Mr Love Love
Unraveling the Past

Mm-mm!

I pretended to be cleared of trying to melt the atmosphere, I myself did not know where to start. Sabina's question was very simple, but unfortunately I couldn't answer it.

It was possible that the answer he wanted to hear would leave a wound, what should I do so that my answer would not leave a wound in his heart?

I walked up to Sabina with mixed feelings, I was sad if she was angry with me. I'm also sad that if Sabina ignores me, I want to be happy with her. That'sthat's all.

"I-i. Actually, first." I stammered, I couldn't continue my sentence, because no happiness would be left in Sabina's heart if I continued on. I myself scolded myself for the past, and I didn't want Sabina to also abuse me.

"I what? Why first? Justsaytheword. I promise I won't be angry, I want to know Mas Araf's past so I can plan my future with you. You can also tell me what kind of future you want with me, I promise I'll fix myself as you want."

Hiks.Hiks.Hiks.

I hugged Sabina again, somehow my tears couldn't hold me anymore. Honestly, this is my first time crying in front of a woman. Am I weak? Am I blinded by my love for Sabina? I don't know the answer myself. All I know is, I don't want Sabina to stay away from me, I'm really in love.

"Why is Araf crying? Did I make you sad? Do you regret marrying a woman like me?"

I don't want to hear Sabina's words anymore, I stuffed her lips with mine. All over my body was hot, the softness of Sabina's lips hypnotized me, I no longer knew how to express my happiness. I stopped my mischief and re-attached my forehead to Sabina's smooth forehead, our breath was equally irregular, for Sabina this might be her first kiss. But for me, this is not the first. One thing is for sure, only with Sabina do I feel such great happiness.

"You're the best woman I've ever seen in my life, even if you ask me not to be a condition of getting you, I'm willing to do it." My chant after releasing my lips from Sabina's soft lips.

"Never say I regret marrying a woman like you! Because actually marrying a woman as beautiful and as warm as my Sabin was the best decision I've ever made in my life." My welcome again bluntly.

"I believe in you with all my heart, but you also have to tell me about your past. I won't calm down until I find out who my former rivals are!" Sabina said with a smile.

Hhmmmmm!

I let out a long sigh without letting go of my gaze from Sabina's shady netra. I didn't want to say anything but he tied me up with his desperate words. There's nothing I can do but reveal the sting, where it all started and how Mama ended it all.

"I used to be a polite, obedient man. I have an older sister whom I love very much. We always spend time together, playing together, practicing martial arts together, and of course watching movies together. I feel blessed to have a sister as good as Aleta's."

"Mas Araf has a sister? I didn't know that! Mas Araf used to be a polite man, but now?" Sabina's words stuck in her throat, looking at her behavior pretending to be thinking hard made me want to bite her, without thinking long I immediately tickled her slender waist.

Sabina of course dodged. Like a cat hunting its prey I began to chase Sabina, we ran around the big cot beds while laughing triumphantly. The ceiling of the mengah house that I lived with Sabina was filled with laughter both of us.

"I'll catch you! After that I won't let you go!" My babble on the sidelines regulates the breath. Sabina is so smart, she can sniff from me as hard as I try to catch her.

"Catch it if you can! Aaaaaaay!" Sabina shouted as she ran out of the room.

Ahaha!

I shook my head while chuckling on the bed, Sabina was no longer seen in my beautiful netra. I don't know where he ran from avoiding me. She's really adorable.

"I'm here, why is Mas Araf still there? Is your gout crumpled until you can't move? Haha!"

Sabina's loud voice sounded very clear in my sense of hearing. Feeling underestimated, I immediately ran out of the room.

"I really wouldn't let you go if you thought, you'd have to pay for your every mistake to me, a mistake because you dared to run away from me." My move while smiling.

I ran up the stairs, while Sabina? He ran in a hurry because he didn't want to get caught. Though I just wanted to spend this beautiful moment lovingly, we ended up running like a little boy.

"Sabina awassss, watch out!" I shouted from upstairs, as I turned towards me unconsciously Sabina's leg slipped and fell down the stairs.

Debukkk!

My chest felt tight to see Sabina slamming against the floor, I was in pain. With all my might I ran down the stairs, my tears dripped again seeing Sabina sighing in pain.

"Aahhhh! Shhhhh!"

"Why are you running so fast? Did I ask you to run? What will I do if you get hurt? I told you I couldn't live without you and you punished me! You're really naughty!" I said in a loud voice, Sabina can only be quiet. I think he was afraid to see my angry expression.

"Are we going to stay here? Till when? My legs hurt, I can't walk." Sabina's babbling broke the silence.

"Where is it sick? Inhere? Inhere? What's here?" I held onto Sabina's body with panic that still filled my chest cavity.

"What's sick there?" Reply Sabina while pointing towards her right leg.

"Come, I'll help you stand up!"

"don't want. Carp!"

"Rubber? It turns out you're so spoiled! Is this also a form of punishment from you? Hehe! I like this!" I said as I lifted up Sabina. I took her in the middle room, sat her down on the sofa and then thoroughly examined her.

"Where else is it sick?" I asked with a clear face.

"none. Just my feet."

"Your legs are sprained. Thank goodness it's not bad. Wait here I'll get my medical bag in our room." I then ran up the stairs again.

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"Slow Mas. It's sick."

"You know this hurts? This is what happens if you try to keep yourself away from me." Reply Mas Araf while applying the medicine on my leg that feels very painful.

After I finished treating my legs and sitting next to me, he put my head on his lap. Slowly patting my head, I felt a calmness welling up all over my pores. I'm very happy.

"I saw you shed tears earlier? Did I hurt you, Mas Araf? If, yes. I'm sorry."

"No. You didn't hurt me. It's just that I was so scared when I saw you fall down, and subconsciously I started to shed tears. Am I not so cute? I think this is my new weakness! And this weakness is present when you are present in my life."

"It's not a weakness, but it's love. The love that makes you feel pain when you see the person you love hurt. Thank you for loving me as much as love I couldn't predict its magnitude. I feel overwhelmed. I feel happy. I feel blessed to have a companion to life as handsome, as kind, as romantic, as dedicated and many more words that I cannot express." My babble while cupping the handsome face of Araf mas with my fingers.

"Handsome, kind, romantic, clever! Are you seriously saying that? I feel like flying clouds hearing your sweet flattery!"

"I was serious when I said it! All my life I've never lied and I'll never do that."

"I will still love you like this, my love for you will never change like an ever-changing season."

"Buck!" My reply is against Mas Araf's brief statement.

"I won't believe you until you decipher your past story. I can't love you either if I don't know all about you." My friend again pretended to be angry.

I was still lying on the sofa with the soft thighs of Mas Araf, the beautiful netra we met for a few seconds, each other's beauty, after that...

Muacch!

A friendly kiss of Mas Araf landed again on my thin lips.

"I put a stamp here, it means you're mine and I'll say all the things related to my past, don't get mad if you hear something you don't want to hear, even I don't want to share a story that's gonna make you feel upset." Said Mas Araf while rubbing my thin lips with his lentic fingers.

Glekkk!

I could only swallow the saliva hearing the closing speech that Mas Araf uttered. I don't know what kind of story he had until it he believed would make me feel upset. Right now I'm getting goosebumps, Mas Araf hasn't started deciphering his past story but I've been scared first.

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