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Five months ago, Tristan started getting close to Flora, the son of Darren's co-worker. Initially, Flora became a lawyer in Tristan's office, they often interacted. Tristan who was lonely, met by a cheerful Flora, of course at least it evokes his young soul and since then, they often spend time together. Tristan feels that he is back to what he was, his life is becoming more passionate.

Maybe Tristan is not interested in Flora, he just misses the moment where he used to feel happy with Bella before Bella changed like this, but even so, whatever Tristan does is still wrong. In addition, Tristan already wants to have children. But Bella stays with that condition.

For the past five months, she's been ignoring Bella because she thinks Bella will stay the same. Tristan is trapped in his world. He's coming home after dinner with Bella. Then, she'll be gone before Bella wakes up. Perhaps, what he did would boomerang for him later on.

Isn't there always a storm in a marriage? Bella is wrong because she is too late in her wound, but on the other hand humane when Bella is like that, especially when she used to get pressure from Molly and also Feni. There are so many things Bella wants to accomplish with her father. Every day, Bella always hopes her father will recover so she can live her day together, but it turns out her hopes are broken with Noel leaving her.

Tristan wakes up when she hears Bella's sobbing and it seems, Bella hasn't stopped crying. And Tristan was really annoyed by this kind of situation. In the end, Tristan decides to walk into a walk-in closet then she directly changes her clothes and as moments pass, Tristan comes out of the walk-in closet. He also came out of the room to sleep in another room, because he did not want his sleep disturbed.

In one month, Tristan probably only slept with Bella twice, because her sleep was often disturbed due to Bella crying. Bella turned her head when the door closed loudly. Actually he knew Tristan was gone, but his body was not powered up.

One month later.

Bella stared at her food with a smile, for the first time in three years Bella set foot in the kitchen. In the end, yesterday Bella realized something. She is already too late in her suffering, she wants to apologize to Tristan, she wants to mend her relationship with her husband. He knew for a few months Tristan was annoyed at him and he also admitted that this was purely his fault.

Bella's eyes begin to open when she sees Tristan's clothes, and it dawns on Bella that for the next three years, she has not taken care of Tristan and instead dissolves into her grief and after realizing everything, Bella wants to change. Now, he's preparing dinner for Tristan. Bella prepared dinner with passion. It seemed, he could not wait to see Tristan's reaction when Tristan came and saw he was back as he was.

In the end, the cooking was over. Bella fiddles with her phone and calls Tristan, asking what time Bella gets home. If you think about it, after three years, this might be the first time she's called her husband again. But unfortunately, Bella's call was not picked up by Tristan and without Bella knowing, actually Tristan had deleted his number.

Back when Tristan was patient, he used to call Bella, but Bella did not pick up his call and because of annoyance, Tristan blocked his wife's number and then deleted Bella's number until now Bella can not contact Tristan.

Two hours later.

It's been two hours since Bella waited for her husband, but Tristan never came. The food made by Bella was cold. Sadness immediately reached him, he was sure that Tristan must be disappointed in him and when daydreaming, the sound of the door opened until Bella straightened her body then she walked towards the door.

"Tristan," Bella called enthusiastically.

Tristan was speechless as he looked at Bella in front of him, he blinked his gaze. Is that really in front of Bella? Usually if he comes home, Bella still remains the same silent in bed.

"Tristan," call Bella again, wake Tristan up from her daydream. However, Tristan who was still annoyed at his wife looked at Bella lazily and it made Bella fixated.

"Tristan," call Bella hoping Tristan talks to her.

"Oh, are you okay?" That's all Tristan says until Bella wakes up. In fact, there was not the slightest look of pleasure on Tristan's face

"Tristan, I want to apologize" said Bella who spoke immediately because Trsitan's face remained cold.

"It's okay, don't think about it" Tristan replied coldly and flatly. After that, Tristan went inside through Bella's body just to make Bella's heart really hurt. However, Bella knew this was because of what she did. He followed Tristan.

