
"Ma, be patient." Said Papa while pulling Mama's arm, Papa was quite surprised to see his wife's aggressive attitude.
All those years, for the first time I've seen Mama this angry. His gaze was as sharp as a dagger, even his net began to blush. I goosebumps, then what about Morgiana? She must have felt the same fear, the fear I felt.
How can I not feel fear? The usually gentle, patient, and affectionate mother turned like a wounded lioness. Even now my legs cannot hold my weight, I fell and sat on the floor, my gaze empty, not knowing what to say. These tears flowed profusely as if my world was about to collapse.
"How can you be patient, Pa? Look at this snake. Mama took care of him with all her heart, Mama also loved him very much like her own daughter. And what has he done?" Mama pointed at Morgiana's face with anger. If you can, it feels like Mama wants to eliminate the graceful figure that is currently standing shamelessly. Morgiana's.
"He tried to eliminate our grandson, Pa. Hicks.Hiks." Mama started sobbing, seeing that Mama was sober it made my heart seem to stop beating. I got up from my sitting position and rushed into Mama's arms.
"Don't be like this, Ma. What if Mama is sick? Sabina doesn't like to see Mama get sick because Sabina loves Mama so much." I said with a stifled cry.
"It's all your fault Sabina. Why didn't you come clean from the beginning. Call Araf, now." Mama said in a tone of intimidation, Mama's ever-shady netra is now red-flamed. I feel sinful, I feel tight, my heart and my mind are filled with regret.
"Until I'm gone, I won't see your face again. Don't ever show up in front of my family, I don't know how bad I was when I hurt you. From now on, you are no longer a member of this family." Mama said with anger.
"Ma, already. If Papa says yes already. Papa knows Mama's very angry, doesn't mean we hurt Morgiana this cruel." Papa tried to mediate.
I looked at Mama with a regretful look. I tried to dare to look at Papa, his face looked calm but his eyes explained everything, if he wanted to skin a figure who had dared to hurt his precious daughter.
Goosebumps?
I goosebumps seeing my gentle and kind-hearted Mama get angry for the first time, and that's with her own niece.
"Ma. It's been. Stop this whole thing. I know Mama's angrier than I am. But you know that you can't behave like this? Sabina doesn't want Mama to be sick." I said after I can control the anger that is inside me.
I stared at the sofa looking for Morgiana, unfortunately she was no longer there. I don't know when he left, and badly, I don't care about him anymore. Am I wrong?
"Sabina, call Araf right now. Mama wants to talk to him."
"Ma-mama, don't involve Mas Araf in this. Sabina please." I said while cupping both hands in front of my chest. It seems that Mama does not care what I say because she is already angry and disappointed. And the bad thing is, I can't do anything to dampen his anger. Again I can only blame myself for this incident. I shouldn't have to bring my anger home.
Stupid sabina. Sabina suck. Sabina tacky. I cursed myself without being able to hold back my tears. I just can't control my feelings, so what about Mama? Really, I feel guilty, this mess happened because of me. Aye, my.
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