Mr Love Love
Misunderstand

"Mr... Sabina forgot the important things at home. Looks like Mas Araf will need a little time to get here. If he comes, tell him I'm home and will wait for him at home." I said as I stared at the smiling face of the best Mama in the world.

No objection from Mama, he kissed my forehead while saying 'Yes' after getting permission from him there is nothing else I have to wait in the Mansion Papa's.

To be honest when asking permission from Mama my tears almost dripped. But I quickly hugged Mama then wiped the corner of the eye with the back of my hand.

"Yes Allah... What was the fate of the house I just built? Mas Araf's words to Morgiana echoed in my ears. I wouldn't be mad if he was honest about his feelings for Morgiana.

I was angry because he met behind my back, I was also angry because he never said anything in front of me. Should I ask him? Or should I be mad at him? Thinking about all this makes me feel annoyed" I said as I wiped away the tears.

My heart hurts, what makes me feel this much pain? How much love do I feel for Mas Araf more than I thought? How do I get out of this pain? Really, I've never felt this much pain before. My soul felt empty and my body felt like it was on a sharp object, so painful that it could not be described with just words.

A cekrekkk!

The sound of the door being opened from the outside, I'm sure the one who came without knocking on the door must be Mas Araf. I don't know what I was thinking, I hurried to pull the blanket and pretended to be asleep.

The fragrance that came from Mas Araf's burly body gently caressed my sense of smell. Can I not shed tears without looking at her handsome face? Slowly, I pulled back the blanket to cover my sad face.

"Honey, are you asleep?"

There was no answer from me because I could not speak, if I spoke Mas Araf would know that I was crying under the covers. Crying in silence made my chest feel even more tight.

"W-What's this?" Unexpectedly Mas Araf uncovers the blanket I used to cover myself. How surprised he was to find me shedding tears.

"Honey, w-why are you crying? Did I make a mistake? Tell me that?" Said Mas Araf in a hoarse voice.

I could only look at him with a suspicious look, I didn't want to hear anything, I was worried that when Mas Araf opened his mouth he would lie to me. While me? I hate the lies.

"Please tell me something, I can't see you like this."

"I have to say what? What's?" Say it in a soft voice.

"I can't even get angry after seeing and hearing all the bullshit Mas Araf and and Morgiana in the back garden, should I be happy? Or do I have to leave so you're happy?" My babble as I ducked, I still couldn't hold back my tears. All of this was too sudden and too painful.

"Bie... All this is just a misunderstanding. I can explain everything."

"Where should Mas Araf explain? Did Morgiana hug you? Or when you kiss each other? I don't like any of this. I'm upset, and I can't understand any of this." I said while removing the corner of the eye with the back of my hand.

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Miscomprehend...!

That was all that came to my mind when I heard the words that came out from Sabina's mouth. I understood her anger, whoever was in her position would say the same thing, after all which woman would not be angry to see her husband in his arms and kissed in front of her own eyes. I feel lucky that Sabina did not slap me, now that I realize that my Sabina is jealous, I am very happy to know all that. And thankfully he was not blind jealous.

Sometimes jealousy can make people dark. Thinking about ending someone else's life will make him happy, but that's not true. Hurt others just for the reason of jealousy will only hurt yourself more than you imagine.

The time has shown at 2:30 unfortunately I still cannot close my eyes, think of Sabina's words and look into her wet eyes making my whole body feel numb. I was so sad I couldn't control my emotions.

I looked at Sabina's back, from behind she looked fine but I knew right now she must be crying.

Seeing him cry in silence was much more painful than he roared and thrashed in front of me. I don't want this problem to get any longer. I also don't want my past to make my future dark. There was no choice for me other than to flip Sabina's body and talk heart to heart with her.

As I thought, Sabina was still awake. The net's starting to swell.

"Let's talk. No need to cry anymore, crying won't solve the problem." I said as I lifted up Sabina's body lying on my left side.

"Let me alone, Mum."

"I don't want to. We need to talk to the konyolan about it." Reply me with a slow tone of voice but still authoritative.

"Five minutes. Mas Araf's time is only five minutes. The rest I won't listen to your words anymore." Said Sabina while looking at my sad face. A second later he turned his gaze back from my handsome face.

"As you know, your cousin's sister is indeed a woman from my past.

Be honest... I never thought I would meet him like this. This was also very surprising to me. Please understand me! Please be patient with me! I'll sort this out immediately. I also hate this situation a lot." My words explain at length.

I looked at Sabina's face, it was showing off a tremendous sadness. I don't blame her, she has every right to be angry with me, which woman is willing to see her husband kissed in front of her eyes by another woman, this is not my fault at all, I was so stupid I couldn't predict Reem would be that close.

"Honey's... Please forgive me." Say it again in a soft voice.

I clasped Sabina's fingers, my tears almost dripping. My chest feels tight. It turns out that Mang Udin said it right, he said when he saw his wife shed tears his world felt stopped, and now that's how I feel, my world feels stopped. I felt a tremendous pain as I watched Sabina continue to shed tears.

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