"Tristan, I've been cooking. Let's have a meal together," asked Bella, who still did not give up on taking Tristan, hoping Tristan would have dinner with her.

Tristan looked at it. "I've eaten, you're all. I want to get some rest." Tristan replied briefly solid and clear.

After that, Tristan continued his steps leaving Bella who was silent.

'Lord, I must have been so outrageous that I made Tristan like this, ' Inner Bella, 'no, I mustn't give up. I have to tear Tristan down again.'

Three months later.

Bella's body pecked at the sight before her. He saw Tristan enter the restaurant. To Bella's surprise, there was a woman holding Tristan's hand and when they entered the restaurant, Bella could see that she was Flora, the woman Tristan had introduced as the son of her father-in-law's friend.

Bella's body was limp, she felt her joints detached from her body. During these three months, Bella has always done the same thing, she has always tried to be like the old Bella, who always did the best for Tristan, she said, but for three months, Tristan's attitude was still the same. Whatever Bella did was invisible to the man's eyes.

JIika Bella is rejected, Bella feels her heart is broken, but she also realizes this is her fault until Bella decides not to give up on reaching Tristan's heart and reaching for her husband's forgiveness. Initially, Tristan's martial arts behaved like that due to being too disappointed in her, but now that seeing this, Bella realized that Tristan had obtained her replacement.

But again, in the midst of her pain, Bella realized that Tristan was like this because of her actions. Just now he wants to go to Tristan's office with lunch, he'll give Tristan his favorite meal. But when at the restaurant, he saw something painful until Bella finally turned around and the woman decided to go home.

Now, this is where Bella was, in a church not far from the restaurant she had been to. Bella sat herself in the chair and then she clenched her hands and put them under her chin and prayed.

"Lord, I know it's all my fault. I didn't ask for anything. If Tristan is comfortable with another woman, I'm fine, I can't force Tristan to love me anymore. But, please strengthen my heart because I won't leave if Tristan doesn't tell me to leave." Bella prayed with tears. The pain is crashing. Bella's world goes dark again, it turns out selfishness destroys itself.

***

"Tristan why go home? Why don't you just stay here?" flora asked when Tristan would leave her apartment after dinner, because Tristan always had dinner in Flora's apartment.

"I have work to do. I'll go home first, okay?" tristan asked, he immediately stroked Flora's head and then came out of Flora's apartment. To date, there is no connection between Flora and Tristan. They live everything like water.

Several times Tristan almost calmed down and almost touched Flora, but she was able to control her desire due to Tristan's anger at Bella. Tristan's love for Bella remains great, only to be stymied by resentment. Then when the upset came, came Flora in her life who was very similar to Bella when Bella was cheerful.

Tristan drove his car at a moderate speed, before long Tristan stopped his car. When the streets were crowded, Tristan turned to the restaurant. There was a strange feeling when Tristan saw the restaurant. It was his wife's favorite restaurant and before long, Tristan's daydream broke when the car in the back pressed the horn until Tristan directly started and ran the car back.

Finally, after a long journey, the car driven by Tristan reached the basement of the apartment. He went down and walked into his apartment unit.

When he entered, as usual Bella was waiting for him. "Tristan, have you eaten?" bella asked, she asked with a broken heart. In fact, Bella knows that Tristan may have eaten with Flora, because she saw the GPS of Tristan's car that showed it was in another apartment and Bella believes it was Flora's apartment.

Tristan was fixated when she saw Bella because Bella's face seemed to cry for a long time.

"You okay?" ask Tristan. Despite asking like that, Tristan's tone remained cold. When asked like that by her husband, it felt like Bella wanted to cry out loud. However, he tried to hold it.

"I'm fine, I've cooked you some food. Do you want to eat now or have you eaten outside?" bella asked, her tone trembling.

"I've eaten," replied Tristan, as usual he passed through Bella's body just like that.

