Look at me, my man!
Traumatized
“Yes already then, I'm leaving. Let me know if there's anything,“ Sello said until Bianca nodded. After Sello exited the apartment, Bianca turned around and went into the room planning to change.
Bianca fiddled herself in the mirror to make sure she looked neat. Before leaving, Bianca sat back in the chair and looked at her face, she was tired of having to keep getting caught in the wound and she hoped that after she met Celine she would be able to free her wound and would behave like a wife to Sello.
Because, Bianca realized that she had too much to ignore Selo. 15 minutes later, Bianca got up from her seat and then she came out of the room and went straight out of the apartment.
And now, this is where Bianca is she's already at the hospital where Celine practices. Before she came she had called Celine first and it turned out that Celine was not having any patients.
Bianca opened the door, but Celine was daydreaming. “Sorry to make you wait a long time Celine," said Bianca until Celine chuckled.
“Please sit down, Bi,” said Celine until Bianca nodded the beautiful woman immediately sat on the sofa followed by Celine who sat next to Bianca.
“What's your day good?” ask Celine.
“Far from good.” Celine sighed and then exhaled. In the past, he had been a witness to how the destruction of Bianca because of Sello and now also a witness to how Bianca must be healed because she wanted to open her heart to Sello.
“Celine, you must think I'm stupid right?”ask Bianca. Celine clasped bianca's hand.
“Why should I consider you stupid?“ ask Celine.
Celine rubbed Bianca's back, encouraging Bianca to tell stories. “How do you feel when you know Selo saved your life?” celine asked, an ordinary question but Celine was fishing for Bianca to suffer.
“Entah then I just thought of returning the favor to Selo for saving me. But after marriage I was so foreign.”
“Have you ever tried to be a wife like in general, I mean like preparing food clothes and others.” Bianca shakes.
“Every time I do that, I always imagine how Agnia does that for Selo.” Bianca looked down with teary eyes “I must be stupid, because I accepted marriage. But, I myself am like this.”
“Bi, don't blame yourself, no one knows what it's like to be you, no one has the right to judge you the decision is in your hands and if now you want to change then it's a good decision.”
“Please me Celine. I want to be a good wife and be detached from the shadows of the past.” Celine nodded.
“Let's start,” said Celine, as Bianca got up Celine looked at Bianca's back.
“Bianca, if you had known, Selo also had a great trauma. It's just that Sello closed it off from you.’ Celine memnbatin because of the fact that for 2 years, Sello also continues to consult with Celine's lover who is also a psychiatrist only they practice in a different hospital.
Sello never told her about her condition, until Bianca thought Sello was okay. The trauma that Selo felt was because of Roland, however the torment of Roland was still imprinted even though it had been two years and also without Bianca knowing, sometimes Sello always suddenly could not walk when he remembered the trauma.