
The sound of sound continues to spin in my ears, I do not get peace at all whether my death is not accepted by heaven and earth will I shiver? when I opened my eyes I faintly saw the light of the lamp and the smell of the hospital piercing my nose, I turned my gaze around, beside me there was a nurse standing guard.
from there I realized that I was still alive, I immediately sat down and the anger stirred within me I could not control myself.
"Why am I here?"
"Why did you save me?"
"I WANT TO DIE." I screamed when I woke up.
The nurses immediately held back as I tried to escape and calm me down.
But I continued to rebel and scream not accept with this situation, until finally he was in front of me with a tangled face, puffy eyes, random hair.
He looked at me and said." "I don't hate you, I'm glad you're alive."
Did I not hear wrong?the one who wants me dead now wants me alive, is he kidding? until I can't say what and try to digest the words he said, until he finally disappeared from my sight.
Soon after that my family came and also his family but I could only be silent, I still did not know where to explain because everything was too complicated. although Ai-san kept asking me many questions until they finally gave up and left.
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The night went by I thought a lot about getting this done, ending it, saying what was really going on, I knew he was still keeping his mouth shut because he was afraid of his family, even though he said that, I know he's not really, and his words are just nonsense.
But there's a lot of questions in me sometimes I don't understand why he knows where I am? if that was probably because I often asked him to go to Aishi Lake even though he never responded to me and was always cold, then why did he save me? yes, maybe because he did not want to feel guilty.I tried to get rid of all my thoughts and regret myself who was reckless to do the crazy, not thinking about my mother and the people closest to me.
From the beginning of coming here he kept crying over me I should have cared about mama more than anything, people I love, now I hate her, Let's end this Aqua. We cancel this matchmaking.
All this time I've given everything including my life now that my old self is dead.
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The next day after mama came out of the room shortly Aqua was in front of me just then I immediately turned my face away not wanting to see her, why did she come in? I told my mother not to see Aqua again.
Can he talk like that after what he did to me, is he crazy? all this time I was sick, my heart ached getting your ill treatment.I was just mute.
"I'm sorry" he said again.
Huh huh? pardon you?everyone can apologize but it can't erase everything, I hate to hate seeing you.
But unexpectedly he was getting closer, I lost control began to rebel and yell again, Aqua tried to calm me down, hugging me. He asked not to cancel our engagement, this was a good joke, until I laughed and explained that Akanemu was dead.
The treatment was unpredictable and he put his lips on my lips.
A light kiss that might occur for about 5 seconds, I was immediately speechless and just stared until I finally realized and slapped him.
"How dare you do this!" My yelling.
I rubbed my lips many times, trying to puss the former kiss instead of being happy I was even disgusted.
"I hate you hate hate hate hate."
Aqua turned her lips together."But I like you now like to like."
He replies to every word of hate with a word of like.
"I'm sure you'll like me again, I'll try to restore that feeling." he wiped my tears with his finger.
Of course I immediately dismissed him not to be touched.
"out! Get out! Out!" Tell her.
He randomized my hair to anxious."Get well soon, I'll go first."
He kissed my forehead for a while before finally leaving from before me.
What's this treatment? nay! I have to confirm my heart, it may be because Aqua blamed her family for doing me good.
I'm sure I just want to get out of life and start all over again.