Look at me, my man!
Still the same
Bianca stared at the ceiling, the dark-looking clouds further added to the pain in Bianca's heart, she took the tea in front of her. Then sip. Before long, there was the sound of the door opening, and he knew, it was Sello coming to their apartment.
it's been 5 years, for 5 years it's all the same. It's just that there's a different attitude of Bianca. One year after they married, Bianca finally gave up, because Sello never changed. Sello remained indifferent, cold and did not consider it to exist. That's why Bianca never expected Sello to change again, and she was self-conscious enough and no longer expected her husband, even though the love was still there, and still passionate.
Only, Bianca tried to be sincere with what happened in her life and since Bianca avoided and was both cold to Sello, Selo rarely went home to their apartment. Sello just went home to get the clothes or the files that were there. And if Sello comes home, Bianca will stay in her room.
There are certain moments, where Sello and Bianca must pretend to be okay, namely in front of their respective families. Actually, two years after their marriage, Bianca invites Sello to separate, because he can't stand things like. But, Sello refused, citing their respective families.
And finally, they both made a deal. They will pretend to be okay in front of their families. Back then, Bianca was too scared, to ask why Sello had changed. That was why, Bianca did not ask anything and only agreed to what Sello said.
So did Sello, he freed Bianca to go with anyone, to do anything and would not forbid Bianca to do anything. And now, their relationship is really just a wedding on paper.
Sello is scared of Gabriel and Bianca waiting for a miracle. Though she knew, her husband's heart was no longer hers. And Bianca's trying to be okay. Several times Bianca tried to open her heart to another man. But can't, let alone Bianca is a very closed person and never want to tell anyone anything.
Maria's health is not okay. Maria's health has deteriorated over the past few years. That is why, Bianca does not want to burden the mother with her affairs, that is why she tries to keep the condition of the mother stable.
In the end, after the talk happened Bianca completely changed like. He never rebuked Sello again. In fact, when they passed each other in the apartment, neither Sello nor Bianca ever really chatted with each other.
And from the moment the deal happened, Bianca never wanted to find out anything more about her husband, where her husband was, and what her husband did, Bianca did not want to look weak again in front of Sello.
He tried to busy himself with activities as a doctor. Although there were times when Bianca felt bad. But, Bianca remains Bianca. How strong the wound hit him, how much pain he felt in front of others, he still looks cheerful.
Time showed at 08:00 p.m., Bianca woke up from her sleep. He looked at the clock, then sighed. It turned out that after daydreaming in the afternoon, he unconsciously fell asleep on the mat.