Just as Tristan passed through her body, a clear feather immediately fell from Bella's eye patch. But he quickly removed it. Like her prayer earlier, she would leave if Tristan did tell her to leave. However, if Tristan doesn't tell her to leave, maybe Bella will survive even with a painful heart because she knows this is her fault.

After Tristan entered the room, Bella immediately walked towards the dining table, she pulled the chair then looked at the food in front of her and smiled bitterly. As usual, the food he made would end up in the trash.

During these three months, despite knowing that her food would not be eaten by Tristan, Bella continued to cook for her husband, including earlier when he was being destroyed. However, Bella continues to do her job even though she believes whatever she does will not be seen.

Slowly, Bella pulls the plate and pours the food into the plate and then feeds the food into her mouth with tears.

Two hours later.

After finishing being in the kitchen and getting everything done, Bella immediately walked towards the room where Tristan slept there because since Bella changed and tried to fix everything, since then, Tristan has never slept in their room and always slept in the guest room. Slowly, she turned the doorknob, but as usual the door was always locked from the inside and in the end, Bella turned around and after that she walked straight towards her room.

As she entered, Bella walked over and sat on the floor, and then hugged her knees. Bella's world today was completely smashed apart, she was completely helpless. He wants to get angry at Tristan, wants to go berserk at Tristan, but it feels useless because this all started from him.

Bella picks up the phone on the bed, then she tinkers with it and then she sees her social media full of pictures and also photos of Tristan. Unknowingly, Bella continued to roll her fingers looking one by one at the photos that were plastered there.

"Tristan, it must be very difficult for you to face me so troublesome that you are like this" said Bella when she finished seeing all their memories. It was he who turned Tristan into this, because Tristan was really a good man and now, Bella can only resign herself to waiting for Tristan's decision. Survive for Tristan and surrender if Tristan tells him to leave.

The night changed in the morning.

Bella prepares breakfast, despite knowing her breakfast will not be eaten by Tristan and before long, Tristan comes out.

"You want breakfast?" bella asked, and again Tristan fell silent when she saw Bella's face that was more swollen than last night. But before long, Tristan remembered that maybe Bella remembered her father.

Looking at the breakfast served at the dinner table, Tristan only took bread. "I'm just having breakfast. Then I leave," said Tristan until Bella nodded and after Tristan left, Bella immediately took her car keys. He wanted to follow Tristan, he wanted to see with his own eyes the interaction of Tristan and Flora.

Now, this is where Bella's car is parked, in the basement of the apartment that Bella believes is Flora's apartment and needless to explain, Bella believes Tristan is picking up the woman.

Bella does not go down, she prefers to wait in the car, let alone Tristan car parked in front of her car until a while passed, Bella clearly saw Tristan walking like yesterday, Flora holding her husband's hand.

Bella's hand, holding the steering wheel, trembled. The woman smothered her mouth so that her cries could not be heard. Although he already knew, but still when he looked again, this was so painful. Tristan and Flora wanted to follow her activities, but her heart was not that strong until Bella decided to leave.

Now, this is where Bella is, in front of her father's funeral. There was no place for Bella to complain, she had no one to tell her stories until she came here.

Bella walked towards Noel's grave slowly. This place was a painful place, but this was the only place she complained about everything she felt.

Bella sits on her father's grave and rests her head against his head, after which Bella cries loudly. Luckily, no one was at the funeral until no one heard her cries.

A few moments passed, it was getting dark. Bella has to go home because she has to prepare food for Tristan, even though she knows her food will only end up in the trash.

Bella got up from her seat and then she walked out, then drove her car and finally her husband arrived at the apartment. When Bella got out of the car, Bella was silent when she saw Tristan's car. Apparently, Tristan has returned. He quickly walked to his apartment and it turned out that Tristan was watching television.

Tristan. "Where have you been?" tristan asked, somehow she got upset when Bella left.

"I'm from my father's grave" replied Bella, inexplicably making Tristan cluck. Somehow he was so upset when he heard Bella had just left his father's grave.

