Look at me, my man!
Be trapped

Adrian leaned his body back, the man rubbed his face, it felt like he was so lazy to obey Alice's wishes. But, she also could not let the eyebrows go with the driver because whatever busier Adrian she always accompanied her daughter everywhere and now she had to accompany her daughter to meet Mayra, the woman she very much avoided.

Finally Adrian's work hours were finished, the man decided to get up from his seat and then out of his room.

***

“Alice when ready?” adrian asked when Alice went into the house and it turned out that Alice had just come out of the kitchen.

“Hmm, Daddy I'm ready. I've made Cake for Aunt Mayra" said Alice cheerfully, as she was excited to meet Mayra.

“Let's go now,” Adrian said until Alice nodded with enthusiasm, then after that they came out of Adrian's house.

Adrian driving his car at medium speed, occasionally he looked towards Alice, clearly visible look on the face of the girl so sparkling when will see Mayra. In the past, Alice was always happy when she saw Bianca. But when there was an incident, Alice rarely met with Bianca and instead there is Mayra who always approached Alice, and it turns out Mayra also makes her comfortable.

“Alice” call Adrian until Alice turns her head.

"A half an hour, nothing more. Daddy was tired, and wanted to take a break," Adrian said until Alice nodded.

***

After a long journey, finally the car driven by Adrian arrived at the hospital where Mayra was treated. He came down lazily, while Alice, of course, came down with vigor, and they walked into the hospital.

"Daddy just wait here, okay? You go inside" Adrian said after being in front of Mayra's ward, until Alice nodded.

Alice cheerfully turned the doorknob, then the little girl directly bent her head. Mayra was suffocated when she saw Alice enter her room.

"Alice," call Mayra. As usual, Maira always smiled at Alice. Mayra was so surprised by the situation of the little girl.

Yesterday he approached Alice probably because he wanted to get sympathy from Adrian. However, when she wants to let go of the man, Mayra feels like she has real sincerity for Alice, until now even though Alice found him, she did not expect to meet Adrian.

"Auntie," call Alice. The little girl holding Mayra's hand made Mayra's heart touched.

***

Half an hour passed, Adrian got up from his seat. It felt like he wanted to go home soon, but he also couldn't possibly enter because he didn't want to see Mayra. It could be big head if he came into the woman's room, that's how Adrian thought. But he felt he could no longer wait. He wanted to rest until he finally decided to enter.

Not yet she turned the doorknob, Adrian was stunned when he accidentally peeked, where he saw Alice laughing loosely beside Mayra, even the position of his daughter sitting in a gurney.

Before long, Adrian shook his head. He rushed to enter, until Mayra who was talking to Alice immediately turned her head.

"Hello Mayra" said Adrian. Not as usual, because usually Mayra who will seem enthusiastic when talking to Adrian. But, this time Mayra just nodded with a faint smile, leaving Adrian quite fixated. However, he soon smiled when he saw Mayra's reaction like this. At least he does not need to feel uncomfortable anymore with Mayra's attitude.

"Alice, let's go home" said Adrian.

"But I still want to stay here for a long time" Alice replied, her face looking sad when she heard the invitation to come home from her father.

Just as Adrian was about to reply, Mayra had already spoken and said, "what if we meet after Auntie is well?" ask Mayra.

Adrian was again astonished, usually Mayra will always hold Alice in order to get her sympathy, but now the opposite.

"Oh, well Auntie," said Alice. Although her face looked sad, but the little girl finally came down from the gurney.

"See you, Auntie," said Alice.

"See you Mayra" said Adrian.

As Alice spoke, Mayra developed her smile, but when Adrian was alone, Mayra only nodded with a faint smile.

After Adrian and Alice came out of her ward, Mayra rubbed her chest. Yes, however he feels claustrophobic, but something is strange. Although she feels pain in the chest, Mayra can also breathe a sigh of relief, when it turns out she is able to defeat her own feelings and is able to be cold to Adrian.

***

After entering the house, Bianca immediately walked to the elevator to go up to her room. For some reason after choosing a wedding dress and after choosing a ring, Bianca felt half her soul was lost. Perhaps, Bianca's reaction to what happened in the past, where Bianca's trauma was truly amazingly intense, until now when repeating everything Bianca felt helpless.

Unwittingly, Bianca has not fully recovered from her past trauma, where she has not been able to forgive Selo. However, Bianca realized she could not back down. Inevitably, she must marry Selo and that is what makes Bianca depressed.

Every minute Bianca always thinks how the fate of their marriage relationship. How is Selo's attitude going forward? Will the old story repeat itself or will he be happy? The thought continues to haunt Bianca, until it feels like Bianca's life is filled with anxiety.

"Bi," call Maria when Bianca's about to get on the elevator.

Bianca closed her eyes, surely the mother would ask.

"Yes" replied Bianca.

"Where's your wedding dress? Mommy wants to see" said Maria.

Bianca smiled making Maria fixated. He could see Bianca's tired-looking face. "Can I rest?" ask Bianca.

"Bianca, are you okay?" ask Maria.

"I'm fine, I'm just tired" he replied. Bianca turned around then got into the elevator, making Maria's feelings erratic. Is her daughter depressed?

"What's up, honey?" Suddenly Lyodra heard a voice from the side.

"Is Bianca having a problem? He seems to be depressed" said Maria.

