My husband is in the room of my best friend
Noah's Regret With Luna

When Laras was hanging on the road, in the hospital, Ariel's condition improved, even he had been aware since last night. Only, he did not speak and chose to be silent. Even all the ways have been done by Luna and Noah, but Ariel chose to daydream and not let out her voice at all. Even he did not want to eat or anything, fortunately there was an infusion that made him not lack of nutrients.

It's like losing his mind, he's like he has no spirit to live, he's like living with his own world.

Seeing that, of course Noah felt sad, that night Noah decided to accompany his brother while Luna, he also willingly stayed up late to invite her husband to talk but still, Ariel did not respond.

When the doctor examined him, the doctor said that Ariel's soul was shaken and he needed support from the people around him.

The doctor also stated that psychologists had helped Ariel out of the problem that made her look like that, but the pskilog effort was fruitless. Because Ariel seemed to ignore the psychologist and everyone who was nearby.

The day had passed, but Ariel was still in the same condition, unwilling to talk and doing nothing, she closed her lips tightly. Not allowing food to enter, even to make her voice, Ariel seemed reluctant. Luna felt sorry for a long time. Just pity, not love or anything else. She was just a pity, however, Ariel is still legal to be her husband and he is the father of the child he bears.

Luna and Noah have been with her ever since Ariel realized, Noah is there and does not come out, except to buy food for her and for Luna. Or pick up clothes that are already in the loundri on the lower floor.

"Why is Mas Ariel like this?" ask Luna.

"Maybe his soul is still shaken. The last time he saw his mother was dead and that's why. Naturally, if he feels guilty, especially the burden of his life is so heavy, so Ariel feels unable to deal with it."

"But it shouldn't be like this. I was strong, when I saw them cheating in front of my own eyes, where I was pregnant young," said Luna.

"Yes, I know. But the mental condition of the person is different, some are strong, some are not, especially if the mental continues to be tested with various kinds of problems that come. One problem is not finished, come again, come again. Finally everything piles up, and the mental becomes disturbed." said Noah explained.

"You can't equalize your mental strength in dealing with problems with Ariel. Even though Ariel is a man." Noah added.

Hearing that, Luna was silent.

"You just imagine, at first your life is fine. Living in harmony, Ariel works as usual, then goes home. Until the Laras come into your life and make everything change. Ariel is loyal, suddenly a traitor. Then you humiliated him in front of his exit, in front of a lot of people. Then his parents and his outgoing so hated him and blamed him, judging him as if he had made a very fatal mistake that it destroyed the lives of many people. Not until there, he was also quite shocked when he knew you were pregnant, and now you hate him and even demand a divorce. He doesn't even think of parting with you even in dreams. She should either be shocked, surprised or confused, because you suddenly announced your pregnancy in front of a lot of people. Ariel had been waiting for that for a long time. But you gave her such a wonderful surprise, about the child and also about an affair. On the one hand he is happy, on the other he feels guilty. From there his soul began to shake.

But it didn't get there. She was beaten up by your sister and everyone looked at her with contemptuous eyes, not to mention her mind started to branch between you and Laras who were both pregnant.  But you are the main thing in his thinking, because after all he does not want to separate and you continue to pressure him by saying the word divorce while Ariel does not want because she loves you.

His soul that had been shaken, was increasingly shaken by the actions of all of them.

Not enough mental problems that are now starting to be disturbed, he got the news his mother died in a state of self-nuh. And that's because of him.

Now I ask, of all the problems, is there anyone who can still be okay? His good name was ruined, his family's good name was tarnished, he lost many friends, friends and co-workers. He was even shunned and hated by his family, he also lost his mother forever, he was even hated by his own father, he was also hated by his own father, he will also lose you and the child he has been with all this time.

If anyone lives comfortably, after all, he is great. I'm going to have two thumbs up" Noah said as he looked at Ariel who was staring forward blankly. Every now and then, Ariel's eyes shed tears. His mouth remained silent without speaking.

"Why did you have to take Laras to Jakarta, Lun? Why hm? Did Ariel give permission? Why is it so hard to obey your husband? Whereas in religion, a wife is not allowed to bring guests in without her husband's permission. In fact it is in a hadith that says, 'It is not lawful for a woman to fast for sunna, while her husband is at home, except with the permission of her husband. And the wife must not allow anyone else into her house, except with her husband's permission'. But what, you are still maksa, when clearly your husband is not ridho. Did you forget too? That the Ridho of God is in the ridho of your husband. Even until there is a hadith that says, 'if I may command one to bow down to another (other than Allah), I will command one wife to bow down to her husband'.