"Bella, when are you like this?" tristan asked Bella to look at Tristan in confusion.

"You mean, Tristan?" ask Bella.

"Your father will not live again, will you continue to complain?" ask Tristan back with his sadistic when for three months, Bella has changed. However, for some reason in Tristan's mind, Bella was too dramatizing.

"Quick make me food, I'm hungry." Not wanting to hear Bella's complaint, Tristan immediately tells Bella to make food, while Bella goes straight to the kitchen so that Tristan does not see her crying.

Today was an incredibly painful day. She catches her husband with another woman and the most painful thing is that Tristan rebukes her just because she went to her father's grave, but again Bella can't protest, so now she's trying to stop her crying for Tristan.

One week later.

Tristan got out of the car, the man today came home early because there were some files left behind and he was going to do his job in the apartment. As she entered, Tristan frowned when there was no Bella.

"Did he go to the tomb again?" grumbling Tristan thinks that Bella went to her father-in-law's grave. He clucked in annoyance while shaking his head

As Tristan was about to walk, the door opened again until Tristan turned his head. Bella took off her coat and rubbed her hands as she felt an overwhelming coldness.

"Where have you been?" tristan asked with a bit of cynicism.

Bella holds her heart pounding twice as fast as Tristan suddenly speaks.

"To your father's grave again?" ask Tristan quickly. She spoke immediately as Bella opened her mouth..

“A-I just bought medicine.”

Bella showed the medicine in her hand. Apparently, Bella had just bought the medicine because she felt her body temperature rise. The stock of fever medicine in his apartment was absent. Several times he asked the courier to deliver medicine, but no one carried his order until Bella was forced to go alone.

"What medicine is that?" ask Tristan.

"I don't feel well. Maybe I have a fever" replied Bella.

"Tristan, have you had lunch?" ask again.

"No, I haven't had lunch yet" Tristan replied as Flora was currently going out of town, so she wasn't eating out.

"Yes, I'll make it" said Bella. Even with a limp body, but Bella still wants to feed Tristan, but Tristan will be ahead when Bella feels bad for her body, but now Tristan's anger blinds everything. She did not see how Bella struggled in reaching her heart.

Half an hour later.

Bella was done with the cooking show, she immediately walked towards the room occupied by Tristan to deliver food. However, just now she was about to knock, Tristan's voice seemed to be talking to someone and again made Bella sick, because it turned out that Tristan was calling with Flora.

In the end, Bella turned around and she immediately put the food on the table, after which Bella returned to the kitchen to get a drink.

A few days later.

Bella kept looking at the clock on the wall. He can't wait for the drug courier to deliver his order and he's also afraid that Tristan will be home, although he's sure Tristan will be home later that night as usual. However, he was still wary if Tristan came home early.

Currently, Bella is waiting for a courier who delivers anti-depressant drugs and also sleeping pills, the drug that Bella had bought one week ago is up.

Bella's been trying not to cry, trying to keep thinking everything's okay, but it turns out that Bella is not that strong until in the end she was desperate to take hard drugs without a prescription in order to fall asleep at night, so that she could calm down during the day.

Before long, the doorbell rang until Bella immediately got up from her seat and then immediately opened the door. Body, Bella was sculpting when it turned out that Tristan was also at the door. Apparently, the courier and Tristan came together and what surprised Bella was that Tristan received the medicine she ordered. Bella immediately snatched it from Tristan's hands making Tristan surprised.

"Thank you" said Bella to the courier until the courier nodded and after that, Bella immediately turned around. He did not want Tristan to take it too much just for taking this kind of medicine.

"What's that?" tristan asked when Bella had already turned around and it seemed, the woman was going to go to the room.

Bella. "Oh, it's just my vitamins. My vitamins are over" Bella replied, but Tristan knew Bella was lying. However, Tristan did not ask until he went straight into the room, and so did Bella who also went into her room.