***

After Bianca is nowhere to be seen, Selo straightens up and the handsome man turns on and runs his car, intending to get home. Selo drives his car at a moderate speed. The handsome man occasionally looked towards the paper bag at the back, the paper bag containing the wedding dress for Bianca and the wedding ring.

"Selo, can't you accompany me to pick a ring?" Suddenly Bianca's speech at that time crossed Selo's brain, where at that time Bianca invited him to look for a ring. However, he was instead busy with Aghnia, and now he felt very well how his position became Bianca. He who is a man alone feels pain when ignored, let alone Bianca.

"Selo, where are you going? Why did you leave me?" Again, Selo recalled the first night they had touched Bianca, the next morning Selo left without looking back at his wife.

Selo sidestepped his car for a moment. Selo's heart felt tight, until he kept silent for a while. When he parked his car, Selo resuscitated his body to the back. He reminisced with his old memories of his behavior, until he unconsciously fell straight from Selo's eye.

Maybe Selo seemed shameless to have hurt but invited marriage, although he also sacrificed for Bianca. Now, Selo realized something. Whatever he did for his future wife, even though he had bet his life, but was unable to knock Bianca's heart was already injured.

Now, what choice did Selo have? No, Selo had no choice. She also had no intention of withdrawing from her marriage, because if she backed down, there would be no way for her to make up for everything. He will accept whatever Bianca does. He will make amends slowly, until Bianca believes him. Although Bianca's whole life has been cold, it doesn't matter to her.

After being able to control himself, Selo finally straightened his body and then he continued his journey.

***

After a long journey, finally the car driven by Selo arrived at the mansion of his parents. The man went down and went inside, and it turned out that inside the father was receiving guests and looked very serious.

"Mom" called Selo as Amelia passed before him.

"You just got home?" amelia asked, she saw the paper bag in her son's hand.

"Why didn't Bianca take him?" ask Amelia.

"Oh, it seems like he forgot," Selo lied until Amelia nodded her head.

"Mom, looks like Daddy's having an important guest. Who?" ask Selo.

"Oh, he's Tommy's father. It looks like Tommy's father wants to match Tommy with Mayra, "he replied until Selo just nodded his head.

"Yes already then, I went to the room," said Selo. He turned around and walked towards the elevator.

***

Two weeks later.

A thrilling time for Selo and a very scary time for Bianca also arrived, where at this time they will do the ijab-kabul.

Currently, Selo was sitting in front of the guardians, guardians and witnesses. They perform a kabul ijab at the mosque and will do a reception the next day. In contrast to Selo's radiant-looking face, Bianca's face looked uninspired and even seemed withered, like a sick person.

"Mr Selo, can we start?" ask the ruler until Selo nodded.

Selo and Lyodra shook hands and in the end, with one breath Bianca officially became his wife. When the word "legitimate" echoed, a clear grain immediately fell from Bianca's eye patch. These two weeks Bianca was really scared. She goes about her day uninspired, imagining how to go back to being Selo's wife.

When he had removed his hand from Lyodra, Selo turned to Bianca. He smiled then cupped his wife's cheeks and kissed Bianca on the forehead.

Akhrinya, the ijab-kabul event is over. They closed the show with lunch together. Bianca looked dreamy, in contrast to Selo who looked radiant. Several times Bianca tried to get rid of Selo's hand that was holding her under the table, but of course Selo continued to hold tightly his wife's hand.

"Excuse me, I want to go to the toilet" Bianca said, forcing Sello's hand into hers

"Do you want me to be with you?" selo asked, but Bianca shook her head.

"No, I want to be alone" replied Bianca.

Selo nodded, then Bianca got up from her seat and walked towards the bathroom in the restaurant, because it happened that the restaurant had been booked full by Gabriel for a family lunch.

Bianca went into the toilet, then the woman sat down on the toilet and leaned her body back. Half of Bianca's soul seemed lost, along with the word "legitimate" that echoed. He saw the ring on his ring finger. For some reason, seeing this ring was so painful.

For some reason, she still could not escape the shadow of the past, perhaps because she was married to the same person who incised an extraordinarily great wound.

Half an hour later, Bianca got up from her seat. He felt he had left his family too long, so he immediately came out of the bathroom.

"Oh my God!" bianca screams when she comes out and there is Selo waiting for her.

Apparently, Selo had been following Bianca until he had been standing for half an hour waiting for Bianca to come out. Selo understood very well what kind of feelings his wife felt, that was why he did not bother Bianca, and rather waited for Bianca to come out by herself.

"When have you been waiting here?" ask Bianca.

"Must. Come on," Selo asked, extending his hand to Bianca. However, Bianca refused to accept her husband's hand until Selo immediately pulled his wife's hand gently, and they walked inside.

***

Time shows at nine o'clock. Bianca was so nervous. Before long, there was the sound of the bathroom door opening, and Bianca knew it was Selo who had just taken a shower.

Selo immediately kept the towel he was holding onto the sofa, then he walked towards Bianca who was sitting on the bed, then after that he knelt before his wife.

"Bi," call Selo.

Bianca's countenance looked paled, especially when Selo clasped his hand until Selo slowly got up and after that, he pushed Bianca's body and boiled it. He wanted to make Bianca believe him. Bianca's body trembled, just as Selo was about to kiss her lips Bianca turned her gaze the other way.

"I'm not ready yet" said Bianca, she immediately closed her eyes as Sello was about to kiss her.