Moving On
Evil Plans

(Female )

The crazy thing I'm doing right now, is replying to messages from people's husbands. I know this is wrong, but this is the way to end it all.

"Mom." call him.

"Yes dear." I smiled at him.

"Are you okay, Mom?." The look on her face worried about me.

"Yes sweety.Mommy's fine."

"No. Mommy is not okay" he said in a firm voice.

Because of him, my mind has lost its way. There was fear that hit me. I was afraid I didn't live up to my expectations.

Abela hugged me tightly. Her tiny hands rubbed my back, and she said "There's Ara Mom. Ara always loved Mommy."

Hearing her words made me want to cry. My heart is full of him. Ara's right, I'm not alone. There was my daughter who always accompanied me, when they left me. My daughter has been my source of strength all along. Enough with it, the world seemed perfect to me.

"Mommy loves Ara too." I hugged him tightly.

I looked at her face, then stroked her hair.

"Sweety. If you have grown up later, be a strong person yes," I said.

"Yes,Mommy. Ara's gonna be a woderwoman. Hehe"

"Hahaha, mommy's son is adorable.Hmm..." I pinched his cheek with a pinch.

"Hehehe... Who was it, Mommy Almira's son."

Me and Arabela laughing together. Unceasingly, I was always grateful to have such a beautiful daughter.

The next day, I came with Ara to the cafe he promised. Ara was so happy today, she said she was finally able to take a walk. Indeed, while in Jakarta I have not taken a vacation. Next month, I plan to take her to Bali. Working while on vacation.

As per gps, finally arrived on the spot. The cafe's pretty rame, probably still hits. That's why there are so many young people, especially this weekend.

Nino sent a message. He said he was in the upper room. Ara and I went into the cafe. Then, we headed straight upstairs. 

"Be careful, baby, step by step."

"yes, Mom."

Fortunately, the ladder is not too high. So it's not dangerous for a child. After reaching the last rung of stairs, I immediately saw Nino's whereabouts. In his own corner.

Nino saw our arrival, she immediately waved at us. I clasped Ara's hand and stepped towards her.

I smiled in front of him. He also returned my smile.

"How are you, Al." said. 

"Okay, Nin."

The atmosphere became awkward, lest I feel alien to her. Although I used to have friendship with him.

"Mom, Ara's thirsty."celtuk Ara.

"Sorry, I was confused to want a message for you guys" said Nino.

"It's okay. I ordered it." I stood up from the chair. 

Bawling with Ara, I stroked her hair gently.

"Mommy stayed a while, Ara. Don't be naughty with Om."

"Yes mom" she answered.

"Titip Ara yes, Nin."

"okay."

I left the two of them, and walked towards the bottom. I glanced at them, as if Nino was talking to Ara. I saw her, before coming down the stairs, she stroked Ara's hair. I smiled at their closeness.

After ordering food and drinks, I went back upstairs. Nino is seen still talking to Ara, let alone the sound of Ara laughing. I approached them.

"It seems, again. Mommy's coming with dong!"

"Hehehe, mommy's secret." she replied Ara.

The two of them looked at each other, and Nino smiled and moved her arms like she was locking her mouth. Ara laughed and followed Nino.

I just shook my head to see their behavior. Then, I offered a drink to Ara.

After drinking, Ara headed to the playground. Inside this cafe, there is a mini playground for children. 

"Mom, Ara wants to play first."

"Yes dear. Careful play."

I saw Ara playing with her friend. He seemed happy to play with his new friend.

"Tok your wife wasn't invited?" I asked Nino. 

"He has some work to do" he replied

"Owh like that."

"So, now what are you busy with?" tanyakanya.

"I opened a boutique in Jakarta."

"Finally your ideals are achieved yes" he said as he looked at me with a smile. Although his eyes could not lie, he looked sad.

"Yes. I got a scholarship and I took it right away." I replied. While playing my drinking straw.

I feel that the current conversation, will drain my mind and energy. My heart began to hurt, as did the opening of past wounds.

"I'm sorry, for everything" he said

"I'm fine." I replied.

"I know. You must have fought alone. Again sorry, I'm not by your side."

I just kept quiet. My mouth wants to talk but it's locked.

"Something that I don't know about?"

I still quietly listened to him. My head lowered, my hands moved under the table. I put my hands together. I feel so nervous.

I dare to look at him. His face turned sad, as it did with me.

We look at each other's eyes. I saw him, there was a wound in his eye. I cried, and pulled his hand. I held his hand.

"I'm sorry."

My defenses are starting to collapse. I finally cried in front of him. I kept muttering the word "Sorry".

Behind his smile, we are wounded and fragile. Destiny is sometimes painful. Just like my relationship with him. Ended up hurting each other because of circumstances.

He got out of his chair and moved next to me. He hugged me tightly. I cried in his arms like before. She is the place where I cry when destiny is present in my life. Destiny where my parents died in an accident. He was the first to embrace me.

When my crying stopped, he stroked my face.

"You know. You still mean something to me."

"I know." I hugged her. She fondly stroked my hair.

"I love you until now. I'm always looking for you." he said.

"Sorry." My nada was like someone holding back a cry.

"Arabela, she looks like my niece" he said. I hugged him tightly.

I was still silent, reluctant to answer. He still scratches my hair.

"I'm glad to see it. She's beautiful, rich you. Hmmm.." he said.

"Yes she's beautiful. His face is rich." I replied.

"I know." she said with a small laugh. He hugged me tightly.

I want things like this for a moment. Without caring about the world, remembering our past. Because after getting out of the caffe, our world is different. And right now I want to enjoy it.

"No, we should talk to Ara?" tanyakanya.

"Let me say the same to Ara."

"okay." He smiled at me. I returned his smile.

After a few hours we were in the cafe. Finally, we go home because the sky has turned dark. And Nino's been on the phone by his wife.

I envy his wife, being able to have a husband like Nino. Supposedly, Nino's mine. Can I be selfish?.

I want to take what should be mine. But it's gonna hurt everything.

I let out a breath. Reuniting with him, keeps negative thoughts in my brain.

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