After entering, Bella immediately opened all the drugs and then took them without rules. Moments passed, drowsiness began to attack until Bella fumbled around her, making sure the medicine was stored in a neat place then she immediately laid her body and fell asleep.

Bella blinked her eyes, and soon she opened her eyes. Bella's body felt limp, she felt her head twirling and when it turned around, she unintentionally looked towards the clock.

Bella's eyes were rounded at the sight of eleven o'clock in the afternoon. He immediately got up from his recline, confirming the clock he saw. Turns out, it's really eleven o'clock in the afternoon. Apparently, he had slept for more than twelve hours.

Bella rubbed her face and the beautiful woman got out of bed.

Bella sleeps a long time like this of course because the sleeping pills she takes are mixed with antidepressant drugs. After learning that Tristan is with Flora, every night Bella cannot fall asleep. He always spent his time crying and Bella was so tired, that he decided to take sleeping pills with a large amount. During this week, Bella's sleep has always been good, never thinking of anything else. Usually Bella wakes up on time for setting a loud alarm on her phone, but it seems like last night she forgot to set the alarm until she woke up in the very afternoon.

A few moments passed.

Bella came out of the walk-in closet with a fresh face and body. Today she plans to eat at the restaurant because she has no time to cook.

After making sure it looks neat, Bella immediately walked out of her room and then out of her apartment, and also walked straight to the basement to use her car.

Sskarang, this is where Bella is, in a restaurant not far from her apartment. The woman came down and walked inward .

When going in, Bella suddenly stopped when she saw Tristan and Flora coming out of the restaurant, as well as Tristan who also stopped his steps when he saw Bella. She did not want Bella to know what she was doing behind her back, so Tristan quickly let go of the hand of flora that was holding her hand. While Bella, she also did not know she would meet here even though she just wanted to pretend not to know.

"Have you eaten here?" ask Bella casually. However, his heart throbbed pain

Tristan was confused when she saw Bella's reaction. Shouldn't Bella not be this relaxed, especially earlier Bella had seen Flora holding her hand..

“Hmm, we just finished eating here," replied Flora nervously. “You also want to eat here?” ask again

"Oh, I'm going to buy lunch, I happen to not cook”

"We just met, Flora just came from abroad so I took her out to eat together" Tristan said. Bella did not ask.

Bella can only smile when she hears Tristan's words. Tristan lies to her, but clearly Bella knows, Bella knows, Tristan always spends time with Floara every day.

"Oh yes, then. Please if you want to go back to the office, I'll eat here" Bella said and in the end she passed Tristan's body just like that, while Tristan was still silent. She feels strange about her feelings, which is strange to her feelings is when Bella does not look jealous at all.

Bella sat in the corner because she couldn't hold back her tears. She thought Tristan would catch up even though she knew Tristan like that, but as a woman Bella kept hoping. But it did not happen, until Bella felt unwanted again by her husband.

Now, Bella is absolutely convinced, she's just waiting for Tristan to kick her out.

***

Tristan leaned his body back. After meeting his wife's restaurant, he felt his heart was not calm. Tristan feels something is strange, he feels Bella is not as usual.

Tristan looked at the clock, and the time was three o'clock in the afternoon. He got up from his seat and grabbed the car keys. He thinks he should explain to Bella, he doesn't want to be blamed by his wife. This is the bad thing of a selfish man, he never wants to be blamed.

Now here is Tristan, in front of his apartment unit. He immediately entered and a rowdy voice came from the living room, apparently Bella was watching a sad drama.

"Bella" called Tristan, until Bella turned her head.

Bella holds her heart in shock at Tristan's call. He quickly wiped his tears. Tristan thought Bella was crying because of that, but it turned out that Tristan was wrong, apparently Bella was watching a sad movie. In fact, Bella first cried because of herself too.

Tristan sits across from Bella until Bella turns off the television.

