Love Me More!
Painfully

New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings.

the Lao Tzu

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We sat down with each other's thoughts, no one opened their mouths after Ruby's departure, awkwardly taking the book out of the bag beside me. And he just looked at me indifferently.

Sighing deeply I began to open the conversation without looking at her."Aquakun, for the next date let's take a walk to Aishi Lake!" I said cheerfully to remove this awkwardness.

"Who wants to date you?" Cynical ask.

"Here it is to make Ai-san unsuspecting!"My objection is that Aqua doesn't misunderstand.

He was grieving, "Don't look for an opportunity with my mother's name, I know you want it!"

I just lowered my head and ventured "Who is that girl?" Ask slowly.

"It's none of your business.!" Shortened leg.

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

He looked at me sharply."If so, why?!" Me next.

I gasped a little at the answer but tried to calm down."Oh so yeah, sorry so all this time I've been bothering.."

He turns his lips together."It's good that you're conscious."His face approached me fixedly."So what, you want to cancel this match?"Ask with a winning voice.

I took my eyes off her."Even so it's Aquacun's business, Aquakun who has to solve it himself."I said a little shaky."After all Aquakun should explain this to Ai-san." Add me while swallowing the spit that fiber.

Unexpectedly he was crashing against the small table in our midst shocked me half to death, his out of control nature made me back up his hands cupping my face."Don't you understand that too?" ask slowly but sharply."Do you know since you came everything's been a mess..." Further.

I just stared at him pushyly with trembling lips."What are you doing?" I tried to get rid of her hand for a second then one of her hands grabbed me.

"What are you talking about? Release."I try to avoid Aquakun's treatment.

"You're the one who's planning on studying with this, right? So I can go to my house? So I can get into my room? Sok know pretty close to the family," he accused relentlessly.

"No." Refute me quickly.

"Don't deny it Akane, don't be pretentious to be a plain girl." He pushed me to the side of the bed, violently pulling me up on the bed, leaving me sprawled.

Aquakun like a fidelity, whatever with him made me very frightened without lingering he immediately approached trying to oppress me and I tried to rebel.

"Stop, Stop Aquakun." My screams, but it looks like this room is soundproof, so people outside won't hear it.

He grew and even tore my top shirt by force so it seemed like the buttons were loose and showed my shoulder. In that instant I slapped him hard and pushed him away.

My breath hunts fast, I see it sculpting but I don't care and straighten my shirt carrying my bag and then just run. I got down the stairs quickly my cry wanted to explode immediately but I held it back when it was at the door I heard Ruby call me but I ignored her and hurried out of this House.

I continued to run non-stop after far enough away I stopped at a tree, to catch my breath, My limp leg immediately collapsed right then and there. Someone stabbed me in the heart I was crying so hard there.

A quick incident just passed by, flowing through my memories. Pain, Pain, Sickness, I feel pain, tightness of fear, how I forget this incident.

Every day I try to do my best, I keep trying again and again. I tried to change myself but still not enough, you still hate me, what should I do?

His attitude was completely out of control.

Papa mama, I want to grant your dreams but I can't seem to forgive me.

But if Aqua apologizes about earlier, maybe I can forgive her. If not, I don't know what to behave like.

I just tried to stop my crying with a hiccup that didn't disappear. I rubbed my puffy eyes and started to step back.

I can make it melt, I have to hold on. I tried to convince myself that the path I took was right. I will forget about the incident and act normal again.