
Happy tears!
Right now, that's the only thing that can represent my feelings. I never thought I would feel this much happiness. Even the walls of the hospital became a testament that I could not control my feelings. Do all men feel the same way? I mean feeling great happiness when they hear happy news like the news that Savira's doctet told me?
I want to scream. I want to tell the world that I'm going to be a father. For a moment, the shadows of Mama and Papa's happy faces filled my mind. Somehow what kind of reaction will they show once they hear their first grandchild will soon be present in the world? I was curious, so curious that I wanted to call everyone.
Muach!
I landed a brief kiss on the top of Sabina's head. Looked at his face with tears. All this still feels like a dream, no matter what good I have done in the past until God gives me this much happiness? May this happiness endure and not diminish, no matter how hard the trials come in the future.
"Mas Araf is here?" Sabina asked as she pinched her head with her thumb. Her pretty face still looks pale.
"Mas Araf's... What's wrong with me? My head feels like it's going to break. My heart beats so fast. My breath is irregular. Am I sick because I don't eat breakfast? Or did I get a reply because I was being rude to you last night?"
Sabina spoke incessantly, she even grabbed my hand and placed it on her pale face. Every now and then, Sabina even kissed the back of my hand.
Really, I still can't speak. My lips feel stifled. In times like these, tears are back to express my feelings.
"What's wrong? Did I upset Mas Araf? Please forgive me, I promise I won't do anything that will make Mas Araf cry again.
Just punish me, but please don't cry like that. I don't like to see Mas Araf cry. I feel like I'm a failed wife, a failure to make you shed your precious tears." Said Sabina slowly, this time she wiped my tears with her lentic fingers.
"I'm happy. So happy that I can't speak." I reply slowly, my handsome face re-carves a smile.
"Happy? Why?" Sabina asked in a soft tone of voice. He was still too weak to be as sweet as he used to be.
"What would you do if I cheated on you?" I asked as I stared fixedly at the shady Netra Sabina. Instead of answering my question, she was crying like a baby, so funny that I wanted to pinch her cheek spoiled.
"If you do that, I'll be mad at you and I'll leave you. Forever." Sabina said. Slowly I began to wipe Sabina's wet eyes with my fingers.
"I never did that before, but now I'm gonna." My words confirmed, a second later my handsome face began to carve a smile.
Before Sabina opened her lips and said anything, I instantly stuffed those honey-sweet lips with my gentle kiss, deepening the kiss until we could listen to each other's heartbeats, the more the seconds get louder.
"Congratulations, Mrs Araf, you're going to be a mother." I said after stopping my mischievous actions, I whispered in Sabina's ear in a pretty soft voice.
Honestly, when I said that my tears were back in freefall. I'm so happy, a happiness I can't express with words. The world is spinning under my feet. And I'm sure everyone can understand how I feel right now. I felt ashamed as Sabina stared at my crying face, and at a time like this was only one thing I could do, sticking my forehead on the smooth forehead of the most beautiful woman in the world, Sabina Wijaya.
"W-did I not hear wrong? Are we really going to be real parents?" Sabina cupped my face, while her lips did not stop carving out a charming smile.
"Yes, of course." My reply was brief.
I was flattered, without a second thought Sabina landed her warm kiss on the top of my head.
"Can I be honest?"
"Say!" I replied while pinching Sabina's nose.
"To be honest I was still angry at Mas Araf, imagining how Morgiana hugged and kissed you, upset me.
Dag.Dig.Dug-saw.
My chest was pounding very fast, as if my heart was about to jump out. Hearing Sabina speak honestly made me feel a deep sadness.
The apologies and love words that Sabina wrote in her short note turned out to be just an excuse for not seeing my face. Although I was sad to know that fact but I liked it more when Sabina bluntly in front of me. That way I know what I have to improve and what I have to maintain in this relationship, a relationship that is filled with love.
"From now on, we'll start everything from scratch. I can't promise not to get angry in this relationship, but I can promise I'll always try to keep my heart just for you." Sabina among the silence of the air.
"thank you. That's enough for me." Reply to me while closing my eyes, a second later I started cupping Sabina's pretty face, the clear droplets landed back on her smooth cheeks.
I knew Sabina was crying not out of sadness, therefore I could only smile thinly to express how great my love for her was.
Tok.Tok-sign.Tok.
The sound of knocking coming from the door of Sabina's room made me realize that we didn't realize time was passing so quickly.
"Lake in!"
"Good afternoon, doctor Araf. It's time for the lady to have lunch. I'll feed him."
"No need, I'll feed my wife. You can go."
"But doctor..."
"Ckck." I looked at the young sister with a sharp gaze, as if my gaze would overturn her world. Sabina who saw my silly behavior could only smile while stroking her chest.
"Haha! Mas Araf didn't have to scare him like that, how about he start spreading rumors that the director of this hospital is very judes."
"He wouldn't dare!" My words confirmed.
"Open your mouth." Connect me again while offering a spoon filled with food.
"Why not dare? If it was me, I would definitely do it to avenge the treatment of the hospital director who is pretentious and pretentious." Say Sabina again.
Instead of opening her mouth and receiving the food that I had offered, Sabina was instead blurting out things that she shouldn't be involved in, because indeed she would never be involved, until at any time.
"If the woman dares to do so then I will cut her salary. But if you dare to do so then I will punish you with the sweetest punishment." I mean seriously.
"How will you punish me? I want to see!"
Hhmm!
I snorted as I opened my lips, instead of being afraid, Sabina laughed as if the weight on her shoulders had evaporated. Truly, this part of Sabina is what I miss so much. If it's a dream, then I don't want to wake up from my deep sleep, and luckily it's not a dream because this happiness feels very real.
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