"Tristan, why are you home? Do you need anything?" bella asked, she avoided

"I just wanted to explain about it" Tristan said. Bella stiffened her heart, trying to keep listening to Tristan.

"What explanation? About me meeting you at the restaurant?" ask Bella.

Tristan nodded his head.

"I want to be honest with you, Bella," he said, until Bella's fingers intertwined when he heard Tristan's words.

"You know why I haven't been so wise to you all this time?" tristan asked, his face looking at Bella haughtily. It was as if he did not know his wife.

Bella nodded then lowered her head and in the end, Tristan let out all her emotions. He rebukes his wife and blames Bella. She also admitted everything about her relationship with Flora, she spoke fieryly, as if Bella was the most guilty person, she said, of course Tristan did that so Bella wouldn't protest with what she did.

Then when he was about to speak again, Tristan stopped his words when he saw Bella's shoulder shake and he realized that Bella did not answer her words at all.

"Are you listening to me?" tristan asked the increasingly emotional, "didn't you listen to me from earlier?" Tristan slightly raised his voice.

It was like Bella didn't know her husband anymore. Bella wiped her tears then raised her head then looked at Tristan.

"then what should I do?" ask Bella in a soft voice.

Instantly Tristan's emotions faded when she saw Bella like this. She also realizes that Bella is hurt by her words.

"I was wrong to have played with another woman, but I never betrayed you by doing more" Tristan replied with no idea of her embarrassment making Bella nod her head.

"Tristan, I don't blame you at all for what you're doing because I know this is all coming from me. Forgive me for being so selfish for three years of ignoring you, and I also will not protest at anything you do." Bella ended her speech with a smile making Tristan's heart as slashed. He thought Bella would rebuke him but it turned out to be the opposite.

"I've known for a long time about you and Flora, but I don't want to blame you because I also know you're a normal guy, you need entertainment outside especially for three years I've never been a good wife to you. So, there's no reason for you to feel bad for me. Whatever you do, I don't care" said Bella, "if you really want to get serious with Flora, I'm fine ..”

"Shut your mouth!" Tristan's tone is not as high as before. But, full of growls.

His anger had disappeared, but his anger came back when Bella instead said about separation, so Bella could only duck because she did not want Tristan to be emotional.

Tristan got up from his seat and then he immediately walked into his room, until shortly Bella was immediately aghast when Tristan slammed the door.

"God, why is it so wrong to be me? I should how?" Now, Bella looked down and then she covered her face and cried. Experimenting seems not enough. He's been trying to make amends for Tristan, but Tristan has always rebuked him. He tried to stay even though Tristan was double, but still he was to blame.

***

Flora was so nervous when facing Theresia who was in front of her, while Theresia looked at Flora with an angry constant. However, he tried to catch his breath. Apparently, Thresia's friend saw Flora walking while holding Tristan's hand

Until, Thresia did not delay any more time and when she came home from college, she immediately called Flora. Of course, Flora and Theresia's relationship is also good because they grew up together and when she saw Theresia's face, Flora was convinced that Theresia already knew what had happened to her.

"Flora, are you shameless? Why did you get close to my married sister?" ask Theresia. His tone was full of anger.

An emotional Flora, suddenly approached Theresia while insulting her. Until he broke the table. “You think it's all my fault!” furious Flora

"If you don't serve him, he won't be like this! Is the world still short of single men?" tanya Teresa also grew more emotional

Some people who were in the cafe, looking at them until Flora immediately inhaled as much oxygen. He had to make Theresia calm, because if Theresia leaked this to Darren or to his parents, his parents would be very angry.

"Theresia, calm down," Flora pinta. L

In the end, Theresia. He immediately sat himself down again.

"Say, what really happened to you?" ask Theresia.

Flora immediately explained everything from their first start close, to the problems of Bella and Tristan's household. Theresia was completely speechless with what Flora said. She does know that Bella is down and she thinks her sister will always be there for Bella, but it turns out that no, her brother is looking for an escape outside.