Why do you only think, your friend's feelings rather than looking for your husband's riddho. And this is the effect of you defying as a wife, you see the result. Family is falling apart. Your husband became like this because you would not listen to his advice. Not listening to his ban. You make them close, you also seem to give opportunities for them to continue to meet and meet each other face to face, you also encourage your friends to be close to your husband. Though clearly, your husband is uncomfortable with the Laras. At first, your husband didn't even look when Laras was in front of him, as if avoiding him. Don't ask me where I know from, I've heard stories from Auntie herself, when you were still busy staying at your future husband's house" Noah said.

"Even Auntie has also advised you from the beginning, if they have a bad feeling with your friend, and has reminded you too, right? You ignored their advice. You are too focused on your own friends. To ignore the integrity of your harmonious household. You also always vent, feel constrained because it is not allowed to go out. Ariel did it for your own good. I remembered a hadith that said, 'It is not lawful for a woman to leave the house without her husband's permission, if she goes out without her husband's permission, it means she has done nusyuz (durhaka), if she goes out without her husband's permission, it means she has done nusyuz (durhaka), worship Allah and His Rosary, and deserve punishment'. Suppose you come out and you're okay, who's hard? Must've been your husband. Who will be blamed by your family? Sure, husband. They must have thought your husband wasn't taking care of you. Not to mention you are beautiful and have a body***, which man is not interested in your beauty.

I was even interested, but I remember you were my brother's wife, there was no way I could have taken you from my brother. Even I'm sure, Dion once saw you must be interested, only he can hold it. But when he saw an opportunity, he immediately moved forward and approached you. The proof is that he even gets closer to you when you and your husband are in trouble. Even he does not want to wait until you officially divorce and finish the iddah period. He even invites you who are still the wife of people staying at his parents' house, like a future wife who wants to be introduced to his parents and family. Obviously the wife-to-be he meant was even still pregnant and still the status of someone else's wife." added NOah because annoyed to see Luna who seemed to continue comparing herself with Ariel. Luna who can stand the test that comes her way, while Ariel who immediately drobs when getting into trouble. Though clearly everyone has a different mental strength and cannot be equated.

"You should be grateful to have a husband like Ariel, in the love of a luxurious house, two domestic assistants, you ask for anything in love, Ariel, monthly money is always transferred even if you do not touch it because of your needs, it is fully borne by Ariel. You just stay at home, exercise so that your body is fit, and not easily sick. As well as eating nutritious food so that you continue to be healthy and can accompany Ariel to grandparents. And when Ariel comes home from work and is not in a tired condition, he also wants to accompany you out for a walk. Your clothes are even like many clothing stores, jewelry, diamonds as well you have. Clothes, bags, shoes, make up and others are always bought from famous brands, even you to give all of it to the ranking of the number. Aye right?

You also get the treatment that comes directly from a famous salon. Less what is Ariel as a husband, you can pray, worship, salute calmly, do not need to think about economic problems or anything else. Your parents-in-law and your husband also do not pressure you to get pregnant quickly, because they know that the child is a sustenance from God. Even you have such good in-laws and consider you as his own son, even Ariel's family was also friendly at first right, before this problem happened.

Ariel is also loyal and not careless, even he is out there just focus on working, even when someone teases him, he will give his flat face to them. You know, a lot of tablets are trying to approach Ariel out there, who's trying not to be interested in the same handsome and established men. But Ariel doesn't waver easily, she just focuses on you and remembers you. Not infrequently, every time he travels and he sees there are good clothes, good bags, good shoes, or something else, he always buys it for you. Not for another woman.

And if he's kind of interested in the women out there, he'll come home soon and vent his same passion for you. He has no intention of cheating, but everything changes when Laras arrives. His faith, began to waver. Because it continues to be seduced, plus you seem to support Ariel close to Laras. Although Ariel tries to avoid Laras by giving various reasons, you are still trying to bring them closer together. Any man, will eventually falter, if he continues to be approached and seduced. The stone if in the water tetesi continuously, will also be broken.

Wife instead of keeping her husband away from other women, you try to bring them closer as if you really wanted Laras to enter your marriage and when Laras managed to break Ariel's faith then you feel anxious. While they have started to enjoy the relationship, you just feel threatened. And after they officially have a relationship, then you feel angry. And consider them evil, especially your husband. You are the wrong you. But yes, by now you, your family, Ariel family, netizens have considered if Ariel is worthy of the law even if it is necessary to die. Even if Ariel pleads and kisses your feet, you will continue to blame her without any self-introspection. For everyone, traitors are wrong, even if they know the details." And after that, Noah was silent. Don't wanna talk anymore. He was also tired of talking at length.

He took water, to wet his throat that felt dry. It turns out that talking a lot is quite draining. While Luna was just silent, she felt embarrassed because Noah seemed to blame and corner her current position.