Love Me More!
Contrition

Once again he would kiss me, but this time I dodged, I pushed his chest away and got out of the chair, for a moment I saw my face reflected like a red boiled crab, Shit, what I've done.

My consciousness had returned, it felt like the scene was just a dream, I could not believe I was doing it, and now I was going to run away, without looking at it again I stepped away, yet only one step of my arm was tightly gripped by it, so the idea of escaping was simply erased.

"I miss you.." Said Aqua loudly.

I didn't respond to her words."Release.." Sahutku sharp.

"I beg you not to go.." Pinta Aqua however the grip is now stronger as I attempt to release her.

"sick! My hands hurt let go.." My yelling.

Actually what hurts is my heart, why do you always do as you please, you can come and go as you please, why do you keep playing me? What did that kiss mean? why did Aqua act like this, only just now did she treat me like a stranger she just knew, and now I even have to try to escape from the grip of this guy.

"You're why the hell?" my protest for not being harried without a clear liquid aba gathered in my eyes, even though I did not want to cry in front of him at all.

There was a feeling that I pressed from a long time ago, and finally Aqua released her grip right then and there I immediately covered my face with both hands, my shoulders shaking violently, why would I want to cry like this? Why in front of him? I bit my lip and held back the stuff that wanted to come out, I wanted to walk away but he hugged me.

"Have you finished crying?" Ask him casually.

My heart grew more turbulent and tried to release myself from it, because I kept being held back I hit his chest many times.

"I hate you so much! Wh why? Wh why? You show up again." I'm in his chest.

After a bit of calm, he let me go but I didn't want to look at him at all, other than being embarrassed by the scene, I didn't want him to misunderstand me thinking I still liked him.

"You still like me, don't you?"

Hearing that my eyes immediately glared, he must have misunderstood.

"No," I rebut quickly."That was just a mistake, so don't think like that, I used to kiss other people just now it just got carried away." I said looking for an excuse.

Aqua just chuckles softly." You're not good at lying Akane.."

"Go?? Akane I haven't seen you in a long time but why are you leaving so soon?"

Hearing that my step stopped, why does this guy still not understand?

"I'm sorry, please don't hate me anymore" she said.

After Akane died, Aqua had already kept her promise to like her, I had already felt enough for it, but now I was not Akane back then and I did not want to fall into the same tenderness again.

I turned to look at Aqua's face which looked a little frustrated.

"You like him, don't you?"

Aqua frowned astonished at "Who?"

"Akane's.. You said you liked her, right? Missed her, right?" I asked again to convince.

"Yes of course, I like you, I miss you so much, I look forward to this day for a long time.."

"He's glad you kept your promise, that you'll like him after he's dead.." My words made Aqua feel guilty again.

"What do you mean?" Asked urgent.

"Which word? What is the meaning of my words? From the beginning I told you your Akan was dead Aqua.."My words were full of emotion, it felt like there was something I wanted to get out as well.

Aqua was now just speechless, her eyes showing regret.

"What should I do so you can forgive me?"

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