My husband is in the room of my best friend
Worrying Between Silence or Looking

Arriving at the apartment, Ariel was surprised by the presence of Luna in front of her apartment while sitting casually playing her cellphone. "Why didn't you say you wanted to come here?" ariel asked while opening her apartment. He did not intentionally tell the password code to Luna, because for him it is privacy and Luna has no right to know about it.

"I just came, not ten minutes yet," Luna replied as she entered.

"Where from?" tanyanya saw Ariel carrying a lot of dolls.

"Mall," he replied as he put the doll in the living room, then went to his room and put Diana who was already sound asleep. Well, either because of the soy sauce or what, Diana slept on the way home.

After enveloping Diana and putting a bolster pillow on her right and left side, then Ariel out of the room. The door to the room was left wide open. As for Diana herself, she slept on the bottom mattress, deliberately not using the bed, afraid Diana fell.

"Now haven't you been here long?" ariel asked as she picked up a drink in the refrigerator. He put the drink in front of Luna and in front of her.

"Yes, it's busy. Kemaren must wiri hero to Bandung." said Luna.

"Well?" ariel asked casually, actually he did not kepo. Because he knew, in Bandung it was Dion's house. Tampa was told, surely Ariel can guess clearly.

"Mother Mas Dion was sick," he replied feeling sad.

"Oh." Ariel just nodded her head, a sign of understanding.

"May I tell you a story?" tanyakanya.

"Please" Ariel replied as she took her drink and soaked her throat.

"When I was pregnant with Diana, Mas Dion proposed. At that time, we were husband and wife. And I don't accept it, on the grounds that we're still legal as husband and wife. I asked her to wait until I gave birth and finished the iddah period. But unfortunately, after the iddah period was over, I was still not ready to undergo a new marriage relationship with another man. Finally I asked Mas Dion to wait until Diana was six months old. And Mas Dion agreed, especially when Mas Dion was busy again, so he never came especially after Dad said something to Mas Dion, I don't know what Dad said, but ever since I got home from the hospital, Mas Dion went straight away, without saying goodbye to me." said Luna while paying attention to the look on Ariel's face that looked ordinary. Seeing that, Luna let out a disappointed sigh. But he continued his story.

"When Diana was six months old, sure enough, Mas Dion came to propose to me again. But I refused it, because a few days before Mas Dion came to propose to me, I always had nightmares about him and I couldn't possibly continue the marriage whereas I always had nightmares. I was afraid that, if continued, it would have a bad impact on the lives of me and Diana. But unfortunately, even though I rejected it, Mas Dion never stopped not paying attention to me. He always tells me morning, afternoon, evening, night. If there's time, he'll always take me on the phone or call. Almost every night like that. He also often gave me gifts, surprises that I expected. He was always trying to keep my mind moving on to him, so I had trouble focusing on the others" he said. But Ariel remained silent and did not give a response.

"Lately Mama Mas Dion's health has gotten worse, and she asked me to marry Mas Dion before she leaves for good. I'm honestly confused. On the one hand I love Mas Dion, but the problem is, I am still afraid to build a household, especially I still keep having nightmares every time I pray istikharah. Now Dion continues to beg me to grant his mother's wish one last time. I'm confused how?" Luna let out a rough sigh, making Ariel just shut up.

"I think you've been married all this time, because after me, you and Dion had planned to get married after you finished the iddah period. It's not yet," said Ariel.

"Hemm, so you think I've been married all this time, is that why, you keep your distance?"

"Mmm, I don't want to ruin your household, so I try to keep avoiding, I don't want to be the third person in anyone's relationship including you." Ariel replied.

"Why don't you ask?"

"Make what?"

"To make sure I'm still a widow or married."

"Then what's the benefit to me? Once I know you're a widow, should I be as desperate as ever to get you and your love back. I don't think that's possible. Do you not refuse to give a chance to the man who has hurt you openly. Maybe even our hope of reuniting is only five percent, if anything" Ariel chuckled.

"Yes, you're right. I can't possibly give you a chance after what you did to me" Luna replied.

"Mmm, for that I'm self-conscious not to expect more. Even if I still love you, I won't propose to you a second time. Because I know clearly what answer you gave me."

"If you weren't .. "hasn't finished Luna speaking, Ariel cut her off.

"Free to guess, everything has happened, and this is the destiny of life that we must live. And maybe our soul mate is just for a minute."

"You're right. Then, are you not going to marry again?" tanyakanya.

"Aren't you going to marry Laras?" ask him carefully.

"No, but as for his son's problems, obviously I'll take responsibility. I haven't been to Jember at all, because I'm still focused on my health and now I'm still focused on Diana's health. Maybe there'll be time, I'll go to Jember, make my son look."

"But I heard that Laras ran away from his parents' house."

"Huh? Since when?"

"It may have been almost two years."

"You sure?"

"Yes I know from Mother. Both of Laras's parents were angry that Laras ran away at night, continuing to take his mother's money."

"Oh my God, where are you going?"

"No idea, but most likely to Jakarta to follow you."

"But why not to. Is it possible that Laras ever came to your house, Lun?"

"No, never. I asked Aunt Imah and Aunt Neni. No Baras coming."

"O Allah, how do Laras and my son? I don't care about Laras, but the problem is that the child in Laras's birth is my son. My flesh's blood."

"You better find out where they both are. Who knows they are actually in Jakarta, just do not dare to meet us. Let Diana hold it first, you focus on finding your other child." said Luna.

Hearing that, Ariel was worried. On the one hand, he was already comfortable with the life he was currently living, only on the other hand, he had to take responsibility for what happened in the past.

"Hemm .. well, I'll find them, but what about you and Dion."anyways. He did not want to bother Luna when Luna was also in trouble.

"Maybe I'll take it."

"You sure?" tanyakanya.

"Yes, Mama and Papa Mas Dion have been good with me, especially Mama. I want to grant his wish, because it could be, this is his last wish."

"Then what about your dreams all along, you want to ignore them?"

"Oh, I'm confused."

"Better not to make a decision. Not that I forbid you to marry again. Notwithstanding. But

I don't want to, you regret the day."

"Yes, I won't think about it anymore."

"We may no longer be husband and wife, but we are Diana's biological parents. So, no matter how we try to stay away, there must be times when we still have to communicate to discuss our daughter's problems. But if you are married, of course there are some that we must pay attention to. We can't meet together like this, you have to bring your husband or someone else, so as not to be slanderous." said Ariel and Luna nodded her head.

They chatted casually and discussed any issues while waiting for Diana to wake up. Only after that, Luna will take Diana home and let Ariel or her ex-husband take care of her problems first.