
"What have I done? Looking at Sabina's gloomy face I'm sure she's very upset with me. If I reprimand him now, I'm afraid I'll be an outlet for his anger." My own chatter while pouring mineral water into the glass glass in my hand.
Glek.Glek.Goldcz.
I gulped down the cold water I had in my hand like a man who had never drank for days. To be honest my chest felt tight, and strangely I even vented my grievances by forcing myself to do silly things in front of Sabina, things I should not have done.
"Should I go into the room? What if Sabina gets angry and then drives me away? Should I sleep here? Ahhhhhhhhhh.... It's really confusing." I patted the sofa I was sitting on.
Uhuk.Uhuk.
My throat hurt a little, without thinking I immediately ran upstairs. Inside my medical bag was the medicine I used to take, it seemed like my allergies were recurring. I don't want Sabina to take care of me after I upset her.
Isn't this weird? I don't want to show my weakness in front of Sabina. I don't know since when do I think pain is weakness? And instead of entering the work space, I knocked on the door where there was a woman who was legally my wife. Tonight I realized I was a very silly man.
Tok.Tok-sign.Tok.
"Can I come in?"
I asked while holding my throat which still hurt. My body felt like it was being punched by a dozen men, it hurt so much that I felt pain in every inch of my tall body.
Troetttts.
The door opened perfectly and Sabina's beautiful face revealed her beautiful sheen. His long hair he let loose and covered his right eye. I was fascinated by the beauty of his face, instead of saying flattery words, the pain in my head even more so.
Debukkk!
I fell on top of Sabina's slender body. The tiny body couldn't hold my weight, we both fell down and lay on the floor with Sabina's body as the foundation
"Aauuu my waist." Sabina said softly before I lost consciousness. A second later I did not know what happened next because I had completely lost consciousness. Maybe it was just me the bride who fainted on her first night, and maybe I wouldn't be able to look at Sabina's face when I woke up later in the morning.
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Ahhhhh!
I grimaced with the pain, how I wouldn't feel the pain when my body hit the floor. And strangely the burly body of Mas Araf even overstimulated my body. I can't move, I can't breathe, I can't control the turmoil in my heart either. Being near Araf is too dangerous, I don't know when this love will grow and get bigger, before it's too late I have to put pressure on myself. I don't want to be stuck in the feeling of love alone.
"Mas Araf, wake up. Can you hear me? You're so heavy." My speech while patting Mas Araf on the back. The one I spoke to couldn't even respond to anything. I'm guessing he's completely unconscious.
She why? Was he offended by my behavior when we were downstairs? Not likely. I didn't even say anything to her. If anyone should faint from surprise I shouldn't be him. It's really confusing.
Debukkk!
"What am I supposed to do? It's been made sure I won't be able to lift her tall body towards the bed." My babble standing up.
By saying Bismillah I began to drag the tall body mas Araf. Even though I never imagined this event would happen this fast.
"A little la-gi." I said as soon as his bed stayed one step away. I never thought marriage would be this late on the first day.
"Assalamu'alaikum, doctor of Nature. This is Sabina, please come home now. Mas Araf fainted, his symptoms looked like a food-poisoned person, or he could have been allergic to something, on his face were red spots like acne that had just grown." I said with a worried tone as soon as the phone I put on the nightstand was in my hands and connected with the Wijaya family doctor.
"Yes... Alright. It will take an hour and a half to get there, if possible please give doctor Araf medicine.
If it really is an allergy, please look for the medicine inside her medical bag. He always took the medicine to the hospital." Said the Nature doctor over there. From his tone of voice it seemed like he was walking.
"alright. Thank you." Thank you." I reply then turn off the phone. I walked towards the next room, the one I knew as Mas Araf's study.
I know this house that Araf bought a year ago, the house that he bought with the proceeds of saving for two years. Which makes me very respectful of Araf, he is an independent and virtuous man. I don't know why he could talk to me downstairs when he never did that before.
"Here we go." I said so the allergy medicine that Doctor Alam meant was in my hands, the medicine that Araf always took wherever he went. I never thought a man as tough as himself could lose in the face of allergies that are usually underestimated by some people.
I ran towards the room where Araf was lying unconscious, my net was perfectly rounded and I started to sigh violently. There was no movement from that beautiful figure. He's a doctor and look at himself? He can't even squint.
"Are you actually a doctor or building porters? You can't even take care of yourself and you consider yourself a great doctor.
Tonight I tell her, if something like this happens again I won't take care of you. You're too heavy for a woman as small as me. I can't lift you up." My speech while raising Araf's head and putting the medicine in his mouth.
He started moving, he buried his head in my chest, he embraced my body, pulling me into the chest of his field. His eyes were still closed, was Araf pretending to faint and then taking advantage of the narrowness that often happens in romantic dramas I often watch? I almost punched his muscular stomach, but my hand movements stopped when I heard Araf muttering.
"Mr... Araf cold! Please give me the blanket. Araf promised Araf would be a submissive son. Araf also promises Araf will follow Mama's wish to marry Sabina."
Without feeling my tears dripping and landing right on Araf's left cheek, I began to stare at his handsome face. Mas Araf had thick eyebrows, his eyes were very sharp, his nose was sharp like a mountain, his lips were thin, he also had fine hairs on his face, the fine hairs that he intentionally let grow as sweeteners on his handsome face.
Sometimes I don't have the courage to stare at Araf, I'm afraid of being trapped in his brown net, caught up in his beautiful charm.
Sabine... Be aware! What would happen to you if Araf knew you were looking at him with a look of love. You'll be so embarrassed, so embarrassed that you won't dare to look at your face in the mirror. I muttered inwardly as I slowly released Mas Araf's hand that was still coiled around my waist.
What am I ashamed of? He's my husband not my affair. Who would dare to curse me just because I love my own husband? I muttered again, this time I rubbed the handsome face of Mas Araf with my plump fingers. My thin lips carved a smile. Looks like tonight I have to take care of mas araf, and this is for the first time I'm going to act as a nun, an impromptu nun.
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