Mr Love Love
Am I Jealous? (Diagram)

Since morning I couldn't see Sabina's smile, she somehow turned quiet. I myself did not know what mistake I had made until it changed suddenly. This morning he was making coffee as usual, unfortunately not a word was thrown from his tongue, he ignored me, he was cold to me too.

Is it because of Aunt Dinda's words? Or am I delirious in my sleep and accidentally mention the woman's name? The woman who is my past and I have forgotten her. I don't know, I myself can't guess Sabina's way of thinking. Even being in the hospital did not bring any change to my heart, I was getting more and more agitated. And at a time like this there was nothing else I could do but catch up with Sabina.

Haha...

The sound of laughter filled my sense of hearing as soon as I entered Alan's house, luckily the door was unlocked. I wonder why everyone is laughing and looking happy without me. Did I come at the wrong time? What if they are disturbed by my presence? I intended to leave secretly but one call from Fazila stopped my footsteps.

"Beauty handsome? Yeeee...!" Fazila said excitedly. She ran towards me without taking off the charming smile from her pretty face.

"Where's the handsome uncle going? Doesn't your handsome uncle miss Fazila?"

"Hindu. So missed!" Reply to me while pinching the nose of Bangir Fazila.

"If the handsome uncle misses Fazila why would the handsome uncle want to leave before meeting Fazila? Handsome uncle lied!" Babe Fazila again, this time the sweet boy opened his thin lips.

Haha...

I started laughing loosely, seeing Fazila's adorable behavior made me unable to stop laughing. After a long time finally for the first time I can laugh. I stopped my laughter as I began to realize all eyes were staring at me with astonished looks. Fatimah, Alan, and Sabina.

My net locked on at one point, I saw an awesome figure sitting next to Alan. I didn't know him, I never saw him either. Who is that pale-skinned young man? Every now and then I even see her staring at Sabina with a smile.

"Come, we'll sit there!" Fazila held onto my fingers, walking towards the sofa while looking back at Alan who was currently staring at me with a look of wonder.

"I thought you forgot my home address. It's been a long time since you last set foot in this place." Alan said a little tart.

"Pig... Let doctor Araf sit down first, don't bother him. His wife is here, what if Sabina's lashing out because Abi is mocking her husband?"

"It's okay Miss Fatimah, let Alan do whatever he wants. I'm sure once he's bored he'll stop himself. Who knows when Alan talks Miss Fatimah will find that she's not as good as you think." My babble while sitting next to Sabina.

The cesss!

My chest pounded, Sabina's smile finally returned. Her charming smile made my heart beat faster, even my blood seemed to flow ten times faster. Aren't I overreacting? Whatever it is, I don't really care about him.

"Didn't Mas Araf say there was an emergency operation today? Why did Mas Araf come if Araf was busy? I can go home in a taxi." Babe Sabina with her soft voice.

Honestly, I felt a little disappointed hearing Sabina's words. It felt like my presence was unwanted.

"Why? I'm just happy Doctor Araf came here, which means he misses his beautiful wife so much." Ummi Fazila said as she looked at me and Sabina alternately, a sweet smile kept coming from her natural pink lips.

It turned out that fate was amazing, I used to love Ummi Fazila so much, but now? Destiny even united us into one family, bound in one relationship, brotherly relationship. Being a brother and sister-in-law, and honestly it wasn't bad.

"Uncle handsome, introduce! He's Fazila's teacher, his name is uncle Ikmal. Brother Ummi."

Oooo... It turns out that pale skin was teacher najai Fazila. It deserves its appearance like a middle easterner who is being rough. I muttered in my heart as I looked at the beautiful young man Fazila pointed at.

"Brother?" I asked while frowning, this is the first time I heard Ummi Fazila has a brother. Not a woman, but a beautiful man.

Hearing Ikmal's short words, I could only nod my head slowly. Yes, it could have happened. I also consider Alan to be very valuable in my life, I love him more than my two sisters. It's weird but it's real.

"Sir, lunch is ready." Said a middle-aged Art who suddenly appeared and interrupted our warm conversation.

"Okay, thank you." Alan's reply was brief. Since marrying Ummi Fazila I could see the drastic change of the figure of Alan Wijaya, he who was once a grumpy now turned into a friendly figure, he could control his anger, he was very angry, I think that's a big thing, Alan's distance to his family has now eroded away. There are no more sorrows or tears, only happiness.

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"It looks like that pale-skinned man is really nice to you? She's giving you a wedding gift."

I opened my voice again between the silence of the air, since I noticed Sabina just kept smiling. And the bad thing is, I don't know what makes him that happy. I wanted to ask, but I don't know where to start?

"He's not pale-skinned, Mas Arafff! He's pure white and handsome too." Reply Sabina while looking at me who is currently sitting on the steering wheel.

"Ask whatever Mas Araf wants, no need to hesitate." Said Sabina again after seeing my riled face expression.

"A-a-ak me, I..."

"I what? Why Araf is nervous. I won't bite you, nor will I reproach." Said Sabina, again she could only show off her smile.

"That pale skin, how do you know him? He looks like a man in the basket eyes!"

"Haha... Araf could have. His name is Ikmal, he looks fine. He's not a random man either." Sabina answered with consideration.

"What's okay! He smiled at you as if you were unmarried! What's that name if it's not a basket?" I speak in a sewot tone.

"Haha... Araf can do it. Not Mas Ikmal the basket, but Mas Araf who is jealous. C'mon, ngaku?" Babe Sabina While poking my arm, instead of calming my troubled heart she giggled while holding her queen stomach.

"Who am I jealous of? Iiiihhhh!" I pretended to dodge while shaking my head.

"By the way Mas Ikmal is handsome? All girls will be easy...."

"Sabina, enough!" Say it with a sharp look.

Again Sabina could only giggle, I don't know what was in her mind until she was that happy. Though this morning her beautiful face looks like a dress that has never been touched as bright as it is. Dull and somber, at least those two words were suitable to describe his state.

Seeing Sabina happy I also felt happy. Though before my feelings for him were only limited to respect for the sister of his best friend. I don't know since when my respect turned into a man's sense of admiration for women in general.

Am I jealous? I don't know the answer myself. Am I not so stupid? Yes, it's possible, I don't know how many women I've dated, but even though I've never felt jealous. Sabina? There was some kind of magnet pulling me towards her, I felt sad when she ignored me, and I felt like my heart was going to jump out when she teased me.

And look at Sabina's smile at the moment? Her smile was more beautiful than the full moon, and the gentle demeanor she showed every day could melt the boulder that separated the distance between us.

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