Idol Nanny
Apprehension

The full moon looks beautiful in the sky Situbondo. The reflection of the light makes the sea water look shiny at night. The waves sounding earthy with the wind that blows friendly. The air around the beach was quite cold, but all that did not make a girl's move stop. Yes, that girl is Fina. He walked along the shore to drive away the worry of his heart. He did not care even though the atmosphere there was quite quiet.

"Am I wrong to choose a life partner?" he murmured with a straight forward look. For quite a long time he was pensive there while observing the natural scenery that was before him.

Fina continued her steps after being there for quite a while. He walked along the stretch of white sand on the beach until in the end he had to stop because there were a pair of legs that blocked his path. Fina held her head up to see who was standing before her.

"What's wrong?" It turns out that the pair of legs belonged to Benny. He asked the girl in a calm tone.

Only the eyes of disappointment answered that question. Heavy breathing sounds there. Without saying a word, Fina chose to leave before Elzayin's father. He continued his steps until he arrived at the long bench near the resort.

Benny understood that the girl he thought of as black soy malika was not okay. He could only remain silent while waiting for the master to let out his unrest. The handsome widower was worried because Fina did not return to the hall. He decided to quit the event to look for the existence of his future life companion. After walking around the hotel, Benny found him on the beach.

"Say, what makes you like this?" benny asked after sitting on Fina's side. He looked at that pretty face from the side.

"I was suddenly in doubt about all of this," Fina replied with a straight forward look. His voice sounded vibrating.

"Do you doubt you chose me?" ask Benny to ascertain the direction and purpose of Fina's words.

"Yes. I was suddenly in doubt with you, after what I saw a while ago," replied Fina while looking at Benny at a glance. Not long after that his gaze returned straight ahead.

"Fin, don't think bad first" Benny argued.

"What do you expect from my thinking? I'm not used to seeing like you did. In front of me alone, you shamelessly do saweran with biduan, especially later if behind me." Fina looked at Benny fixedly. The look in his eyes revealed a flash of anger blending with disappointment.

"It's precisely because there's you that I dare to do it, Fin. I intentionally did this in front of you. If behind you I do not dare, for fear that there will be misunderstanding, if you know from others. There will definitely be a story added from the person," explained the handsome widower.

"Is this how Mr. Ben got Mrs Renata first? Will this situation not be repeated if we get married?" fina's Cecar.

"You're wrong to think that way. Renata and I never did what you saw. We don't need to talk about what happened in the past. We must keep moving towards the future. Now come on, what else is it that's making her fret this way?" ask Benny carefully.

"Can we postpone this relationship until I'm sure Mr Benny is the best?" The pretty girl looked serious.

"Why should that be?" ask Benny. The handsome widower had yet to understand the complexity of what was actually shackling the mind of the girl beside him.

Fina moved from her place. He walked towards a large rock not far from his current place. Benny followed Fina until the beautiful girl leaned her hips on the giant rock.

"I'm just afraid of feeling a broken heart before falling in love. You know for yourself, if I have never been in a relationship with any man. You have to be disappointed before you feel how beautiful it is to fall in love" said the beautiful girl in a trembling voice.

"I'm not ready to feel the pain of what you're doing in the future. In fact, at this time I do not understand how I feel about you. How it feels to love even if I don't know." The beautiful girl's tears started to shed due to the feeling that was bubbling in her chest.

Benny just kept quiet after hearing the unrest of his girlfriend's heart. Of course in this case Benny could understand how the doubt of the beautiful girl.

"Then how can I be sure that you love me and are not playing around, like with two women I've seen?" Fina's voice rose after seeing Benny.

"You just haven't felt it yet, honey. You don't know how big I feel about you. Come ... don't close your heart to my status. Try to accept me sincerely so that you can feel how much I love you" Benny explained as he touched the smooth cheek.

Fina was stunned after hearing all the heart expressions of the man standing before her. Yes, it is true what was said by Benny, if he was still hesitant and still fortified himself from the man he considered the crocodile. The girl was at a loss for words to refute that long explanation. He could only cry to bring out all the stifling feeling of the chest.

"Don't cry like this. Never be afraid to be next to me because I will protect you as hard as I can" Benny said, grabbing Fina's hands and holding her tightly.

Fina grew even more weeping after Benny landed a friendly kiss on the back of his hand and after that, suddenly Benny clenched his body tightly. Either because of the khilaf or because of the atmosphere felt there, the handsome widower landed kisses many times on the head covered with the veil.

"After this you must believe and be confident in this relationship. Don't listen to bad news from others how I am. Maybe after marriage there will be someone who tries to destroy us," said Benny with a hand that never stop wiping the beautiful girl's back.

Fina's cry was getting louder. Of course this managed to make Benny feel surprised. He unraveled his hold and afterwards dipped some of the iner's closed forehead. Fina's cry became even more after getting a sweet treatment from Benny.

"What's up, Fin? What makes you like this?" ask Benny in surprise.

"Huaa ... My father has made my sins even greater. How about an angel record all of this as a bad deed!" said Fina on the sidelines sobs her tears.

"sin? What have I done?" Benny was confused to see the girl in front of him.

Fina hit Benny's chest a few times with a sobbing that never stopped. Of course this situation makes Benny more dizzy. Intentions want to calm down, but the opposite happens.

"Sir Benny must hurry to marry me! You've done something out of bounds! I hugged and kissed him a few times. You land crocodile! Just get a chance! This is not true, Mr Ben! Not true! Astagfirullah, remember sir! We're not muhrim!" murmured Fina while wiping her tears.

Benny was stunned after learning the reason that made Fina hysterical. She did not expect that what had happened a few minutes ago was the trigger for Fina's cry. Truly, Fina had managed to tear his heart apart.

"God! This girl is very old. Just because of that, she was hysterically like she had lost her chastity!" benny's mind with a look that can not be separated from Fina.

...🌹To Be Continued 🌹...

...Othor would like to write this part😆Entahlah because apa🤣...

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...While waiting for the author up, I also read the work of the author Hilmiath with the title Atmosphere😍Do not read it...

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