My husband is in the room of my best friend
Regrets Are Always Behind

Since the return from the residence of her in-laws, Luna's life became cheerless again. Luna felt guilty, she felt that she was the cause of her mother-in-law's death. Truly, Luna did not intend to hurt many people. He just wants to humiliate his husband and best friend who for months has been happy in his suffering. He wanted to humiliate them and expose their disgrace so that all parents, if the husband he loved so much, would have betrayed his own friend, a friend he had considered his own brother.

Luna wants the whole family Ariel knows, how to be his bond so far, so for example Luna wants a divorce, they know who is wrong and Luna does not need to explain one by one to them, so for example, Luna wants to get divorced, what caused Luna to sue Ariel for divorce. Because they had seen for themselves the affair of Ariel and Laras. So, Luna does not need to be blamed for this. That was what Luna had in mind at the time. He just wanted to teach Ariel a lesson too, so as not to carelessly consider himself weak, partying during the night, like a husband and wife.

Luna also wanted to give lessons to Laras, he wanted everyone to know, especially the Laras family and his parents, if Laras had become a thorn in his household. Luna wants them all to know, if Laras has seduced her husband and wants to be his second wife. Luna wants everyone to know, if Laras has become an actor in her household, Luna wants all parents, how wild Laras and tease her husband. Luna wants everyone to know, that Laras, who she has helped in such a way, has helped in terms of work, shelter and others. Still stabbing him in the back. Luna wanted everyone to know how evil Laras had been to her. All his kindness, he repaid with a betrayal.

At that time, Luna did not think about the impact of what she did. He just wanted to humiliate them and teach them a lesson. That'sallthatis. He also wants to repay the pain he has been suffering for several months. He wants them to get the right punishment from those around him.

Luna did not think that the impact of her husband and his best friend would be fatal. He did not think that the impact would be not only the two of them, but their entire extended family, the good name of their large family, especially Ariel. Luna only focused on wanting to avenge the crimes of her husband and best friend without her realizing, that she had become the cause of her mother-in-law to lose her sanity.

Luna did not know if because of her, Mama-in-law to get insults and insults from her friends, and from people around her. Luna does not know, if everyone bullies her Mama-in-law for thinking that her Mama-in-law is not a mother. Luna didn't know about it, because no one told her.

Luna was crying, she even had no appetite to eat. All of Ariel's family now choose to hate her and accuse her of causing her death. Luna felt guilty and she felt depressed about it.

While in another place, Papa Ardi also chose not to go out of the room even when tahlilan, Papa Ardi chose to stay in the room while staring at the photo of his late wife. He felt half his soul was gone.

During this time, since the time he was a teenager, Papa Ardi was always with Mama Ila. They go to school and have relationships. Strengthen each other and pursue their goals together. Support each other and support each other. Until they finally mature and they managed to achieve their dreams. And after that, they decided to get married and live a harmonious household. Especially when Ariel was present in their midst, making the family more filled with happiness.

For most of her life, she spent time with Mama Ila. Her first love, the second woman who was always by her side besides her mother. And now the wife is gone. No more bedmates, no more friends to share stories with, no more preparing food for her, no more preparing her clothes everyday, no one hears all his complaints anymore. No one remembers him for praying on time and charity. No one reminded himself anymore to exercise and eat a healthy diet in order to live a long and healthy life always so that they could hold their grandchildren later, no one else accompanied him jokingly, he said, or just take a morning walk to the park. No more accompanying him gardening while laughing, no more accompanying him after the Maghrib prayer, no more scolding him for forgetting the time if he had worked.

Now he is alone, and Papa Ardi, not sure, will he be able to go through it all alone. He was used to living dependent on his wife. All this time, Mama Ila has prepared everything from top to bottom. He only had to wear and eat what his wife had prepared.

Papa Ardi hugged the picture of the wife tightly, his lips occasionally pronouncing the name of the wife. Tears continued to pour out, he did not even care what happened outside. Right now, his heart is empty. It is like losing direction, nothing else makes itself eager to live. It was completely empty and like losing its precious treasure.

Papa Ardi is so sorry, why he did not force his wife to leave or settle abroad. Instead of just staying at home and shutting yourself up. If at that time he forced his wife, maybe his wife would not continue to be depressed to make herself choose to end her life.

At this time, he no longer cared about his son, he no longer cared about his favorite son-in-law. He no longer cared about his entire family. For Papa Ardi, they all caused his wife frustration, depression and chose to slash her wrists.

Yes, if his son had not betrayed and committed adultery with another woman, perhaps this shameful incident would not have disturbed his wife's sanity.

If, Luna did not announce Ariel's disgrace in front of many people until it ended up viral on social media, maybe his wife is still there today. He was disappointed that Luna chose to spread Ariel's disgrace rather than have to talk to them. Though if Luna said, he himself will beat Ariel, he himself will beat Ariel to the brink, he himself will drag ARiel to prison for committing adultery. He alone will help Luna escape from their marriage. Because Papa Ardi and Mama Ila really love Luna like their own daughter. In fact they would always defend luna from her own son.  They will always be on Luna's side and defend Luna. But why, Luna was so mean to him. Why Luna only thought about her pain without thinking, that what she did would make her and her wife ashamed and punished for what they did not do.

Papa Ardi did not support Ariel, he even denounced Ariel's very shameful actions. Luna should know about it. He will not defend ARiel if ARiel makes a big mistake. A small mistake, they will not hesitate to scold Ariel all out, let alone a problem of this magnitude. Of course Papa ARdi and Mama Ila will definitely support if indeed they have to separate so that ARiel is deterred. Moreover, Luna was pregnant with their grandchildren, their descendants. Papa ARdi and Mama Ila will not allow Luna to face everything on her own. Unfortunately Luna did not want to be honest and chose to do her own plan that made Papa Ardi and Mama Ila lost face and eventually became the months of her family, which was the family, friends and netizens on social media.

Papa Ardi was also disappointed with his extended family, to his parents and brothers. Because when his wife was alive, they also bullied, insulted and berated his wife. They even openly insinuate the wife without thinking about her feelings. Indirectly, they are also the cause of his wife chose to end his life. Andai at that time, his family and brothers gave support and did not share the blame for the wife, maybe his wife is still alive and still fine.

Now, they regretted and wept over the wife's departure. Unfortunately, regret is too late. Why should they regret it after his wife is gone. Why when they were alive, they hated him and insulted him. His wife is innocent and his son Ariel is guilty. Why does his wife who doesn't know anything get in the way. All this time, the wife was always good with them. But why when his wife is in trouble, they are not helping but blaming. They seem to forget all the kindness of the wife all this time.

To Papa Ardi, they were only two-faced people. And that is the reason why Papa ARdi chose to confine himself in the room, rather than hearing their babble, which probably laughed in his heart.