LOVE THE CHILDREN OF JURAGAN
Saving Feelings

ROV Mentari

I slowly opened my eyes as I heard the door opened and closed again. Mas Er must be out to make coffee. I already know the habits of Mas Er if again upset.

Now, what am I supposed to do? Er looked very angry and hurt. But what made him hurt? I can't possibly force Er to talk if she herself chooses to keep their quarrels.

Ah...., I'm really curious. I don't want Mas's relationship with Yasmin to be strained. How did Yasmin get pregnant? What should I do, huh? Do I need to ask Yasmin? Yasmin will be offended.

I got out of bed and went out onto the balcony.

All my life, I have known only 3 men. Ivory's father, Mas Erdana and Prayuda. My father was the first love of my life until I fell in love with Erdana when I was 10. Love in childhood that turned out to be beautiful when before we graduated High School, Er expressed love to me. Be happy? Sure oes. I have always turned a blind eye to all the men who approached me, even to Prayuda who has been kind to me. For me there's only Erdana, one for good.

But now, I have to share a husband with Yasmin. At first my heart always hurt even though I tried to smile. Imagine the man we love is in the arms of another woman, it feels boolshit if it is said we are not jealous.

But, finally, I can be sincere. Every time I pray, I learn to accept the reality of life. Erdana is the only man in my life and I am no longer the only woman in his life. Yasmin is a good woman. I believe that he will not cheat behind my back. The three of us could even laugh together. I want Yasmin to get pregnant too. To be able to give offspring to Er. But again, I must be defeated by the message of fate. Now I am pregnant again. I don't know how my pregnancy went. I just wish I could give birth safely.

The door to the room is open. Erdana came in and could see me right away on the balcony. He came closer, hugged me from behind and kissed my shoulder very gently.

"Why wake up?" ask Erdana.

"Because I haven't slept yet."

Erdana turned my body. The look in his eyes immediately pierced into my eyes. "Why?"

"You're in trouble, mas. Surely your problem with Yasmin hasn't been solved?"

"Don't think negatively. I just wanted to have coffee." He caressed my cheek with the back of his hand. Then he smiled. Stare at me with a little fog of passion. "I've been here two nights and you haven't given me a ration at all."

I smile. I know it's Er's diversion so I don't ask any more. Immediately I wrapped my hands around her neck, a little to my tiptoes kissed her lips. I'm going to serve my husband tonight. Even though I know, half of his heart isn't with me tonight.

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The sun breathed a sigh of relief to see Yasmin who came using a gold-colored kebaya, the same as the one she used.

"Sorry, a little late. I woke up late." Yasmin said.

"No problem. The Kabul ijab has not yet been started. Still waiting for the predecessor."

"Where is it?"

"Disease, directly picked up by aunty El. Tuh, being with Mas Er too." Mentari shows where his son is. At the same time Erdana looked towards them. The man was stunned to see Yasmin's mature-looking appearance with her kebaya. Erdana felt her chest tight at the sight of the two beautiful women who looked smiling at each other but really made Erdana often not calm if she had to be with one and leave the other.

"Eh, that's Prayuda also just arrived. It's...!" Call Mentari.

Prayuda. For a moment he and Yasmin looked at each other. Yasmin admired Prayuda who came in a black suit. Prayuda also admired Yasmin's makeup, which made her aura of beauty even more prominent. But, doesn't someone we love always look handsome and beautiful?

Prayuda stepped closer to the two beautiful women. He tried to act ordinary. Yasmin had no idea what she was feeling.

"Well, these two women are beautiful. The kebaya is also a couple." Prayuda.

"You're also very handsome. Unfortunately singles. Did Gisel break your heart to the point of not seeing another girl?" mentari asked with a slightly mocking smile.

"It's not so, Ri. You know I'm busy."

"It was so busy that I forgot to find a friend. The tie is still not neat." Mentari wanted to tidy up Prayuda's tie but his sister called him and asked him to see his mother's kebaya.

"Yes, please help Prayuda to clear his tie. So that there are girls who want to glance at it." said Mentari immediately stepped into his mother's room.

Yasmin swallowed her saliva. He felt his heart beating fast. Moreover, the smell of vanilla is now smelled in front of him. Relax Yas, Prayuda doesn't know that you like him either.

"here, brother. I'll trim the tie."

Prayuda felt his heartbeat become twice as fast. They stood so close and the smell of Yasmin's body was intoxicating to him.

Istighfar, Pre. Istighfar.....

Prayuda recited the word in his heart as his heart urged his brain to immediately pull Yasmin away from the place and said also that he loved Yasmin. Just as he heard from Yasmin and her mother.

Satria and Gayatri who had just entered were immediately stunned to see Yasmin who tidied Prayuda's tie.

"Buck...!" Gayatri tightened her grip on her husband's arm. He could see how his daughter was sumringah when he was near Prayuda.

