Look at me, my man!
The dark side of Roland

“Mayra, it's been 2 hours but you still haven't bought anything. Then why did you take me shopping,” said Bianca he grumbled annoyed at Mayra, because from then on Mayra just circled around unclear.

“Bianca, to be honest. I remember my cat, I was afraid they weren't fed.” Bianca stopped her steps then she turned her head towards Mayra.

“You're so weird, you took me shopping but you're still worried about your cat.” Bianca continued to nag, until suddenly Bianca thought of something.

“Not your cat has a nanny," said Bianca, who recently recalled that Mayra had a cat nanny.

“I've fired, because the cost of my cat nanny is very high," replied Mayra with origin.

“Omong empty what it is, even your family alone ... Ah you've made me lazy, let's go home." In the end Bianca decided to go home, even more so she wanted to rest.

***

“Bianca did you stop by first?” mayra asked when they reached the mansion, because Mayra had not brought a car, Bianca finally drove Mayra home first.

“Not later, just say hello to uncle Gabriel and aunt Amelia,” replied Bianca.

“You don't want to send greetings to Selo?” mayra asked teasingly.

“Mulutmu Mayra!” Mayra laughed then the woman got out of the car. Then after that walk towards in making Bianca shake her head. Bianca blames her back and runs her car.

After a long journey, finally the car driven by Bianca reached home, Bianca immediately got down from the car and then walked inward.

“Bi!” call Maria. Bianca turned her head and frowned when she saw the face of the mother who was without worry, like she was worried about something.

“What's Mom?’ ask Bianca.

“Cabin ...Come here,” said Maria, she immediately pulled Bianca's hand, sat Bianca on the sofa, until now she and the princess have been sitting next to each other.

“Mommy why, you worry me?” bianca asked who looked in wonder at the mother.

“Mommy just wants to make sure.”

“Sure what, Mommy?" Bianca looked in wonder at the mother.

To be honest, Maria was terrified What if Bianca accepted Selo again, she really wouldn't want Bianca to go back to Selo. In the past, maybe the brother had made the same mistake with Sello, he really did not want the story of Bianca as his brother, even though he used to help Ferhad to get stevia.

“Mommy, you scare me,” Bianca said as Maria remained silent.

“Bianca listen Mommy.” Maria paused for a moment, then clasped Bianca's hand.

“Please don't follow Uncle Ferhad's story.” Bianca was further confused by Mary's swirling speech.

“Mommy, I really don't understand Mommy to the point,” Bianca said again.

“Please, no matter how good Sello is, no matter how much he changes, whether he converts because of you or because of his own wishes, but Mommy really doesn't want you to go back to him. Mommy will never forget the pain when you get hurt, you understand what Mommy.” means A sense of relief immediately reached Mary when she spoke of her complaints.

Bianca shook her head faintly upon hearing the mother's words, she returned Maria's hand. “Mom, do I look stupid?” bianca's question made Maria look at Bianca in surprise.

“You mean, Bi?’

“Mom, when I married Sello, I went through it all with great pain, suffering and great pain. It took me a while to forget her, even when we got divorced I still loved her a little. And now, I'm sincere, I don't want to go back to that pain. In the past, when I was divorced from Sello, maybe other people saw that I was starting to be happy, that I was out of the shadows of the past. But sometimes, I cry. There are times when I blame myself, there are times when I feel like I'm insignificant in anyone's eyes But after many years have passed, I'm starting to make peace with myself. Mommy knows, why am I at peace with myself? because I'm trying to be sincere, because I'm trying to forget everything. When I was down, Daddy always advised me to always forgive those who have hurt me, from which I learned and tried to forget Selo and in the end I enjoyed myself, I was able to start loving myself and now I really think of Selo as a brother, because we are not brothers. Believe me Mom, even though I was nice to Sello there was no intention for me to return to him, because I did not want to feel pain again like before.”

Bianca closed her words with a smile, making Maria also smile Bianca was probably currently convinced that she would not return to Sello, but no one could oppose God's destiny, he said, either Bianca will come back to Selo again or it's not for sure it's just the secret of fate.

