
Laras came home from the hospital at seven in the evening, in fact he was able to go home last afternoon, only Laras was still silent in the room, because he did not want to go out because it was still bright. He does not want to be a wild meal by people out there because of his viral vidio.
Laras went home alone because no one picked him up, really it makes Laras can only smile. Even when he came out of his room, he still got the cynical look from the sisters and the people who were there, maybe they had seen the vidio himself, he said, which has been seen by millions of people.
Indeed, now this era is very sophisticated, one click, then the whole world will know and can see it, and those who feel the most right, will continue to berate him, he said, as if they were holy men who never did anything wrong.
Along the way, Laras can only look down, he is uncomfortable getting cynical gazes from people who see him. Though he was willing to go home at night, because he thought his face would not be clear, because it was night, but in fact, still. They could still recognize Baras clearly.
Baras walked towards the shop in front of the hospital, he bought a hat, mask and glasses to cover his face so that no one would recognize him, getting treatment like this really makes him sick.
"I am not a murderer, I am not a corrupt man who steals people's money to fulfill my wealth, nor do I harm many people. Why am I in this heavy law. I only made one mistake - cornering my best friend, but why would everyone who saw me, as if they were going to see a rotten carcass, until they wanted to vomit to see me. Their cynical gazes, made my heart ache," Laras murmured inwardly.
After paying for his purchase, he immediately put on his mask, his glasses and his hat. After that, he booked a car online to drive himself somewhere. Well, before deciding to go home to his parents, he would go to Luna's house to solve his problem.
Long enough Laras waited, until finally the car stopped right in front of him. After confirmation and correct that it was the car he ordered, he immediately went into the back seat.
No need for Laras to tell, he will go where, because in the application it has been clearly stated, the purpose of Laras at this time. He also fell asleep to open his voice, he chose to close his eyes. He is too lazy to open HP, because the contents are only a insult and maki insults.
Baras quietly shed tears, whether until when his life will be like this, living in insults and insults from everyone. Shame, fear, annoyance, anger, disappointment, sadness as if mixed into one.
Shame because the disgrace spread in cyberspace, so many people can access it and see it clearly. How he was so wild in bed and how he sighed for feeling pleasure in body relations.
Shame because everyone knows, that he became an actor in the household of his own best friend, a friend who has helped him a lot to give himself a pretty good and comfortable life while in Jakarta.
He was ashamed of everything that happened.
He was also afraid, afraid to face his days which might be very gloomy. Fear of facing the anger and wrath of his family, especially his parents.
Afraid what if he could not get Ariel to marry him, what if Ariel would later lose responsibility to him, what if Ariel only penduli to his son, but not with him. Will she be a single child without marriage. Then what if his son was born and asked why, he was born out of wedlock? Will his son be disappointed in him for doing this dirty thing, just to be able to feel what his best friend feels?
He also felt annoyed and angry at himself, deep down in his heart, he felt sorry for having done something despicable, in order to get a handsome and well-established husband, he did not even care about his friendship with Luna that had been established for a long time.
But he also felt disappointed and sad at the same time, not expecting that Luna would have this much money on him. Supposedly if Luna is angry with her, just alone, no need to bring her family who do not know anything. This Luna not only humiliated him, but also humiliated his parents and his siblings.
Laras is sure, not only he who got this insult, but his parents who are at home will also be blamed for his actions. What Luna did was outrageous.
If indeed Luna wants to humiliate herself and wants to show her vidio, it should be enough for her parents and Ariel's parents, too, but why was his extended family invited to see things that should not be worth watching, not even just his extended family, but also the great families of Luna and Ariel. Even neighbors who do not know anything are invited just to tell them how they behave while in Jakarta.
Laras continued to shed tears until he was shocked by the voice of the driver who said if he had reached his destination. The barrel immediately went down after saying thank you, he did not need to give cash because he had paid for a digital wallet.
Laras stared at his surroundings that were quite quiet, he did not want to get to know by others who would record him silently and upload it on social media, he did not want to make a fuss again in cyberspace. Enough two vidio that makes himself angry until this second, he does not want there next vidio that makes the atmosphere becomes more turbid.
The car that Laras was riding in was gone from there, and Laras was still staring at Luna's house. The house he used to go to when he was in school. He often comes to this house to pick up Luna and go to school together or invite Luna to play together. He still remembered clearly, all the memories of him with Luna. I love the suffering they have gone through together. And of course, Luna who will often succumb to him, because he realized his attitude sometimes likes to be dominant first, likes to regulate and Luna must obey.
Laras walked towards Luna's house, there were many things he had to talk about, about how ahead he was and how he related to Ariel. He also wanted to ask for something, what was it? Well, everything would be answered if Luna was still willing to chat with him.