
You created the opportunity
You pushed me too
Even though I have rejected it many times
You forced me to stay with him
And when I grant your wish
You blame me instead
As if, a mistake from start to finish
I am the mastermind
You're good at role-playing
You're good at turning everything around
As if you were the most persecuted
You're the victim and I'm the culprit
But it's fine
From here I learned a lot
I have to be careful when I step
Because we never know
It could be the person closest to us
Which is the source of our pain
Hopefully in the future
I'm not trapped anymore
Created FOR ME.
Fill your heart, Ariel Alfarizy Ilham.
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"What are you doing, son?" asked Ardi because he saw his son who had been dumb earlier.
Ariel shook her head.
"Papa has called Papa's friend who is abroad, there is the best treatment. You wanna go there?" tanyakanya.
And Ariel nodded her head.
"Okay, next week we leave. Noah was not able to come, he called Papa and explained if he currently had cooperation with his friend. They're going to be open in the near future, so if there's time, Noah's gonna be there to see us."
And again, Ariel just nodded her head.
"Are you okay away from your daughter?" tanyanya and Ariel nodded her head.
"Patience, one day you will definitely meet your daughter in a better situation" said Ardi and Ariel agreed in the heart.
Now, we pray dhuhur first, then eat, take medicine, keep resting, okay. So that you can recover soon, do not think of something that will make your mind heavier. Throw away all your troubles, and assume we're just the two of you, if you miss your daughter, just pray for her so that your daughter can continue to grow up to be a good son and have a good ancestral mind," ardi and Ariel said again just nodding their heads. ARdi could only sigh, then he immediately took Ardi to the bathroom to clean himself, take ablution, then pray.
After Ariel was ready with her cocoa shirt and sheath, Ardi immediately went to her room to bathe and dress neatly. He did not want Ariel to wait too long, so he did everything quickly. And after that, they prayed together.
actually, Ardi wanted to invite Ariel to pray congregation near the house, just because he was afraid there was still something wrong and it could hurt his son's feelings and become a burden for Ariel herself, so it is better Ardi invites Aril to pray together at home. And if there is a time and there is a study, then ARdi will take Ariel away, which is located a little far away so that their ears are safe from the scorn of the neighbors and families who until now, to date, have, I still haven't forgotten what happened in the past.
Humans are like that, even though we do a thousand times good, but once we make a mistake, then forever will be remembered is the bad, while the good? It will disappear in an instant.
For that, do not race to attract human attention or want to get praise from humans to be willing to do many things, because it is useless. Once we make a mistake, they will continue to bring out our disgrace and our ugliness. And they seem to forget, if we used to help them many times.
So, behave appropriately, because humans, most do not know the meaning of gratitude. And don't mind them, because basically, every human being has ever done wrong and has his own disgrace, maybe even their disgrace is much more, just that God hid it.
Do not follow the bully, because the wheel continues to spin, it could be later, we who are below and humiliated by many people. So it is better to be silent and pray that whoever is stricken with misfortune, Allah will finish it immediately.