“Mommy is grateful, if you think that far we're just afraid you'll get hurt again.”

“But you guys can't fight destiny instead.” Suddenly the sound of Ferhad coming from behind made Maria cluck in annoyance.

“You can be silent no matter what, just keep pumping,” Maria replied.

“Bianca, you sure you don't want to go back to Sello who knows...” Ferhad stopped his words when his face was thrown by a pillow by Maria, she was really fed up with her brother.

“Back there to Turkey,” said Maria who was anxious with her sister.

“Bianca you know, the one who united Stevia's uncle and aunt was your own Mommy, even her ..” Again Ferhad stopped his words, as Maria threw a pillow making Bianca shake her head.

“Ya already Mommy, uncle I went to the room first,” replied Bianca. After saying that, Bianca got up from her seat and went to the room.

“Seeing around, looks like you're a pro once on Selo. Is it because you have made the same mistake?’ maria asked, narrowing her eyes.

“I've been in her position and you, right, who brought me and Stevia together,” not Ferhad said with a laugh, it felt like Maria would really like to hit her sister.

***

“Morning, greet Selo when she is already at the dinner table.”

“Wow, you are so handsome,” Sayra said when she saw her sister.

“Kakak doesn't have a dime,” Sello replied, making Sayra cluck.

Amelia pressed the bell, and one of the hijab-wearing servants came and prepared food for Sello. “Thank you,” said Sello, because Amelia is preparing a special chef who is Muslim to take care of Sello food and will also Selo to the office.

Breakfast was over, Selo said goodbye to his family. He decided to leave early because he had to clean up the data before he met with his staff.

Sello runs his car at a moderate pace, today it feels like he is so excited to lead back to his company. Because when married to Aghnia, Sello was so difficult, even to play money alone Sello always hesitated. In fact, sometimes he is not confident for fear of failing to step up.

But now, Sello is feeling a sense of confidence back in his work and he is confident he can further advance the company he has left behind.

From the glass, he could see Bianca sitting with a man. They even seem to talk warmly. Mood that had improved became worse when he saw the scene.

Sello's breathing suddenly choked, he felt an overwhelming sense of jealousy. But soon Selo smiled bitterly, when he realized he did not deserve to feel jealous and he felt pain when imagining how he used to be Bianca, where at that time he had an affair with Aghnia.

Sello shook his head again, remembering in principle, he would only follow the groove like water. ‘Yes Allah strengthen me.’ Sello sat down, suddenly heard the sound of a horn from the back, apparently the red light had changed with green until Sello returned to run his car.

The zealous spirit to lead the company just disappeared when he saw Bianca with another man, as an ordinary man, of course Sello was afraid that Bianca would find another man.

After a long journey, finally the car driven by Sello arrived at the company, Sello got off the car, the man immediately walked towards the lobby some people looked at Sello with admiration.

Because they had not seen Sello for a long time, and when they saw Sello again, they felt that Sello was many times more handsome and dashing than before.

Sello walked into the room he smiled as he looked at the room, because he missed this place so much, he did not expect that he would set foot in this room again.

Once again Sello smiled when he saw his desk, where there was a signboard that read Muhammad Selo, he took the board and kissed it.

Sello opened his suit, then sat himself in his chair, just about to open the laptop, suddenly Sello stopped his movement, when the door opened and it turns out that the one who entered was Grisya, the kaka.

Grisya entered the room of the sister, carrying a bouquet of flowers, making Selo develop her smile. Sello got up from his seat, then he immediately approached the brother, then hugged his brother.

“Congratulations on the return of your post," said Grisya, as he let go of his embrace.

“Thank you, Brother.” Sello took a bouquet of flowers, kept it on the table and now Grisya was sitting on the sofa, after Sello who was sitting next to Grisya.

