Look at me, my man!
I've lost
Bianca sat down on the sofa, she looked down with an unusually broken heart, while Gabriel and Amelia who were sitting next to each other did not dare to open their mouths and did not dare to ask, they waited for Bianca to calm down first.
“Bianca!” call Gabriel, Gabriel finally ventured to speak after 15 minutes had passed.
“ Why didn't you tell us everything?” ask Gabriel. “Daddy does not mean to blame you. It's just, if you tell me sooner. Maybe Daddy will punish Selo first!”
Bianca wiped away her tears, she tried to straighten herself up. “Daddy, had I not been foolish to force Sello to continue the marriage. Surely everything will not be like, Sello has indeed changed since before marriage. But I forced her to get married, because I'm sure Sello will change like he used to.”
Bianca paused for a moment, then inhaled as much oxygen.
“Daddy, after marriage. I thought, Sello will be back to being as warm as ever. But it turned out I was wrong, he only accompanied me on our first night. But the next day until 5 years passed his attitude did not change.”
Gabriel rubbed a rough face while sighing in anger. His jaw hardened when he heard Bianca's words.
“Daddy for these 5 years I've been tormented. I even have bipolar disorder. Sometimes I want to go berserk, sometimes I want to hurt myself if I remember the fate of my marriage with Sello. But I can't do anything about it and stupidly, I've always thought that Sello would definitely come back the way he used to. Daddy remember, Daddy gave us a honeymoon to Argentina for 2 months? Yes, we did go. When we got to Argentina, the next day Sello disappeared, I didn't know where he was going. Every day, I waited for him to come home. It's a foreign country for me and I don't know where to find Sello, which is why I'm just waiting and waiting. One month in Argentina, I gave up. I couldn't bear to wait until I decided to look for Sello all over. I went to the hotels hoping Sello was there but he wasn't, Sello wasn't anywhere and ...”
“And what is Bianca?” ask Amelia.
“And I lost my future son mommy!” Amelia shut her mouth when she heard Bianca say.
“You miscarried?” amelia asked with a paled face.
“Hmm, I miscarried. My son only lasted one month in my womb and I spent 1 month in Argentina in a hospital. Every day, I always expected Sello to come. But apparently not, Sello did not come. It comes when we have a schedule to go home. Sello didn't explain anything to me where he was. He didn't even speak and act cold to me. Back then, I did not dare to say that I had miscarried because back then, Sello did not speak to me.”
Bianca looked down again, and then she cried again. This time, her cries were firmer than before, let alone when recalling her losing her child, because he used to be tired of looking for Selo and now the pain he felt because of things used to be many times over when he realized everything, that all this time Sello betrayed their marriage.
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