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Don't know Shame

Adrian looks at the clock on his wrist. He kept looking at the office. He hoped Sayra would come out soon. Adrian is currently in Sayra's office.

He tries to go back to begging his ex-sister-in-law. It's been months since she separated from Mayra. Do not ask how messed up Adrian was after months had passed, Alice still has not forgiven him even Alice refused to meet him. She is also increasingly tormented when she sees Mayra's post that always posts photos with Tommy, and lastly she saw Mayra's post that Mayra had given birth.

Now, Adrian meets Sayra and wants to ask where Mayra is. Adrian has resigned. She has accepted her destiny of divorce from Mayra, although her love for Mayra is still passionate. He just wants to see his son.

He had already asked his former in-laws, but Gabriel and Selo would not say where Mayra was, even Adrian was willing to wait outside the mansion in the rain to get an answer from his former in-laws. However, Gabriel remains firm in his stance, not telling Mayra whereabouts, as he does not want Adrian to come to see his daughter again because he knows Mayra is already very happy with Tommy.

Tired of finding out through Gabriel, she did not give up, hoping Sayra would tell her whereabouts and where Mayra is currently living. Adrian knows Sayra won't be easy to tell him the address of his ex-wife, but at least he tries before he actually gives up

. He just wants to see his son. That alone was more than enough, and it had been a week that he kept approaching Sayra in her office, tailed the woman and kept asking for her whereabouts. However, Sayra refused to answer, even sometimes Sayra did not change her presence.

Adrian straightened his body when Sayra came out of the office. The man immediately walked towards his former sister-in-law.

"You again" said Sayra in annoyance. He looked at Adrian lazily.

"Sayra, I beg you, tell me where Mayra is," pleaded.

"No idea, don't ask me." Sayra quickly passed Adrian's body, then the beautiful woman walked towards her car. However, not Sayra opened the car door, Adrian had first pulled Sayra's car keys and the woman's hand.

"Adrians!" Sayra yelling. He looked at Adrian with an angry look because he thought Adrian was too much.

"Get me my car keys" Sayra said. He was still trying to muffle his voice, especially he was in the parking lot, many people passing by.

"No, I won't return it before you tell me where Mayra is," Adrian said this is the only way for Sayra to give her the keys.

Sayra sighed then exhaled. "Mayra in Japan" Sayra said. Of course he lied, because obviously Mayra was in Poland.

"Please Sayra, don't lie" Adrian said. In Sayra's eyes, Adrian was so pitiful, even Adrian's body was so thin, but Sayra didn't care.

"Tell me why you want to meet Mayra, when it's obvious that Mayra is happy with Tommy and their son, and why do you want to bother them again. Hasn't it hurt Mayra enough?" ask Sayra.

"I won't bother them. I just want to see my son" Adrian said.

Sayra laughed. "Your son? Obviously Tommy already claimed that the child Mayra conceived was his son, so why did you bother to see someone else's child?" sayra asked, saying with sarcasm made Adrian sigh.

"Please Sayra, answer me" said Adrian. The look in her eyes looked at Sayra with sadness, making Sayra a little pity. Should he tell Mayra whereabouts? Then, what if Mayra gets angry at him?

"I beg you, Sayra. I just want to see my son and maybe this is the last time. I won't bother them anymore" Adrian said, making Sayra sigh.

"Alright, they are in Poland" Sayra said.

A sigh was seen from Adrian's face when Sayra informed him of the whereabouts of Mayra and their child.

"Can you send me the full address?" ask Adrian again.

Sayra reached into the bag and then she picked up the phone, then fiddled with her phone. He immediately sent Mayra's full address on Adrian's phone.

"Sayra, thank you." Adrian immediately went forward to hug Sayra. He's happy to have Mayra's address. Sayra's eyes rounded as Adrian hugged her. He quickly pushed the man's body. He was amused as Adrian hugged him.

"I'm sorry, Sayra. I'm sorry." Adrian immediately gave Sayra the keys, then she ran towards her car.

Adrian drives his car at a fast speed. He drove his car to his mother's house. I can't wait to meet Alice. She was sure that if Alice knew she had obtained Mayra's full address, Alice would forgive her. He wanted to take Alice to Poland, but he didn't want Hera to misunderstand. He will only tell Alice that he will soon meet with Mayra.

Next to a long journey, finally the car driven by Adrian arrived at the home of his parents. He got out of the car and rushed in.

"Alice," call Adrian.

"What's up, Ad?" ask Hera who is none other than Adrian's mother.

"Where's Alice mom?" tanyakanya.

