My husband is in the room of my best friend
The Firmness of Luna Facing Ariel

The next day, at seven in the morning, after finishing breakfast. Luna returns to the hospital with food for Noah. Luna uses a car online, because even though there is a car in the garage, but Luna does not want to take the risk of driving alone in a state of pregnancy.

Arriving at the hospital, Luna knocks on Ariel's room door. He no longer entered haphazardly like yesterday afternoon. Not long after, Noah opened the door.

"Hay," greeted Noah with his trademark smile. He opened the door wide and told Luna to come in.

"Hm. This is food for you" said Luna while giving the food she held to Noah.

"Well, I happen to be hungry again. Lun, it's okay if I eat in the park. I've been stuck since a few days ago in the room," he said.

"May, but not for long. You see, I'm here just a jerk," he said.

"Ready, not for an hour. All right, I'm gonna sit there, breathe some fresh air."

"What! Later that hour. Half an hour, okay."

"No, forty-five minutes," Noah bargained like he was buying.

"No, half an hour or nothing" threatened Luna to make Noah's guts shrivel.

"Okey, I'm blushing. Half an hour I came back here," said Noah relented.

"Sip." Luna was also happy because Noah obeyed her wishes.

After that, Noah also leave from there, not forgetting he brought his phone so he could while listening to music in the park.

After Noah left, Luna went inside and sat down on the chair. But he kind of kept the chair away so as not to get too close to the gurney.

Luna was still looking at Ariel, one minute, two minutes, three minutes, four minutes, five minutes.

Ariel still faithfully pretended to sleep, even though Luna knew, if Ariel was conscious.

Just one look, Luna knows. If Ariel had been aware, whether she knew when, but clearly Luna knew if at this time, Ariel just pretended to close her eyes.

Living one roof with Ariel, making Luna know, every expression that Ariel shows. When Ariel is happy, sad, sleeping, restless, worried, everything she knows.

"When do you pretend to sleep?" tanyanya, finally Luna could not bear to not open the sound.

Hearing Luna's voice like that, Ariel gave up and chose to open her eyes.

"You know I'm conscious?" ariel asked like a fool.

"Hm. I know everything that you don't even realize yourself," Luna replied indifferently.

"Huefft .. I'm ashamed to look at you Lun. I'm ashamed to talk to you. I'm shy. But I also want to hear your voice, I would love to prostrate myself at your feet and apologize for all my mistakes" Ariel said in tears. He looked up at the roofs of his room, not daring to go towards Luna. He was afraid, afraid that he would do something that would make him regret for the rest of his life.

"Do what sorry, after everything you destroyed. Should be before you apologize, you think first whether your actions hurt me. Now, it's too late. You apologize until you prostrate at my feet, will not be able to restore what has happened. Even you cry blood, it will not be able to treat the heart wound that you incur. All my life, even when I die, this wound will always be there" Luna replied with her flat face.

"I know, I know you're sorry. But it's too late, Mom. The ter lam bat. Your regrets mean nothing to me anymore. Not only did you break my heart, but you also destroyed our marriage. You also ruined my friendship with Laras. You have also tarnished the trust I have given you. You also repeatedly mende legitimately with my own friend on the pain and tears ... All the bitterness I have gone through, all the suffering I have endured alone. And now it's time for me to wake up after I've been feeling down for months. Don't you think I'm a tough woman. Wrong, I'm just like you. I'm just an ordinary woman, who can get sick and hurt when you hurt me so many times. But I tried to be strong and persevere, I complained all my problems to God. The more you hurt me, the closer I get to God. That's what I'm doing, not even going on hunger strike and sleep strike, like you are doing right now. Because it is useless, the problem will not be solved, even you will get sicker, heartache and physical pain," said Luna at length. Ariel just kept listening.

"You better fix yourself, you take responsibility for what you did to Laras. Remember, now Laras is pregnant with your child. You don't think about me, I can still deal with my own problems. I'm a strong woman, I'm sure, I can go through this all alone" Luna added.

"But I don't love Laras at all" Ariel said.

"Not loving? But you're enjoying the body, right?" syndir Luna. "Yes you married her, didn't you have to love. That way you can enjoy his body as you want. You can do it many times without fear of sin." continued Luna.

"But I don't want to marry him. I don't want to spend the rest of my life with people I don't love, Lun. I just love you, I just want to spend my time with you" Ariel pressed while facing towards Luna.

"Just love me and want to spend your time with me?" repeat Luna. And Ariel nodded her head.

"If you love me, you won't betray me. Let alone to do things that are not se noh. You even look at other women. You will feel uncomfortable. You will feel guilty because you have looked at other women besides your wife. If you love me, you will think hundreds of times or even thousands of times to be tempted by other women. If you love me, you will not be tempted even though many women are in front of your eyes though. Unfortunately, you're tempted just as Laras continues to seduce you. You easily turn away. You even forgot me, cut me off, lied to me and you kept hurting me over and over again. So, don't say love, if you haven't even thought about how I've been feeling. Don't say love, because there's no love that hurts each other." said Luna made Ariel silenced.

"But I really can't separate from you, Lun. I can't. I'm tormented. My heart hurts," said Luna.

Hearing the word sick, Luna simply chuckled.

"It hurts, my heart hurts even more, Mas. You will never be able to match the pain I feel. So, don't be a weak and crybaby guy. Shame on your behavior all this time," mocked Luna.

"You will feel the pain when you see me with another man. At that time, you will understand, how I have been feeling all along. You'll know what it's like to see your loved ones, be with other men, date other men and have sex with other men. It's just the difference I'll do after halal, but I make sure, the pain you feel is the same as the pain I've felt over the past few months. Wait for that time to arrive. I hope, you are given long life, so you can see for yourself, I am happy with another man," Luna said, causing Ariel to shed tears. He couldn't imagine if that happened. Maybe he chose to end his life if he saw Luna with another man who was not himself.

Seeing Ariel shed tears, Luna just sneered.

"That's it, don't cry, it's free. I won't pity. Even if I go, you still have a barrel that will always be there for you. You still have a backup that can accompany you, and give you happiness and can satisfy you above ran jang," ledek Luna.

"Not like me, who can never satisfy you," added Luna while looking at the circular clock on her left wrist.

"Where the hell, Noah. Long time," muttered Luna inwardly.

"I think today, it's enough for me to comfort and accompany you. So I'm going to go." Without waiting for Noah to return to the room, Luna decided to retreat first. It can't take too long a room with Ariel. Or he will continue to hurt Ariel with his scathing words.

As Luna was leaving, Ariel tried to chase after her, unfortunately falling from the top of the gurney, due to her hard-to-move legs. He forgot, if he was hit by a mild stroke, his right leg and hand were numb. It takes time to get back to normal, he also has to do treatment and therapy.

Seeing her weak self, Ariel was completely frustrated. He felt that being a useless human being, even to pursue Luna, he could not.

As for Luna, she knew that Ariel had fallen, but she did not look back. He kept walking to get out of there.

Shortly after, Noah arrives. He was shocked to see Ariel on the floor. Noah immediately helps Ariel to return to the top of the gurney.

"Where's luna?" ask Noah.

"Go away" he replied in a weak voice. Hearing that, Noah could only sigh harshly. He was willing to break the promise because he wanted to make Luna can linger with Ariel. But who would have thought, if Luna would leave even before she came.