"Theresia, don't tell anyone anything" Flora said as Theresia rose.

"You think I'll obey you? No, everyone will know what you're doing." After that, Theresia immediately turned around and left the cafe. Waaupun Tristan's brother, but he does not condone Tristan's behavior.

After a long journey, finally the car driven by Theresia reached the yard of the house. He ran straight to get inside. She couldn't wait to tell her father this.

"Theresa, what's up?" darren asked, looking in with a flushed face.

"Theresa, calm yourself." Darren immediately raised his hand, calling out to the waiter.

"Please bring a drink" Darren said, and after that, Darren immediately took Theresia to the sofa. If it had been like this, he was sure that there was something important that his daughter would say.

After Theresia drank, Darren stroked Theresia's back to calm down.

"Dad, you promised, you'd have to punish Tristan after this," Theresia said, making Dareen frown.

"What do you mean?" ask Darren.

"So don't complain weird to Daddy." Suddenly, the sound of Airin, his youngest brother. As usual, he was the vanguard of Tristan.

"Airin, go," asked Dareen, until Airin left the living room, not having his youngest daughter hear of adult problems.

"Why? What happened to Tristan? Did he make a move? It's impossible for Tristan to throw a tantrum" Darren said because Tristan is a really good and obedient boy.

In the end, Theresa explained everything she had heard from Flora. Darren stared left with a look of disbelief.

"Theresa, are you lying to Daddy?" ask Darren.

Theresia took her phone, then played the tape she had just taken because when Flora spoke, she recorded it because her father wasn't the type to believe there was no evidence.

Darren's jaw hardened, his breathing suddenly irregular when he found out the son like that. How could Tristan do this, even though he has educated all his children with full loyalty? Now, however, look Tristan let him down.

"Dad, where are you going?" teresia asked as Darren got up from his seat.

"Daddy will go to Tristan's office to teach him a lesson" Darren said.

"Yes, teach him a lesson." As usual, Theresa would be the stove for her father and her brother.

"Feel, Tristan," said Theresia.

"So, why would you ever complain about Brother Tristan like that?" Suddenly, Airin's voice came from behind. Apparently he was eavesdropping.

"Ah, this little boy again ”

"I'm not a child, I'm eight years old" said Airin made Theresia grumpy.

"Son, there is no time to serve you, get out there" said Theresa, and Airin pulled the arm and bit her.

"Watery!" teresia shouted, but Airin stuck out her tongue and ran for fear that Theresia would chase after her.

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***

Darren runs his car at full speed. Just now he just called Tristan, apparently Tristan is in the office. It felt like he wanted to beat Tristan blindly. Although Tristan is his son, but he will not give mercy when Tristan has done this. If you think about it, maybe Bella's position and his wife's position are the same.

In the past, Darren also did the same thing with Tristan, which was to make Mia an escape and that was very unjustified and as it turned out, his son repeated his footsteps.

After a long journey, finally the car driven by Darren arrived at the company and he immediately went down and the man went straight inside. When he opened Tristan's room, it turned out that there were several staff members who were meeting.

When Darren entered, Tristan immediately stopped the meeting and Dareen told the staff in Tristan's room to leave the room. Then when his staff came out, he immediately approached Tristan and at once Tristan was confused. Why did his father come into his office with a reddened face? Maybe, for the first time he saw Darren like this.

"Dad, what's wrong? Why ka—" Tristan stopped his speech when his body collapsed on the floor. Apparently, Darren dealt a punch on Tristan's cheek and also pushed his son's body.

Tristan who was still confused by what happened to his father, immediately got up from his seat.

"Dad, what's wrong? Why are you beating me up?" ask Tristan again.

Instead of answering, Darren landed a punch on his son's cheek again. A moment passed, Tristan was already sprawled. He was still conscious, but he felt his entire body crumble. He did not understand what was happening, why did his father suddenly come and beat him up? Earlier this morning, his father was still calling and asking about his whereabouts.

