Love Me More!
Face to face

I gulped with great difficulty, and my appetite also disappeared right then and there, Keiko noticed that my expression and attitude had changed somewhat.

"What's Akanechan? You look a little pale.." He asked worriedly that he would look at every inch of my face up close.

I laughed short to avoid his suspicions."Not that I look pale because of your foundation.."

Keiko rubbed her chin while considering my words."Hmm true as well.."

As long as my face is self-sufficient, my heart continues to pound unsettled, will I ever see her again today? I didn't imagine this would happen at all, we helped me. I feel like I want to faint right now, my mind is completely out of whack.

Not long after that I heard one of the staff screaming." The director has arrived, filming will begin soon.."

No no no, what should I do? I unconsciously bit my fingernails, panic spread all over my body, my hands freezing.

"Is the order ready?" Ask one of the staff who picked me up who immediately broke my daydream.

And I just nodded small.

I prepared myself as much as I could on my way to the set, many times I took a breath, and it was true that I saw her figure from behind who was chatting with someone.

Her trademark blond hair, her straight back, I know that figure very well, she is much taller now. I clutched my shirt tightly. Afraid that he would suddenly look at me.

But it was true that a second later he turned around and at that moment our eyes met.

After 5 years passed, for the first time I met you again, I held my breath and took my eyes off.

From the look on his face, the look in his eyes, he had changed a lot, his smile had already expanded again, it seemed like he was much happier now. Just like me, right? But I felt like something was stabbing me in the heart, knowing that he was happier after my departure I felt a little dislike for him. Why do I have to be in such a situation?????? My screams in my heart.

But the figure stepped closer to me, making me misbehave, he greeted the staff kindly along the way and finally stopped in front of me. Aqua developed a bright smile on me, I wanted to reply to her at all but could not, my lips were so stiff.

"Greetings to Kurokawasan.." His hand out while extending his hand.

I just looked up at Aqua in disbelief, so she wanted us to look like strangers huh, which we didn't know at all.

Before I could open my mouth, Aqua quickly said." I'm glad I finally got to work with you."

I blinked as if I had just regained consciousness from daydream." Yeah." That's just that short word that came out of my mouth.

I was even more shocked when he suddenly grabbed my hand to shake." I'm Aqua, nice to meet you Akane.."

"Everything is ready, sir.." It's like gasping for breath.

Before leaving Aqua waved at me, then turned back to her place.

While I was just standing here looking at the hand he just touched, what the hell was that person? You always act like your own. I shook my head trying to shake off all my thoughts about him and have to be professional again, this is a music video shoot not a movie so I'm only going to meet him for a few days, I have to hold him back.

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An hour passed, we finally rested, I was proud of myself who could be professional when my heart was troubled.

"Ariigatou.." I bowed to the staff before finally leaving the set.

Although my energy was drained, but I was not hungry at all, I just wanted to calm myself down, alone, alone, I decided to go to the makeup room where no one was there because people were busy outside either to eat or busy with work.

I sat in the chair and looked at my face in the mirror that looked tangled.

"Akanee you can.." I encouraged myself and exhaled heavily.

My energy today is depleted by this sense of unworthiness. But before long someone opened the door, I thought it was Keiko but the reflection showed someone else who made my heart stop.

We looked at each other through the mirror, and the figure stepped towards me. His expression was different from the one before, now he looked like Aqua whom I had met in the hospital for the last time.

Now he's right behind me, not saying a word and neither am I. He rolled my chair so I faced him now.

We just stared at each other as if looking for answers from our eyes.

His face drew closer, until finally his lips stuck to mine. But strangely my body didn't reject him even I didn't dodge, letting Aqua kiss me. Feeling her touch when her fingers crept through my hair. Clutching my face, narrowing the distance between us.

This light kiss also turned into a deeper kiss, letting our tongues meet each other, accompanied by a beating heart that stirred our vibrations together. We are like two people who have lost time, opportunity, feeling and want to make up for it right now.

All this time lying to yourself either because of ego or self-esteem. Always contradict each other, turn around each other but finally can only surrender to him on time.

Aqua kissed my lips, booed it when we both ran out of air, she ended the kiss and all that was left was the roar of both of us.

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