Love Me More!
Kanagawa

Morning with the sun shining warmly, this place indeed evokes memories, there is still something stuck in me, I just cut off the relationship.

"How's Frill doing?" Mumbles.

I feel so guilty for leaving, today I want to see him. 5 years passed but still yesterday.

Today I was happy to see her again after so long, we both sat together in our favorite coffee shop first, where I always leaned on her.

I started telling her everything from beginning to end, Frill was initially annoyed and hurt by my actions not telling her about the big change in my life, Now Frill is also a teacher.

"Akane, I felt really upset, angry when you suddenly moved school without telling me. I feel like you've forgotten me as your best friend" Frill said in disappointment.

"Frillchan I'm so sorry for what happened. I didn't mean to forget you or ignore our relationship." I said in a brick."Back then, I was facing many changes and difficulties in my life, and I did not know how to deal with them. I know I've made a big mistake,"

Fril bit her lower lip looking at me with a pus."Even until you kill yourself? Akane are you that stupid? Why didn't you tell me? And now you're in touch with Aqua again? I don't think that's true."

"Sorry, I am indeed Frillchan's fool, I know you will definitely not approve of Aqua, however.."

Frill interrupted."No, Akane, you know whether your decision is right or not, I'm just an outsider judging you without knowing anything."

I hugged Frill."I'm sorry Frill.."my lyrics.

"I understand that you're going through a difficult time, I just felt guilty not being by your side at the time, but now I'm happy to see you succeeding as an actress, and I'm proud to be your best friend," frill said with a smile.

I realized how valuable our friendship was, but I wasted it.

After meeting Frill, I also went to Aishi Lake where I lived and died, when I arrived at Aishi Lake, I still felt stunned by the natural beauty of the surroundings. The calm and clear water of the lake reflects the blue sky above it, creating a calming scene.

I sat by the lake, reminiscing about the moments that had happened in this place. I remember those moments of happiness with my parents, playing in this lake. Now that I have grown up I understand why Mama and papa wanted to go here, it turns out that after adulthood you only need peace in life, no need for crowded or magnificent places, and nature gives it, he said, here I feel peace and happiness.

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The next day we decided to make a pilgrimage, although this might bring sadness. We finally arrived at the well-preserved cemetery, taking turns to the graves of my father and also Taiki.

I felt sad when I saw Papa's headstone. Then put fresh flowers on it and bow your head in prayer. Aqua stood beside me, giving support and grasping my hand tightly.

"Papa, I miss you. I wish you could see how happy I am now, that you are happy too, right? The calm there papa." I muttered softly.

After that Aqua also placed a flower in front of her brother's headstone. She felt a deep sense of loss, but was also grateful for the wonderful memories she had shared.

"Niisan, I wish you knew how much I miss you. Thank you for being present in my life" whispered Aqua with great joy.

After a while, we finally said our last farewell. Although the heart is still full of sorrow, but on the other hand feel relieved to come to tell the good news.

After all the relationships were re-established and trust restored, we decided to tie the wedding vows, we wanted to move on to the next level.

It feels like all the sadness used to instantly disappear just like that, replaced with a happy moment.

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