
The next morning after finishing breakfast, Ariel took Luna home. Along the way, Ariel just kept quiet. Luna, too, chose silence over speech. They also ate a little because they were too lazy. Only a salacious song accompanies them, a song that tells of the pain of a lover who is in residence for the sake of another lover. Hearing the song, Ariel again felt chest tight, then she saw Luna who had just looked out the window without looking at her at all.
Ariel held Luna's hand with her left hand while her right hand was focused on driving. When her hand was held, Luna turned to Ariel but only briefly, then looked out the window again.
"Why?" ask Ariel.
"No papa" he replied in a low voice.
"I'm sorry" said Ariel again making Luna chuckle softly.
"I'm sorry for what, Lebaran is still a long time. Don't keep apologizing" he replied smiling, hiding an increasingly gaping wound.
"Don't be sad, I'm sick to see it" Ariel pleaded.
"Truly the source of my happiness and the source of my pain is from you. So, it's all on you, how you treat me. You're good, I'm happy, you're bad of course I'm sad, I'm disappointed, I'm angry and I'm sick" she said with a smile.
"Hit me if it can ease your heartache."
Luna shook her head, "Make what? Even if I hit you, the only physical pain and maybe a day or two healed. Different from the heart. Even a lifetime, the wound must be there."
"Then what should I do?"
"Changed, apologize to God and promise to never hurt me again. Remember, Mas. Even though I don't know what you're doing out there, a wife's feelings are strong. You're acting up, I know. You have a slight change, I can definitely feel it. And again, as clever as you are to hide your sins, remember Mas. God is not sleeping. He always sees what you're doing out there. But yes, do not talk about this again if the edges will also end sad ending. Mending us just shut up and I will follow the path you make. It's okay, no papa. The pain I feel, let me be the same God knows. You keep doing what you're doing, only I hope, if the time comes, don't ever ask me to hang on. Because when I choose to leave, it means that the pain you're giving is overstepping and I can't bear it anymore."
"I'll work on it, pray that I can be the best version you want. Although heavy, but I will try," he said making Luna just bowed quietly. Not that he does not believe, the problem is that he does not want to survive with a husband who has shared love, affection, attention, money and body with other women. If it was only a matter of money, Luna would not be this sick, but the problem is that Luna is very sure if they have ever had a struggle in bed, that is what she cannot accept. Maybe Luna has no solid evidence but she has confidence that they have done it.
"Yes" replied Luna lazily.
Once at home, Ariel immediately parked her car. Then he and Luna got out of the car. When he saw Dion, Ariel felt dislike, inexplicably he felt that Dion had been too close to his wife all this time.
"Keep my car and after that you can go home. My wife is not going anywhere today" he said, giving the key to Dion.
"Good, Sir." Dion could only accept it with a spacious chest, he knew that his master must be fighting because the look on their faces there was nothing unpleasant in the eyes, especially the aura of Luna who looked annoyed, angry and disappointed at the same time.
Upon reaching the room, Luna immediately took another bath, even though she had already taken a bath at the hotel. Then after that, immediately wear clothes and pray dhuha. After the prayer, Luna immediately met Aunt Imah and Aunt Neni to chat together, at least chat with them, and then, make kegellisannya and pain a little less because they are very good at diverting the mind of Luna who is now tangled.
While Ariel he was still in the room, he was standing at the window, looking at the scene outside the window. Surely he did not want to be like this, he loved Luna very much, and wanted if their relationship was good, but the problem was that he had already ruined the future of Laras, Luna's friend. He also could not be silent, after what he did to Laras.
However he also has to take responsibility, he is not a cowardly man who runs out sweet as shit. And again he could not blame Laras completely, because he himself did not refuse when Laras teased him. He even enjoyed what Laras gave him. Then how could he blame Laras if he enjoyed it.
Thinking about it made Ariel feel annoyed and felt himself stupid, he was trapped by lust to make everything become chaotic like this.
When he was pensive, his phone rang there was a chat coming in from Laras. Ariel immediately took her cellphone and opened the contents of the message.
"Your mother doesn't come in again?" tanyanya through Wa's message.
"No," she replied briefly.
"Why? I miss you from yesterday I didn't see you."
"I'm sorry, but I have to fix my household just as good."
"Why do you think Luna is, what about me?"
"You're patient, don't mess up my mind. I honestly feel guilty for betraying my wife."
"Why now do you think about the problem of sin. Why not before you took my honor."
"If you hadn't seduced me, I wouldn't have taken what I shouldn't have taken."
"But in fact you're tempted and you want to, right? You enjoy it too. So don't just blame me here."
"Ck .. Anyway today I want to meet."
"I can't, next time."
"When is that next time? You don't miss me?"
"Neither."
"No, that's the answer."
"I'm also confused by my own feelings."
"You don't love me, do you?"
"I don't know."
"Don't tell me you've been playing me all along, Mas. And the word of your love all this time is just a hobby."
"I'm confused. I am confused as I feel right now. I'm interested in you, I like you, I may love but seeing Luna sad, my heart hurts."
"You must not think only of Luna, Mas. You also think about my heart and my feelings. I'm sick too if you're like this."
"For that give me time. Let us be alone first. I promise, I'll see you, if I don't feel this confused."
"Honestly, Mas. I'm afraid you'll leave me."
"No going. I promise."
"Really?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"I want you to marry me, Mommy."
"Why?"
"Because you've taken the crown that I've been guarding all this time."
"But I can't marry you."
"How do you want? We are forever in that relationship without any legitimate ties. You want us to continue to commit great sins all our lives."
"But I can't possibly marry you, Luna will definitely be furious."
"If so, don't let Luna know. I'm willing to be married sirri, which is important when we do, we no longer commit sins."
"I'll think about it later."
"I hope you're not running away from responsibility."
"Yes." Yeah."
"I want to work first."
"Hem."
And after that, Ariel also deleted the message from Laras. But unbeknownst to Ariel, Luna had read the message even mensrinshotnya. He stored the contents of the chat together with the contents of the chat that he yesterday, he collected into one as evidence about the idolization of the two of them.