
"Doctor is he okay?"
I asked to panic at a doctor who came out of the room, the doctor gave a thin smile while calming me down. He nodded small.
"Yes the girl is fine but still unconscious." He said calmly.
I frowned in wonder."Why is he still unconscious?"
"It looks like it's the influence of drugs, I'm guessing he's taking or injecting drugs?" Obviously doctor.
"Drugs dope? Why don't I understand?" sigh slowly. Do not Akane deliberately take drugs to commit suicide so that he is not aware of himself when doing so. The girl really wanted to end her life.
There was a short time of screaming from inside the room, where the sisters were dealing with the rebellious Akane. The girl realized I was rushing there.
I saw her screaming hysterically.
"Why am I here? Why did you save me? I should have died." He shouted as he rebelled, intending to flee.
My steps stopped and unable to get in front of him, guilt burst into my mind. What am I supposed to say? What was my attitude when dealing with him?
"Let go! Unhand me! Let me die.." Further again.
Suddenly tears gathered my vision began to blur, I held my breath and in the end I ventured to meet him.
"You must live" said the word out of my mouth. I clenched my hands and tried to keep talking.
He looked at me and no longer touched. Staring at me intensely there was an angry expression in him his breath was hunting fast.
I'm trying to gulp down my mute saliva."I don't hate you, I'm glad you're alive. So please stay alive."
Unable to bear the guilt, I decided to leave after saying that, unable to see his deathly pale and helpless face. If only I hadn't saved him then maybe I would have lived in regret.
"Aqua how's Akane doing now? Why is he in the hospital? What the hell is going on?" Ask them to worry.
"It's fine." My answer was short, Shifting my eyes away from them because I was crying.
Soahara-san seemed to breathe a sigh of relief knowing her daughter was fine now. "Aquakun where are you going now? Why not accompany Akane?"I asked confused by my behavior.
I'm trying to find an excuse but because of an emergency I'm just saying." I have to go."Then just leave them.
I honestly still can't figure it all out. My mistake mistake. How do I penetrate it. How do I explain it. What about me who is not in this direction.
I arrived at a quiet house because my family was in the hospital. I opened my wet shirt and washed my face with tap water, this messy face of mine, I picked up another handful of cold water and covered it, and I picked up a small towel hanging near me, and now I started to feel a little calmer. I looked at myself in the mirror for a long time.
Blank.
The end of this many events that made my mind disturbed. Everything just comes and goes. Oniisan my deeds are outrageous huh? I didn't mean to go this far, actually. When the fiancee reflex just came out, I didn't know the girl was going to be desperate.
Now he must be happy to make me feel sorry. In his heart he must have laughed out loud because it made me urinate like this. Makes me feel guilty, and my family will definitely wrath me.Akane you're great too huh.
I laughed blandly.
All right, I'll follow your game. Let's get this match.
Tomorrow I'll meet you with my new self. I will love you as I promise.
After nearly losing it I realized I didn't want to lose you.
What is this feeling?