“Tumben once brother came here, I'm sure big brother came here not only to give me congratulations,” guess Sello from his brother's movements, he could see something his brother wanted to ask

Grisya cleared her throat, “What exactly are you keeping secret with Nick?’ grisya asked, she immediately flocked her sister with a question. Because, yesterday when Sello called. She was next to her husband. However, when he raised Selo's call, Nick immediately left and it turned off the curiosity in Griysa.

“I'm not hiding anything,” Sello replied.

“Oh, Sello. Come on, I'm a former detective from Nick's movements, I know there is something he is investigating,” Grisya replied, because Grisya was a police officer. However, he decided to quit because he wanted to focus on his family.

“I just want to inquire ...” Sello fell silent again, he was confused what to answer.

“ Why don't you just ask your husband?” ask Sello who immediately changed the subject.

“You think my husband will tell me. Yes already If you don't want to say it.”

“For what I told you,” Sello replied in a bitch, making Grisya cluck in annoyance. Grisya did not want to waste time, until she immediately got up.

“You and my husband are the same. I retracted my congratulations," Grisya said, she turned around and walked out of her room making Selo laugh.

after grisia went Selo resuscitated his body behind his eyes glaring at the ceiling.

When he found out Roland was behind Aghnia's behavior, it felt like Sello wanted to run amok on the man, he wanted to tell Bianca, telling Bianca to stay away from Roland

But after investigating, it wasn't that easy for Sello to teach Roland a lesson. He had to uncover something first, he should not go rash, because the slightest bit he was wrong, Bianca could become a victim of Roland.

Hearing what Aghnia said at the time, Sello was able to conclude that Roland did not love Bianca, but was simply obsessed.

After he recovered, he tried to consult Nick, the kaka-in-law, he tried to find Roland's weakness, and as it turned out, Roland had a lot of criminal records in the past.

But at that time Roland managed to be free because of the power he had. And now her brother-in-law is on the move to look for evidence one by one that could put Roland in jail.

If they misstep, the worst Bianca can be a prisoner, that's why Selo remains patient to continue looking for evidence and not act rashly.

because behind Roland's good-looking face, Roland kept a thousand dark records in the past, some lives lost because of the man's actions.

***

Bianca looked at the clock on her wrist. “Dok, I have to go to the hospital. Thank you for your treat, today," said Bianca, today she's on the morning shift and when buying breakfast to the Cafe, she saw Adrian who also seemed to be eating breakfast until Bianca approached Adrian.

Adrian looks at the clock on his wrist.

“Ya be careful," replied Adrian. “I will take two days off, you can start looking at the video when I operate on patients especially with techniques like yesterday" said Adrian.

Bianca nodded. “See you, Doc.” Bianca turned around, then she walked out of the cafe while Adrian kept staring at Bianca's back and smiled. If asked if he likes Bianca, yes he likes Bianca very much.

Either love or just a liking. He always felt happy when he was close to the woman even more so his daughter was also quite close to Bianca, she said, even when his daughter came to the hospital, Bianca was wanted first because Adrian was a widower.

***

When it was 12pm, Bianca took off her doctor's coat, the woman decided to buy some bread at the supermarket because she did not bring any supplies today. Because her mother is not feeling well.

Bianca came out of her room she greeted some of the nurses she was passing by, and when she got outside Bianca stopped her steps when she saw Selo who seemed like he was just about to enter the hospital.

Apparently Sello came to the hospital because he wanted to deliver food to Bianca. Ferhad told Sello that Bianca did not bring supplies, so after hearing that Sello called her mother, asking the mother to tell the chef to cook food for Bianca, he left the meeting to deliver lunch.

“Sello, what are you doing here?” ask Bianca when they're face to face

“Oh, Mommy told me to bring this for you, this is also cooked by the Muslim Chef, and this is halal,” lies Sello, because he doesn't want to stand out too much.

“Ah, what a coincidence, I haven't eaten yet" said Bianca.

” Bianca.” Suddenly Roland's voice came from behind, it seemed like the man was also bringing lunch to Bianca, until now Roland and Sello looked at each other.