"It's neat, brother." Yasmin said as she took a few steps back.

"Thank you" Prayuda said, touching his tie.

"Yasmine....!" call Gayatri. He wanted to take his daughter away from Prayuda.

"Dad, mom..." Greet Yasmin with a little misbehavior. He understood the meaning of the eyes of his father and mother.

"Good morning aunt, om.." said Prayuda respectfully.

"Good morning, son." Saying Gayatri and Satria simultaneously.

While Satria and Prayuda immediately headed to the room where the execution of the agreement, where Judah was waiting there with a smile of happiness on his face. Satria will be the witness of the marriage on the part of the bridegroom.

"Mother, slow down dong. I'm wearing high heels." Yasmin complained.

"Yes, I told you not to get close to Prayuda."

"Mother, what should I avoid? Sis Tari who asked me to fix her tie Pra because she was hunting was called to her mother's room. My time just left. Brother Pra will be suspicious, ma'am."

Gayatri and Yasmin stopped in the hallway leading to the toilet.

"Mom saw earlier how your face sumringah when close to him. I'm afraid of your feelings, son. Erdana can be suspicious."

The real Mentari had just vomited on the toilet, was walking towards the outside. His steps stopped hearing the conversation.

"Mother, don't be so strong that someone will listen."

Gayatri looked around. When he felt safe, he spoke again. "Son, your feelings are now being shaken. I don't want you to fall in love with her. Remember, you're a married woman."

"Mother, stop. He also doesn't know about my feelings. Mother's attitude will make her suspicious. Remember, mom. Only I know this feeling. Even to Erdana's sister I didn't say who that man was. I'll avoid, mom. I also know how to keep my husband's honor." Yasmin said and left Gayatri alone.

Stupefied mentari. He covered his mouth with both hands. Oh my God, is Yasmin in love with anyone else? Did he cheat on Erdana? But who is that man?

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Yuda loudly recited the Kabul ijab in one breath. He gave her a set of prayer tools and a set of 100 grams of gold jewelry as her wedding dowry.

Jeslin could not hold back his tears when the witnesses mentioned the legitimate word. So too with Judah. A hue of happiness emanated on the bride's face. They look very young even though they are five-headed.

"Duh..old love that blooms back. His name is also a soul mate, huh? I'll see you anyway." Said Satria teasing Yuda and Jeslin. They stand together. Yuda, Jeslin, Naura and Satria.

"So remember the old college days. Which is not at all a match, Satria is the same as Naura." said Jeslin.

Satria looked at Naura. She once had a special place in her heart. Although the place has now been filled by Gayatri but the charm of Naura still always makes Satria smile.

"Don't be loud, the boss will listen" said Yuda. They know that Vishnu is very jealous when it comes to Naura. Anyone who saw Naura would be considered his enemy.

From afar, Vishnu who was taking food saw the four companions. Is he still jealous of Satria? It's a little embarrassing if it happens. Isn't Satria so happy with Gayatri? Their only child is now the daughter-in-law of the Furkan family. Vishnu believes that Naura only loves him.

While Gayatri deliberately let the four friends reminisce. He also believed in Satria. Although Naura used to be the woman who made Satria heartbroken and reluctant to look for other women, in fact Satria can love her. And during their marriage, Satria never cheated on her.

On the other hand, there are Mentari, Yasmin and Elmira who sit while enjoying dessert.

"Where is it?" ask Yasmin.

"With papa. As was sleepy so Erdana took him to Mentari's room." said Elmira.

"Nick where?"'ask Mentari. As if Nick existed.

"Nick came home with the Kabul hijab. There jobs. Maybe he's not calm because he's always staring at him cynically." Elmira was upset.

"Patience, yes. I'm sure there's something behind Vishnu's father's attitude" Yasmin said, patting Elmira on the shoulder.

"Eh.... Pre...., come here dong! Just stay there." Mentari called Prayuda who was sitting alone.

"Well, I'm gonna pee, okay? I'll go to the toilet first, okay?" pamit Yasmin's. He smiled at Prayuda, who was walking up to their table and disappeared from there before getting a sharp look from his mother.

Prayuda sat next to Mentari. Elmira had to take a call so she stayed away from the table.

"Pra, can I ask you something?"'ask Mentari.

"What?"

"At the hospital, did any men approach Yasmin or look close to Yasmin?"

Prayuda looked at Mentari with a frown.

"meaning?"

"I believe you can keep a secret. Yasmin seems to like other people. And Yasmin had been frank with Mas Er about her feelings. They had a fight yesterday. Mas Er's hand until the wound because punching the car door. Do you know who Yas was close to in the hospital?" ask Mentari.

Prayuda rested his back on the back of the chair. Dear God, please strengthen me so that I can answer this question well.

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