My husband is in the room of my best friend
Regrets That Must Exist
Today Luna came back to Ariel's apartment because since last night, Diana kept calling her Papa. Luna who did not have the heart to immediately deliver Diana to her Papa's apartment in the morning.
"I'm sorry Mas, it's been nganter Diana early in the morning," said Luna was not happy.
"What's wrong, I miss Diana so much anyway" she said with a lethargic face due to lack of sleep lately.
"Hows it? Have you met Laras and his son?" ask Luna carefully.
Ariel shook her head, "Not yet."
"Aren't you at her parents' house?"
"It was but Laras wasn't there."
"Where are you?"
"Eitherway. Everything's messy like this. I'm confused."
"Propay me." Luna could not bear the truth but how else, she could not do anything either.
"Md. How are you with Dion?"
"I've accepted it."
"Owh. When is marriage?"
"I decided to get engaged first. Later, for example, Diana's age has even one year, I just married Mas Dion."
"Oh." Nyesek, definitely. But Ariel tried to be patient and sincere. After all Luna was no longer hers so it was only natural that she married another man who was better than her.
"Last week I took Diana to Bandung."
"How did they respond?"
"Yes, I'm not papa. We can't force Diana to like someone else she doesn't like. Did you tell your parents about Dion's proposal?"
"Have, and in the near future. I'm going home to Jember. You see Mas Dion and his parents want to visit my parents' house to apply officially all fiance there. Same thing about the wedding date."
"May all go well."
"Aamiyin. When do you want to go home? Aunt May with Aunt Neni Kangen. The resto children are also missing," asked Luna
Hearing that, Ariel could only sigh violently.
"I don't know." Ariel replied.
"Why?" asked Luna to look at Ariel's sad face.
"I'm ashamed.
"Then why?"
"Then they all are. Shame on Aunt Neni, shame on Auntie Imah. Shame on the resto kids too. I was embarrassed to meet them. Ever since that incident my life has completely ruined Lun. My pride is like being trampled on, humiliated and like being swallowed up in public. I'm ashamed, very, very embarrassed. You play all that vidio not only in front of the family, but in front of the entire extended family I come, I am also ashamed of your extended family, same shame parents and big family Laras. Shame on everyone in this world. I really don't feel like I have a face. Especially when I meet my friends. I'm ashamed of them all. Moreover, the vidio you play turns out someone recorded it and uploaded it on social media. So that my coworkers, my friends, my friends, my former lecturers, my former teachers, and everyone could clearly see my disgrace, my ugliness. I'm shy. Even if it wasn't for Diana being sick, I might have chosen to remain in Dubai. Here I feel depressed, I'm more comfortable living there. My heart feels peaceful. I also have not met my extended family either from Mama's side or from Papa's side. Because they still hate me and think I'm like a carcass, a pest to stay away from." Ariel revealed her heart while shedding tears.
Hearing Ariel's words, Luna regretted her actions. "I'm sorry, Mas. Sorry for making you so embarrassed."
"I'm not guilty of you, it's natural that you do it because you're hurt. I'm not papa, I'm sincere." Ariel replied with a bitter smile.
"But because of me .... "
"Everything has happened, sorry is free. The important thing is that in the future we have to be careful. Do not get because of ego and want revenge, even make a lot of hearts hurt and affected. Suppose you do not like the attitude of someone, everything can be discussed well. Or you can choose to leave and leave that person. No need to unload everything. Every human being must have done wrong, everyone must have their own shame. We just don't know because God is hiding it. We don't have to be a holy grail, feel the truest to think others are inferior to us." Ariel and Luna nodded their heads.
They chatted for an hour and after that, Luna said goodbye. Diana begins to live with Ariel again.