathing rough, maybe annoyed also because I did not answer.

“Interview, the cave has already discussed this, when is your same day, ‘kan? Why else, wonder,” I replied.

“Oh, go by yourself? Why not connect the cave?” ask Joseph again.

“Because the cave is able, yes the cave goes itself, why hakutin lu, who are in the same cave you,” I replied.

“Sensi very, yes already, if it is done, later kabarin cave,” the door.

“Make what? Repot really, should ngabarin you,” I replied, ketus.

“You what cake, it's up to the cave,” he replied, annoying once.

“Yeu, if there is no purpose, what do you do,” I said.

“Rese lu, cave pick up, go home with cave later,” he said.

It did not feel, during a conversation with Joseph via phone, I had reached the destination. I looked out the window, saw a towering building there, the nervous thump that had disappeared, suddenly I felt it again.

“Gua has arrived, later the cave again, dah,” I said.

“Heem, whatever,” I concluded, then ended Joseph's phone call.

Before I got out of the taxi, I looked at the building, I didn't expect to come to a place like this. My days are always spent in my room, it's not a convincing start for me. I exhaled in a furious breath, after thanking the taxi driver, I finally got out.

***

Once again I saw the building, now I can see without being hindered by the windshield of the car, the company building looks very majestic, tall and large. Despite the doubts, I started to step slowly until I got right in front of the company lobby.

I looked around, stepped inside. There I saw the reception desk right in the middle of the lobby. On the left and right side, there are banners that inform the vision and mission of the company, and there are wooden sculptures in the shape of half a human body stored on the reception desk, it looks like the face of the owner of the company.

I continued my steps, my goal was the reception desk, which I was looking at from a distance, I had to ask the interview venue. The company I went to was wide, I didn't know which way to go, I needed a clue.

“Excuse me,” my bro, upon arrival at the table at the female receptionist.

“Yes, can I help you?” asked the friendly receptionist, I saw the name tag on her chest, saying Rania, I assume if that's her name.

“I got a job interview invitation from this company, I ... where should I go?” ask awkward.

“Please, go up to the second floor. Later someone directs, just wait with other interview participants. You can use the elevator or use the emergency stairs that are on the left,” replied Rania, while pointing at the elevator and emergency stairs with her hands, politely.

I was scared, not because of his place on the second floor, but hearing not only that I was going to the job interview, I was worried. I guess I'm the only one called today, hearing not only myself, my mind went blank, to be honest I wasn't ready to meet a lot of people.

For a moment I was pensive to hear his explanation. I was already inside a large company, I even saw people walking back and forth wearing semi-formal clothes. I'm getting restless, I've never been in a place where there were a lot of people at once.

“Thank you,” I said, smiling awkwardly.

“Thank you again,” she replied, putting both hands together to salute, also returning my smile.

“Excuse me,” pamitku.

“Please.”

***

I left the lobby, and proceeding straight to the emergency stairs, I ventured up the emergency stairs, I set my foot there. At every step of the way, I tried to calm my heart, I tried hard to prepare myself, for all the possibilities that I would meet on the second floor later.

I took another step, trying to definitely climb one rung to the other. The next steps are more thrilling, the stairs are left behind a lot, while up there are only a few more steps left. My heart grew more anxious, a moment later my body started to tremble, my palms were sweating coldly.

Before finishing my steps on the last rung of the stairs, I kept quiet for a while, controlling myself so as not to be unsteady in the crowd. To be honest, I wasn't worried about the interview session, I was worried about how many other humans I would face.

I began to regret my decision to attend the job interview this time, but I couldn't turn right, and ran away from the opportunity, even though I wanted to.

With my condition like this, I doubted my existence, my legs began to weigh, my heart was pounding, it was difficult for me to control. The harder I forced my steps, the more trembling my body was, I tried to calm down, and held onto my chest.

I looked forward, my heart was calm I never got, the more upset, my feelings did not want to cooperate, I still remained doubtful with my decision.

Do the cave go home again, yes, this can not nih, the cave can not be like gini, my mind.