Love Me More!
Diaries

The freezing of the door woke me from sleep, all day I was lying in bed with fever against me, maybe because a lot of things have happened lately physically and my heart feels like pain even though I actually have no right to be sick because it is you who have hurt someone.

Ruby didn't come into my room for long."How's oniichan doing now?" ask her while walking towards me.

"Well" I replied in a weak voice.

Ruby then handed me a book."Here, I think it's valuable to you."

I cringed in wonder."Whahuh? Whose book is this?"

Ruby's face turned moody."Akanechan's gone now."he's sitting next to me."He's gonna live his new life in Tokyo, this is all I can take home."

"Whatchu mean? You're kidding, aren't you? why did he leave?" I don't believe it.

My heart immediately beat fast, still digesting Ruby's words why is it suddenly like this? no news and now Akane is gone, which means our relationship is really over? why does it hurt so much, when all this time I wanted it, but when Akane stayed away and wanted a farewell now I'm the one who is not willing.

Suddenly, my jaw felt choked and a tear fell on my cheek.

Ruby looked at me gently."Akanechan has forgiven you anyway, I understand how you feel now but I also have no right to forbid Akanechan from leaving."

"Why just tell me now?" I asked with ketus.

Ruby puffed her cheeks in annoyance."Everything happened all of a sudden, I just found out too."

"I won't see him again huh" I muttered to myself as I rubbed the book.

"Don't give up niichan, now it's your turn to go after him." Ruby said excitedly.

I nodded."I really want to make up for my guilt, I'm sure he still has feelings for me." I said.

"YES YES Like that I like the vibrant niichan."

After we cheered each other for a moment in the end ruby left and I ended up alone and now in my hands is Akane's book, there is a small padlock but there is no real key in the teeprek little bit only open anyway, but I feel bad to have to dismantle the belongings of others, forcibly, but the owner threw it away so now I consider it mine.

So sorry Akane I'm gonna peek into your heart.

GREKS

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I began to read what Akane poured out in this book.

MARCH 20XX

Yatta I finally went to High School, I hope my teenage journey in SMA has a beautiful story, like in the movies meet my love and focus on my skills, he said,

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Impossible Impossible No way, I met again with the person I admired in the past, the person I had been waiting for all this time. My hero. Yes, the hero of my life, it looks like my smithy will be so beautiful.

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We have different classes, if we were one class, I would meet him every day. Hey Marine I like you. You definitely don't remember me, do you? I'm the one you saved a little time in Aishi Lake when I drowned, until now I still remember you, amazed and ended up being in love, when I saw you my heart was pounding.

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The more I see you, the less you change, Marine, your good manners and your appearance are not much different when as a child, I want to talk to you, huhuhuhu I only roared at you from far away.

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Well today it's a pleasure to talk to the Marine, I accidentally walked behind him and he dropped the pot so I ventured to call him, I called him,, wah even marine took the petals of cherry blossoms that fell in my hair.kyaaaaaaaaa I think I will faint, she is very good, her eyes are shining and warm. Daisuki. But he doesn't seem to remember me at all, hmm sad.