"Alice is in the room. Don't force me to meet him. He may go on a rampage again" replied Hera.

It felt like he wanted to go to the second mansion and ask where Mayra was, but he was too scared if he came to the mother's parents.

If Alice misses, she always looks at the photos posted on Instagram of her ex-mother. But Alice did not dare to contact Mayra, who was born first, for fear that her mother ignored her. She also knows that Mayra has found a replacement for her father, and that leaves Alice devastated, until everyday she just shuts herself in the room trying to make things happen

. However, still he could not take away his hatred for Adrian just like that. Adrian has ruined his happiness. Losing Mayra was like losing half of Alice's soul, so it felt like the teenage girl did not want to do anything. Even after being discharged from the hospital and after learning that her father and mother were separated, Alice never went to school again. He just shut himself in his room everyday.

"But, Mom—"

"Already Adrian, do not remind Alice of the figure of Mayra. If you want to go, go" Hera said.

Adrian took a breath. It's true what his mother said. If he continued to discuss Mayra in front of Alice, it might be difficult for the princess to come forward.

"Yes, I'm going." Adrian turned around and left his parents' house.

Adrian runs his car at a moderate speed. When he came out of his parents' house, Adrian felt a great pain, imagined what if he saw his son but Mayra did not allow it.

Adrian pulled his car over on the side because the tightness was getting worse. Ten minutes later, finally the sense of tightness that Adrian felt had subsided, until the man immediately turned on and ran his car back.

After a long journey, finally the car driven by Adrian reached the basement of the apartment. Adrian went straight down, then the man walked into his apartment unit.

Adrian opened the door. Just now the tightness subsided, now he had to feel crowded again when he entered the room that was always occupied by Mayra. In the past, he was very lazy to enter this room, because he was lazy to serve Mayra babble. But now, he missed that prank.

Adrian walked slowly towards the bed, then the man laid his body there. Her hand slipped under the pillow, then she stared at the photo of Mayra. Adrian is the type of person who has a hard time falling in love and it may take a long time for him to forget about Mayra.

After quite daydreaming, finally Adrian closed his eyes, trying to sleep so that the feeling of tightness is not felt anymore.

Next day.

Adrian got off the plane. He breathed in the Polish air. The handsome man immediately walked towards the arrival door and took care of everything. After the business with the airport was completed, Adrian immediately took a taxi and then asked for a taxi to deliver it to the destination address.

Now, this is where Adrian is, in front of the mansion occupied by Mayra and Tommy. After paying for a taxi, Adrian went inside. He walks towards the guard post and says that he is Mayra's brother, showing him the picture and Mayra he still keeps, until the guards let Adrian in.

Adrian kept looking towards the gate, waiting for Mayra's arrival. It's been two hours she's been waiting, but Mayra's not coming. Just now, he asked the waiter who was there and the waiter said that Mayra was in the hospital. The waiter also informs her that Mayra will be home today, until Adrian continues to wait.

Half an hour passed, the gate was open until Adrian straightened up and sure enough, Mayra and Tommy got out of the car.

Adrian's entire joints felt out of his body. His heart was literally like being pierced by thousands of daggers, and no one could even describe Adrian's pain when he saw Mayra looking happy with Tommy. Then what destroyed Adrian the most, Tommy took his daughter. Mayra's face even looks very sparkling when on Tommy's side.

Tommy and Mayra stop their steps when they see Adrian in front of them.

"Who told him this address?" ask Tommy. He looked at Mayra.

"Where might I tell him. I've blocked his access" said Mayra, and before long the two looked back to the front.

As Adrian walked up to them, Mayra's hands clenched. He looked at Adrian with great hatred, until Tommy immediately turned his head because he felt Mayra's hand clenching.

"What are you here for?" mayra asked with emotion.

"Honey, I beg you, take control of your emotions" said Tommy. “What if you wait inside, let me talk to him.

Not enough heartache Adrian because seeing this scene, he again felt his heart ache when he saw the sweet treatment of Tommy on Mayra.

"Go get him, don't let him in" Mayra said.

Mayra took over her daughter and she went inside, while Adrian was eager to see her daughter, but her daughter was already taken by Mayra.

"Let's talk, get things done with a cool head" Tommy said. Although it was emotional because of the arrival of Adrian, but he did not want to go forward there is something like this again, so Tommy chose to finish now and confirmed to Adrian.

Now, they were sitting in the chair in front. Tommy racked his brain, tried to speak and process the right words for Adrian to understand. Adrian, waiting for Tommy to speak. Till