Mr Love Love
Ruckus

Tears?

When the heart feels deep sadness, tears will spill as a form of pain. No one wants to get hurt. But still, whether we like it or not, that sadness and happiness will go hand in hand for as long as we are alive.

We can still tolerate the pain if someone else does it, but if the person closest to us does it as if the world is collapsing, it is so narrow that breathing becomes congested.

"I will definitely repay you. I've been good enough to you. You hurt me? I can take that. But not with my son.

This time you will not be able to avoid. This anger seemed to fill all my pores. I won't calm down until I teach you a lesson." I grumbled as I stared intently at the still-crowded streets. All my eyes looked at me just seeing a long traffic jam.

"How's this? What should I say if Mama gets to know all this? He won't be able to!" I rubbed my face rough. I'm depressed, I'm still upset.

Thirty minutes later the car I was driving stopped right in front of the fence of Wijaya's residence.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Non-Sabina. Not how are you?"

"Wa'alaikumsalam, good Mang. I'm good news." My reply to the middle-aged guard who is currently opening the gate for me.

"Mr Doctor's not coming? Why don't you drive alone, where's Mas Amri?" The middle-aged guard again asked, this time staring into the car with a smile.

"I'm alone, Doctor is busy. Is Mama inside?" I asked with caution. I pray in my heart that Mama and Papa are not there.

"Non Sabina is late. Madam and Mister just came out. He said there was an important meeting with Ms. Besan at the Tuan Muda Hotel. Hehe, sorry. I mean Mamang with Non Sabina's Mother-in-law!"

Alhamdulillahot... My mind while stroking my chest triumphantly. This is what I was waiting for, my thin lips carved out a smile

"Alright, Mang. I'm going in first." Say it while smiling. There was no reply from the middle-aged guard other than a nod of his head slowly.

Meanwhile inside the house, Morgiana sat down while flipping through the magazine in her hand. I don't know what the strange girl did, she even marked some parts with a pen in her left hand.

Prok.prok.Sprok.

I clapped my hands while looking intently at Morgiana, to her surprise. Even accidentally his hand nudged the green tea cup that was on the table.

Four women and two gardeners came out of the kitchen. They looked at me with astonished eyes, because I don't usually look weird.

"Everyone... Please out. Except Morgiana!" Say full emphasis.

"Good, Non. Come on." Said one of the Art invites his colleagues, he ducked, then walked backwards with his colleagues.

"Hey, Bi. Are you here?" Morgiana asked as she placed Magazines on the table, she stood up while tidying her hair.

Plakkkk!

One slap landed on his right cheek. The pretty face is now perfectly on the left. His skin starts to look red. Even my hands hurt, I'm sure Morgiana felt more pain in her pretty face.

Plakkkkp!

Not yet had Morgiana say anything, I again slapped my hard slap on her right cheek, or rather on the cheek that I just slapped.

Hushh!

I screeched as I caught the hand of Morgiana who wanted to avenge my slap.

"Not anymore, I said no more." Say it with a high voice. I pushed her slender body until she fell down and sat down on the floor. I don't know why this anger blinded my heart's eyes. Out of anger, I couldn't even look at Morgiana's annoying face.

"Did you know? All this time I've never hated anyone more than I hate you.

You taught me how to hate, you also made me realize that a brother can be an enemy to his own brother.

All this time I've been quiet doesn't mean I'm ignoring your mistakes. Every second I pray that God will give you awareness and common sense. But in fact, it's just my wish." Say me with a vibrating voice. I looked at Morgiana with a sharp look, as if my gaze would skin her alive.

"I'm sick of you, and I'm sick of all the things you do. Get out of this house before Mama finds out you're a thorn in her daughter's life.

Get out of here before I act worse on you. Get out of here before I lose control. Aaaa." I spoke in a high tone of voice then shouted out loud, hoping that my anger would dissipate after saying what I wanted to say.

Plakkkp!

Someone touched my shoulder, a slap landed hard without my prediction. My right cheek was sore, I was shocked to the point of falling and resting on the floor.

"Did Mama ever teach you to be rude? Did Mama ever educate you to hurt others? Mama Sabina answered?"

Hiks.Hiks.Hiks.

There was no answer coming out of my mouth, I was too surprised to see Mama who came suddenly, even my cries could not stop.

The living room was silent, Papa walked up to me and helped me to stand up. He was also so shocked that he could not say anything.

Hhhhh!

Papa breathed a rough sigh. It means he is very shocked to see this situation. Unfortunately there was nothing I could do but shed tears.

"Alright, Ma. Don't be so angry." Papa tried to calm Mama down.

"Calm down, Mama. Dad doesn't want you to be sick!" Call Papa again.

I looked at Mama's sad face, I knew right now Mama wanted to vent her anger. Of course to me, her naughty daughter who has been acting rude. Did I overdo it when I vented my anger on Morgiana? Or am I too stupid for anger to blind my heart and my mind? I realized this commotion was because of me, but I was more upset with myself because Mama saw my unstable side.

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