After beating up his son, Darren immediately slammed his body on the sofa. He has absolutely no intention of helping Tristan to stand up, because for Darren, Tristan has tarnished his pride as a family leader who has taught his family about loyalty. Although she can't control her children, but she's always convinced by Tristan that Tristan won't let her down, but now?

In the end, Tristan managed to get up from the floor then he limped.

"What's really going on, Dad? Why are you beating me up?" tristan asked who dared to ask. He felt angry with his father. Although Darren's age is advanced, but the strength of his father can not be doubted to make him can be battered like this.

"Daddy ever teach you to be a coward?" darren's question made Tristan even more clueless about what Darren said.

"Dad, can you not be convoluted? Just tell me where my fault is," Tristan said, he didn't think Darren knew it all.

"Just because your wife's down, you can't afford to miss her?" Suddenly, Tristan's body he pegged when he heard Darren's words and he didn't know that Darren already knew everything.

"I've never cheated on Bella, me and Flora just being comfortable with each other. I am a man and I want to have children. I wanted to be noticed, but Bella was just focusing on her injuries. I've been patient for two years to get him back to where he was, but what do I get?" ask Tristan.

Darren got up from his seat, he felt that there was no point in advising his son.

"There's no point arguing with you" Darren said. Afterwards, Darren walked out of his son's room.

***

Tristan drove his car at full speed. I can't wait to get to the apartment. Anger immediately overtook Tristan, it felt like he wanted to shout in front of his wife's face. Apparently, Tristan's current emotions are explosive because he thinks Bella told his father everything until he's battered like this.

After a long journey, finally the car driven by Tristan reached the basement. Tristan quickly got out of the car then the handsome man ran a little to get to his apartment unit.

"Bella!" Tristan shouted as he reached the apartment. The TV was on but Bella was nowhere, so Tristan walked straight into the room, but when she opened the door, the door was locked from the inside.

Emotional Tristan kicked the door open.

"Bella!" tristan shouted, but Bella was nowhere. As she was about to search the bathroom, Tristan's body pecked when she saw Bella on the floor. Tristan's eyes were rounded when he saw the blood pouring out, he also saw Bella's mouth spit out foam. Then what surprised Tristan the most was, there were drugs around Bella. Tristan quickly bowed.

"Bella ... Bellas!" call Tristan, the anger he felt just disappeared when he saw Bella like this. Tristan panicked when he saw blood pouring from Bella's arm, and he quickly grabbed a cloth to tie it up.

Apparently, Bella was not strong enough to hold everything back, especially this morning Tristan let out hurtful words. Bella, who initially wants to survive to the end, finds it pointless to stay on Tristan's side as Tristan continues to corner her, until Bella eats all the remaining medicine. She also slashed her Nadya, she purposely locked the door so that no one would know about what she was doing. He wanted to go after his father, because he felt his life was in vain.

***

Tristan looked at his hands filled with blood. At the moment, Tristan is sitting in a waiting chair, while Bella is being treated by a doctor. When I saw Bella like that, it felt like Tristan's world was dark. The anger that is felt is lost just by changing with fear. Millions of questions were stored in the man's mind. Why is Bella like this? Why did Bella hurt herself? Why did Bella take sedatives?

"Lord, what am I doing?" lirih Tristan, apparently Tristan's heart began to open. Everything he did to Bella in the last few months hit Tristan's brain, everything Bella did for him hit him in the head. She remembered how Bella tried to reach her heart, she remembered how Bella behaved as usual, even though Bella already knew her relationship with Flora.

Then this morning, she again corners Bella, and worst of all, Tristan insults Bella just because Bella always comes to her father's grave when she also knows how her pain when Darren disappeared.

"Lord, please save Bella. I promise I'll make up for everything." Tristan clenched his hand, he begged God to save his wife, he would not be able to lose Bella. He doesn't want to lose his wife, he wants to make up for all his mistakes with Bella.