
Dion had already come from fifteen minutes ago, after making small talk with Lintang, the sister-in-law. Only Dion, permission to meet Luna who chose to stay in the room rather than meet her.
Though Lintang already twice, asked Luna to get out of the room. But in fact, Luna seemed reluctant to follow the orders of Lintang and still chose silence like a fool.
Dion walked over to his wife who was holding a picture of his father in tears. Honestly, Dion felt a little guilty, if he hadn't called Lukman's father at night, it wouldn't have happened like this.
But whatever the power, it's all happening. Sorry is free.
"Lun," call him.
"What?" answer's short.
"Don't cry" he said, wiping away Luna's tears. Although he was very upset, emotional and angry. But now, it was not the time for him to vent all his anger. This is not the right time, however. Moreover, Luna must still be pretentious, for what happened.
Losing a father is not easy.
"You're satisfied, aren't you, Mas?" ask her with a hoarse voice.
"What do you mean?" dion didn't understand.
"Are you satisfied that my father died?" luna was clearer.
"You're blaming me, Lun?" ask Dion disappointed.
"Honestly, I'm really sorry for calling Dad at night. You know why, I was so emotional at the time. We've seen each other for two weeks, you rarely call me. Whereas if I were to contact you first, surely you wouldn't pick up, not bales. I'm tired of having a household like this. As busy as I am, I try to come to Jakarta to see my wife who may forget that she is married again. But unfortunately, my longing was shaky, hoping to meet my wife. I was disappointed again, you are not home. I've been waiting for you all day, even till night, you don't come home either. Do you know how I felt at that time? Pain, Lun. Be ill. I am like a beggar, a beggar of love. I'm like an untamed husband. Miris. Here, I feel, I'm the only one fighting for our household. As for you, you are too busy with your business.
When it was almost midnight, you didn't come home, I went to the restaurant, in fact you weren't there. I'm tired, tired of the household but we live each other.
I finally decided to go home, all the way. My heart hurts Lun, my heart is like slashed. Why just want to meet the wife, it feels so difficult. Never mind meeting, even to talk on the phone was very difficult. You're even much busier than I have to lead a big company. He should lead hundreds of employees.
Wh why? Why should I be ignored? I envy, when at work, my friends bring supplies made by the wife, I envy when they discuss their wife and children who are at home. As for me, just choose to quietly listen.
Even I was very envious when my friends discussed the issue of bed, while I had fasted long enough. For months we were married, we even did it a few times, even then you were forced to serve me.
Don't tell me I didn't know all this time, I just chose silence because I was lazy to fight.
I am tired of having relationships like this. Moreover, I am ashamed of my parents, I am ashamed of my Mami and Papi. Every breakfast, Mami serves my Papi. As for me, I have to do it myself, sometimes served only by my assistants.
I'm ashamed of Lun, every time they ask me about you, why don't you go home. Sometimes they think I'm not like I'm single. I'm married, I'm still alone.
Sleep alone, eat alone, do nothing yourself. No one serves.
If there is, it must be my assistant.
But I also can't forever depend on others, I also want to feel spoiled by my wife, I want when I'm tired, you can be a remedy for my fatigue.
I want us to have a casual chat every time we want to sleep, and go for a walk like a husband and wife.
If this is a home test, I honestly can't. I wanted to stop, but I couldn't either. Besides being ashamed of my family, I love you too.
Can't you change? To be a wife I can be proud of out there. Or if you can't be the wife I'm proud of, at least don't let me down.
Dad's problem, I'm sorry. I don't know if what I'm doing is going to make Dad go away. At that time, my emotions were overflowing. While your number can't be reached yet, I don't know where you are.
Imagine, I don't know where my own wife is. What do? And how's it going? I don't know, I'm blind to everything.
It was that emotion that made me dark in my eyes, to call your father at night. Wish Dad could advise you. If I as a husband can not, I hope Father can advise and educate you to be a good wife and sholehah.
My desire is not grandiose, I just want you to accompany me to breakfast, prepare my work clothes. When I get home from work, you welcome my return, then we talk before bed, talk about our daily lives. Suppose you are bored, you can help me in the office. Or take a walk, but at least not to lose the news. And try it, before I go home. You're already home.
I'm not gonna tie you up like your ex-husband used to, I'm freeing you. But please, don't forget your responsibilities as a wife. That'sallthatis.
Am I wrong? Or is my desire excessive?" ask her slowly. However, it sounded loud enough to reach in front of Luna's room.
Because the door was not closed, Lintang and the Mother heard all the talk of the two of them. Moreover, this house does not have soundproof. Even if you speak slowly, it still sounds obvious.
Luna just silently stared, this was the first time Dion talked along the railroad tracks.
"But you shouldn't call me at night. Because of you, my father is gone" he said
"You still blame me, don't you?" ask her with a smile
"If I knew, Lun. If I knew what would happen. Will I do it? Do you think I don't love you, Dad. I love you, Lun. I've even considered Dad the same as my Papi. Rather than blaming me, why don't you introspect yourself. Why do you ignore your responsibilities, even always make me emotional and high blood. If you hadn't ignored me, would I have called Dad when it was dark. You think I'm not sane?
If I do anything unreasonable, it means my patience is over. Still lucky, I didn't embarrass you in front of everyone, because you've already neglected until your husband is lonely.
I'm just talking to you kindly and hoping Dad will advise you, that's all. I'm not even exaggerating, I'm talking as is what happened. Am I wrong?
If I talk to my own parents, it could be that Mami and Papi I hate you even more. You ignore me, they are disappointed, especially if I express my feelings to them. Which parents are willing, their children ignored?
I don't want them to hate you more, Lun. But I myself am no longer able to educate you alone. That's why I asked for your father's help, who probably understood and understood your nature and character.
Because honestly, I myself was shocked by your true attitude. Before marriage, you were always kind, considerate and always there for me. But after marriage, you changed a hundred percent and your attitude like this, already makes me feel sorry. But yes, if you still want to blame me. I'm sorry." he said.
Luna just kept quiet, on one hand, she was sorry. But on the other hand, she is still upset, because because of her husband, her father is now gone. He could not even see his father's last face.
While Lintang who heard it too, felt furious at Luna. This is not what he wanted, but he hoped Luna would apologize. But why is it like this? again the latitude was disappointed. Same with the Mother. If he had not heard it himself, he might not have believed it.
Mother returned to the room, while Lintang, she also went from there. Suppose Dion is currently returning Luna to him, Lintang is sincere. After all, it is his brother who is difficult in nasehatin.
Instead of apologizing, it makes the problem more runyam.